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@kitschlet

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kitsch || bingqiu + jwqs || PIDW binghe did nothing wrong || eng, esp, rus || 20+ to interact || icon by @llewellynillus

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Joined September 2014
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@kitschlet
manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
1 year
okay i THINK it's this one
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what is y’all most liked tweet?
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@kitschlet
manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
2 years
fandom friendships are like normal friendships except you know the specific details of what your buddies masturbate to
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3 years
binghe has the coolest powers of any mxtx love interest imo. Pain Blood. dream manipulation. fuck-or-die trauma sword. dick cures poisons. what can hua cheng do, gamble? 🙄 lan wangji can play a song?
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i can understand that some people are squicked by selfcest, but i will never understand why people think it's Problematic 😭😭😭😭 WHAT REAL LIFE BEHAVIOR IS IT ENCOURAGING
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@kitschlet
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1 year
hua cheng is like, okay when i see dianxia again i'm gonna be totally chill and normal (makes him 3000 lanterns) omg what is WRONG WITH MEEE I WANT TO DIEEEE. whereas binghe is like, when i see shizun again i will not be chill or normal
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2 years
honestly i lost so much patience with hua cheng when he was all "what if my real form is hideous. what if i'm disgusting. what if i'm such a monster it makes you sick to look at me" and then his real form was just slightly taller and hotter
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@kitschlet
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3 years
mdzs really gives me hope that an extremely fucking annoying guy can find love
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2 years
honestly xie lian lying down on the ground and being like "if no one asks if i'm okay i'm going to k*ll everyone" is THE biggest mood. like, we've all been there
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@kitschlet
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1 year
i'm sorry but it makes me so mad to see books that are terribly written elevated as the peak of queer fiction just because they hit all the Correct moral notes
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@kitschlet
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3 years
it's genuinely so important to me that lwj was not waiting for wwx.... that he found ways to honor wwx's legacy and importance to him, but still led a full life. both because i think this is an important part of lwj's character AND because luo binghe did not do that
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@kitschlet
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3 years
one of the things i love most about xie lian is that he FEELS old in a way a lot of immortal fictional characters don't. you can tell that he's gone through everything before and nothing really surprises him. but most of the other gods don't have that centuries-old weight to them
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@kitschlet
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1 year
ugh that little statement about "we preserve ALL fanworks, not just the most popular ones" makes me so mad. because it's like implicitly scolding us for wanting ai fic taken down, as if we're, like, elitist or just don't think it's good enough. no, it's because it is NOT FANWORK
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@kitschlet
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2 years
shen yuan was really like "all these sex scenes with luo binghe are fucking terrible" and then was all surprised pikachu when he had sex with luo binghe and it was terrible
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@kitschlet
manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
2 years
you ever think about the fact that lbh is the only mxtx love interest that didn't fight 33 old men for their beloved
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2 years
shen yuan: there's only one thing worse than abuse (pulls away paper on whiteboard to reveal BINGHE ABUSE) shen jiu, nodding: binghe shen yuan: NO
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3 years
imagine if in hp book 4, snape's personality was suddenly swapped with an obsessive, extremely Online harry potter fan who started being nice to harry bc they recognized he was the protagonist and then when harry grew up they got married. awful isn't it. that's bingqiu
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scum villain really is the fandom that can be THE most active with the least new content. the last time we had new content was, like, 2020. and we're all still out here posting about binghe EVERY day
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3 years
feel bad for mdzs writers out here needing their plots to "make sense" and im just like "airplane made it up it's supposed to be stupid (hits vape)"
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2 years
do you know what shocked me when i learned about it..... that the number after /works in an ao3 url isn't some randomly assigned unique number, it is literally just a count of how many fics are on ao3
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@kitschlet
manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
2 years
me every day when i'm accused of being shen yuan kin
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@kitschlet
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2 years
look, i don't love it either
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PIDW is 20 million words long and shen yuan supposedly read it in twenty days, so he read a million words a day. like imagine reading one tgcf every day for nearly three weeks. so my fave headcanon is that reading PIDW killed shen yuan
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3 years
uh-oh. i'm watching scumbag system with my friend who doesn't know anything about it and she just asked me "when does shen qingqiu realize he has feelings for binghe"
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@kitschlet
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2 years
i really like the lan summer camp parts of mdzs because i think it's brave and innovative to make your protagonist so unbelievably fucking annoying
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2 years
it always feels weird to remember that binghe is not actually the protagonist of the book but i think if he knew his role was "love interest" he would be soooo SO happy
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2 years
nothing's funnier to me than lqg falling in love with sqq when binghe was 14 and then doing absolutely nothing for so long binghe grew up
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@kitschlet
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3 years
binghe was so sure at age 17 that he was gonna seduce shizun and marry him
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@kitschlet
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2 years
all mxtx couples are about one guy's maladaptive coping mechanism that he should probably get help for and the other guy who sweetly enables it forever <3
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@kitschlet
manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
2 years
it is really funny how every other xianxia character is like "this is my sword. i have bonded to it on a deep spiritual level. our energies are one. this sword is my combat partner. it never leaves my side" and xie lian is like "these are my 200 swords"
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@kitschlet
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you know they cast jgy perfectly in cql bc when i watched episode 10 with my mom she was like "i don't think [nmj] should have kicked him out..." and i said "he did kill someone" and she said "yeah but he had a good reason!" and i said "what reason" and she said "i dont remember"
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"She was insane for this" and it's something genuinely concerning on a psychiatric level
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@kitschlet
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2 years
shen yuan
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please NEVER forget that when binghe first called sqq "wife," sqq. clenched
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3 years
mxtx's entire body of work is about guys seeing someone fucked up and dangerous and probably evil and being like "i'm gonna choose to believe he's fine." if you're a main character (sqq, lwj, xl) it works out great and if you're not (yqy, xxc, lxc) it's a little different
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@kitschlet
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2 years
i saw this post once where someone was like "you can't convince me that if bingge had been raised by sy, he wouldn't have grown up exactly like bingmei" and i was like. yeah that's. yeah no that's the plot. that's the premise of the scum villain's self-saving system
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@kitschlet
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2 years
stop saying shen yuan is gen z, the man was in his twenties in 2015, he's a millennial. do you think a zoomer could possibly be that repressed and embarrassing ?
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has anyone done baby binghe sayind "send me an angel. the nicest one you have" and then cut to shen yuan cussing someone out online
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2 years
binghe really tried to pull "shizun i forgot how to fly on a sword" when he was a whole-ass all-powerful demon emperor
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i love luo binghe so much but it's SO funny that he's the love interest in a romance novel because if a friend was dating anyone like him i'd throw an emergency intervention
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bingge and bingmei are both horrified that the other one is out here openly flaunting the very aspects of their personalities that they respectively try most to hide
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2 years
they have the same nose 🥺
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3 years
god it really is so funny when sqq is picking up the pieces of binghe's broken sword and lqg is like "cheer up you can get a new disciple" and he's not even being bitchy on purpose it's just his sincere best effort
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@kitschlet
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2 years
humans weren't meant to have this many followers. jesus only had twelve
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1 year
anyone that writes an exposé about how ~weird~ erotic fanfiction is should have to write the same number of words about the shit you can find on mainstream porn sites. or is that not weird because straight men like it
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everyone's like "sqq's not a malewife, binghe's the malewife because he cooks and cleans, sqq just sits around" THAT'S THE KIND OF WIFE HE IS!!! DON'T POLICE HIM!!
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2 years
top hua cheng moments of all time are "did you miss me? that's funny, i haven't thought about you at all" and "if you're so concerned with who's dead or not why don't you just kys"
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i like to think eventually once they've been married a while binghe can feel more secure, not because he trusts that sqq won't leave him, but because he now knows none of sqq's other suitors are prepared for how annoying he actually is
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3 years
it's kinda like this
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the real unrealistic thing about fanfiction porn is how all these xianxia guys have their long hair down without getting it all in each other's mouths. any lesbian could tell you that's not going to work
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i'm thinking again about how sqq said he bet five thousand spirit stones at the conference "to encourage my disciple," but if binghe actually knew him losing would cost sqq so much money he would have passed out from stress
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2 years
i'm quadrupling down on svsss being the best mxtx book
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3 years
wwx and xl are both people who had to make hard choices to do what they felt to be right. and i just like how sqq does not do that. his highest moral principle is Binghe Happy
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why would you headcanon that binghe fucked the corpse when it's so much funnier that he didn't fuck it but didn't care enough about anyone's opinion to deny it, and now lqg just thinks that's what happened, and that sqq must apparently be fine with that??
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2 years
one of my favorite things about shen yuan is the CONFIDENCE with which he mansplains complete nonsense
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i'm honestly still not over 17yo binghe being like "she CAN'T be as pretty as me >:("
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family and relationships........ why are you mocking him with the two things he doesn't have?????
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i have all my mxtx books on the shelf next to my nendos and tgcf 3 fell over and tore both of shen qingqiu's arms off 😟
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2 years
so my sister was married to a woman for like 10 years but before that she was the HEAD of the "straight ally" branch of her college's GSA and i just think that shen yuan
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svsss is so effective because you spend the whole novel knowing that binghe is in incredible pain and just suffering while sqq can't see it and then finally at the end he just tells binghe "i did this all for you because i want you to be well" 😭😭😭😭
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it's actually. so deranged. that lqg fought binghe for sqq's body EVERY DAY
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the part where sqh is like "everyone knows good literature is about gay people"
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3 years
people don't make shen qingqiu annoying enough
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all mxtx's love interests are completely deranged but i'd argue that hc and lwj do fit more comfortably into the role of fantasy dream boyfriend. but the fact that binghe doesn't is why he's my favorite
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one time some guy responded to me in a facebook group and he had the same first and last name as my beloved OC from when i was 17. so i was like "getting this notification just scared me so bad because i have a character named [name]" and he replied only "thanks for makin me"
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do you ever think about how bingge really did make out with shen qingqiu in canon and it was the horniest sqq got in the entire novel
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thank god random people are here to tell us bingqiu have an unhealthy relationship....... i had no idea 😔 i'll stop immediately. thank you so much
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but actually I would love to see sqq try to explain pokemon to binghe. he'd get as far as "little monsters you can collect" and binghe would be like ah. i see. shizunbait
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the thing is sqq is like "i can't believe i somehow ended up with the perfect protagonist, the most incredible man in the world, i'm just some tired old teacher there must be some mistake" and then he's the most desirable man in the jianghu and NO one else is interested in binghe
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it's just important to remember that "bingge" and "bingmei" are nicknames made up by sqq in one of his hysterical panic moments and the idea that one of them is this big tough guy and the other is a delicate tender maiden is uhhhh sqq's opinion
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mxtx was so smart for being like "there's a peak of all women. they write and swap trashy m/m fanfiction" like so true queen that's what women do
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when you're reading scum villain for the first time and you think you're prepared for how bad the abyss scene will be and then sqq stabs binghe
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okay well someone had to do this so it might as well be me
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the reason hua cheng is more cringe than luo binghe despite being arguably LESS deranged about his crush is that unlike binghe he is capable of experiencing the emotion of shame
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it really is funny in a sad way that binghe dragged mu qingfang to a corpse and was like "fix it."
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it's so funny to me that the OP of that lesbian sex discourse thread is like "no really sex with women is beautiful and meaningful in ways non-lesbians could never understand." well yeah, ofc you can't imagine anyone having meaningful sex with a man. because you're. a lesbian.
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replace every dramatic "a-yuan" in bingqiu identity reveal fic with binghe tenderly calling sqq "cucumber-bro" because he thinks that's his original name thanks to sqh
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it's so funny to me that sqh designing mbj as "the perfect man" was basically entirely about his physical appearance and he didn't really put a lot of thought into personality so mbj barely has one
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if BL taught me anything it's that if you want to meet your soulmate you first have to have a chance encounter so fleeting you won't even remember it and then you'll see them again in like 5 to 10 years
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it makes so much sense that mxtx said she created hua cheng first and then spent a long time working on xie lian, because hua cheng is great but he's more of a common archetype and i've never seen a guy like xie lian before. he is so good
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small brain: lbh still calls sqq "shizun" because he still considers himself a disciple of qing jing peak large brain: lbh still calls sqq "shizun" because he's getting off on it galaxy brain: lbh still calls sqq "shizun" bc he doesn't know his name
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honestly everyone says "die mad about it" but shen yuan actually did. and for that we should respect him
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i love when binghe is just standing there and sqq is like "omg everyone is looking at him and thinking about how beautiful he is.... this is sooo embarrassing binghe is drawing SO much attention because everyone is noticing him and swooning" they are not
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it's actually very funny that binghe spent five years beating the shit out of liu qingge daily and then when shen qingqiu comes back he's like "call him shishu, binghe, you don't want to be disrespectful"
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that part of the interview extra when sqq is like "we don't 'go on dates' because we spend every day together and then go to sleep and spend time together in dreams, it's really too much 🙄" and binghe's like "well do you want to spend less time together?" and he's like "no"
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i just saw someone say shen yuan is "ride and die" for binghe and it's really making me laugh bc i'm sure they meant "ride or die" but this is actually accurate. he is very much ride AND die
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i love in reverse transmigration when binghe finds out he's from a book and is like "how do you know THIS isn't a book" and sy is confidently like "no, this is the real world" because actually shen yuan is very much from a book
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when u reread early svsss it's so clear that all shen qingqiu wants is to be as close to binghe as possible and pat him and praise him and give him treats nonstop. it's so sad that he was forced to hurt binghe because it went against everything that made him happy too 😭
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manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
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fuck i just remembered how this is what shen yuan did to yue qingyuan
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manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
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yes sqq is losing the malewife final pretty badly, but tbh i'm still proud of him for knocking out wei wuxian, mo ran and hua cheng. like those are heavy hitters! there's no shame in losing to the protagonist
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14yo binghe is like "adult peak lord liu qingge and i are locked in cutthroat romantic rivalry. we are on equal footing in this fight." and then he won
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manic demon nightmare boy / #EndOTWRacism
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i long for a fic where sqq tries to confess to binghe out of overwhelming guilt and shame that he was only so kind to him as a child to save his own skin... but binghe is immediately like "so when you used those leaves to defend me from ming fan..."
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binghe being like "why is shizun looking at a girl, i'm prettier 🙄" is so funny and cute but also after spending like every day with sqq for the past several years imagine how jarring it must have been for him to hear sqq call a woman beautiful
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2 years
if mxtx added 100k new words to scum villain what would you want them to be about? i'm daydreaming
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i just love when sqq is like "i can't believe binghe didn't tie me up with chains and ravish me like my sister's BL books promised :/"
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no one told me that in the mdzs donghua wwx tears out wen zhuliu's golden core and crushes it in his bare hand
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it's so funny how sqq actually did treat binghe completely appropriately as a student, and is understandably uncomfortable when people assume otherwise, but BINGHE is so into the idea. if he could sexualize the student/teacher thing even more he would
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my ex-partner referred to wwx in mo xuanyu's body as "a turducken of jin ling's uncles"...... i think about that a lot
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this is the plot of svsss
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the fact that all the characters shang qinghua invented fall in love with shen yuan is SOOOOO embarrassing for sqh
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