i’ve been so clingy with him lately and people keep pointing it out. i know he’s probably so embarrassed to be around me. he’s gonna leave me one of these days
sometimes i wish he’d find this account so somebody would care about my mental health but then i remember he’d think i’m a disgusting obsessive freak and hate me forever .
i’m not even fucking around anymore i’m locking tf in for september and if i don’t hit my goal weight by the first of october i will actually be killing myself.