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kiki

2 months

not new, irls found my old acc interacts w subtwt, unfiltered content 20 yrs old bpd, ptsd, ed(ana- arfid), sh addict interact to be mutuals, i fb

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

1 month

Part 2..? 🧵 In replies

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@kiki51366071106

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is this fascia …. 🧵 open for pic

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i love you

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i think i am going to die soon. this vessel is tainted, filthy, deserves to be put in the ground. i haven’t been able to enjoy living in years. it’s never going to be “worth it.” im sick of forcing myself to stay alive when i have no will to change anything. i just want to die

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I’ve always liked photography

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Kms became the addict my partner dated

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i fucking hate mukbangs and i hate you if you enjoy that nasty shit who the fuck enjoys the sound of chewing full blast in ur ears what

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sorry i overreacted im ok now

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i miss the psyche hospital every day.

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sooo…. guess who’s arm is infected lmao

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i feel so bad for my mom bro .. she’s trying so hard to help but doesn’t know what to do with me anymore. she’s watching her first baby slowly die in front of her, and she can’t do anything about it. tf say she invited me to come to her work with her, so I wouldn’t be so alone

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do i actually try recovery or do i kms

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my dms are always open for anyone who wants to vent/rant. I love listening to other ppls problems…

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as long as we are under the same sky, ill love you forever

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i need to stop posting mid mental crisis it’s embarrassing

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i want to cut again

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yk what no, taking this opportunity to NOT gaf. a little mad but it’s okay … 😂😭 I’m still pretty n skinny so winning regardless 💖

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Don’t have the energy to entirely clean up. Going to sleep in blood soaked sweater/boxers. Lmfao I fucking feel disgusting.

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I <3 double edge razors

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i need a job

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i feel so worthless without you

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This morning’s therapy session just ruined my mood for the next week.

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there’s so much inside my head i need to crack it open and let myself bleed out, lett the angels freeeeeeee

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i hope u guys don’t look to me for advice or anything lol i sleep in molding beer and rotting blood every night

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I need you, I don’t care how selfish it is for me to want you to stay..

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

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pretty much pointed out my symptoms, said I was too much and too “stuck.” told me everything I already knew was wrong, and left me all alone again. ok

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2 months

went from “this shit easy” to gaining and losing the same 15 lbs for 6 months

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girls when they can’t r£str¡ct as much as they did at their beginning of their £D

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can You please text me back… I promise I’ll be good please don’t leave me Alone, please help me, don’t forget about me eee

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it’s been three fucking days since they last texted me im actually kms goodbyew

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

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at home. the way she was eager and excited made my chest sink. she just wants me to be okay, but I am going to die soon. every night before bed i beg god to let me come home. the only time i feel happy is when im fantasizing abt being dead. i have been in treatment for 6 years

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relieve everyone from the pain and stress that comes with me. just because i am hurting, i don’t want to drag them down with me.

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@nuketh3ftauto im okay now

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@kiki51366071106

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my mom just invited me to come to an adult swim night this week. We don’t hang out much, and I would’ve loved to go. For obvious reasons I had to tell her no. The guilt is making me svic!dal

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everytime mukbangs violates my feed i want to blow my brains out god

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i wnt 2 die please and thank you.

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@kiki51366071106

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i don’t want anyone to be sad, just know this is the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and i am so so happy to no longer be suffering. this angels retribution has come to a bitter sweet end, and will be embraced lovingly… i love everyone sm, and grateful for all the good

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@kiki51366071106

22 days

after dealing with the thieving and bribing for so long, you learn the less you refuse the quicker it passes. it was never yours to keep anyways, these events aren’t new. simple reminders to keep you in your place, but at least you’ll never be useless

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Rumination and shame are 100% going to be the death of me.

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1 month

I don’t want to bite but I don’t know how to be anything else. Please show me how to be gentle, I don’t want to hurt you anymore.

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@kiki51366071106

12 days

this is not. A suicide note lol just talking to myself

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

22 days

Honestly, my fear became resentment, which only fed into the events of things. context isn’t like stacking legos, more like adding pinches of endlessly random different ingredients and expecting it to bake into something perfect. Without structure there is no resolve

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@kiki51366071106

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there is no changing my mind, and there is no one to blame but myself. i will leave this vessel filled with nothing but love and empathy. i am not upset with anyone/thing for the way i turned out to be. i have no resentments and forgive it all bc its just the way things happened

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i did have. life is precious, but mine has been so tainted, the only humane thing to do is to let myself go. i can finally be happy with myself, i can finally be free.

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@kiki51366071106

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and i am still stuck here. it’s not that i think it’s impossible, i am just exhausted and want to finally be okay… dying will hurt everyone i care about deeply, but at least it will be the last time i damage anything. my suicide will not be sad. i genuinely want to simply

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@kiki51366071106

2 months

i am filled with hatred and rage yet all i want is to be held and told it’ll be alright.

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goodnight

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goodnight

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

2 months

the clouds were so pretty today, the sun was extra orange, barely peeking through.

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@kiki51366071106

19 days

can i factory reset my brain .. i think its bugged

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2 months

dropped back to 16 , soooo closeee, without the use of drugs this time too lol

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@kiki51366071106

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isolating until im bmi 15.5

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@kiki51366071106

21 days

today has been a particularly bad day and I’ve only been awake a few hours…

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idk y im so easily triggered.. saw one post abt sept being suicide awareness month and all guilt n will to live went out the window I want to die I want to die I want to die to die to die to Die die diesiedieodisososidisi smskzomsk Ssoswwonjdejis

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@thvslyre 💖

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

2 months

My partner has stuck with me through so many episodes and relapses, I am eternally grateful for them. I don’t deserve the patience and love they give me, so i want to be able to be better and prove it wasn’t all for nothing. They are my world, I refuse to lose them.

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@pixelatedmor0n real

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@bulleteatr eeee 💖

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@pixelatedmor0n burns extra nice

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@imoutotoucher ♡ ♡

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@imoutotoucher i havent gone into doctor yet lol. Most they can do is suggest in/out patient

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hi i miss you

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idc

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@hotwheels_brum Thank you ❤️

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

2 months

i miss them feeling my thighs and ribs, and making me feel so fragile under their fingertips

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

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ive stopped pvrging and i was finally able to extreme restrict the past 4 days.

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

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suffering feels religious if you do it right

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@skintob0ne love that i can say yess

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@kiki51366071106

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@A__Edtwt they have to be lying to themselves or something

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@kiki51366071106

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@m00dycloudz Diet !

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@kiki51366071106

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@happydayz1716 this so painfully real

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my need to isolate vs my need for deep interpersonal connection

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Had a few fries and my stomach is already aching

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

2 months

my s/o loves me yet, i don’t know why, but i hate letting them down. i swear trying, i love you too, i can’t lose you.

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@_sacrwificee i appreciate u, thanks 🩶

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@happydayz1716 thank yuu ^^

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@xoxo20o4 I am, thank you.

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kiki

@kiki51366071106

2 months

i can only hope you see what u see, and protect yourself, even if i can’t rumor, i want to know its successful on its own. Gus would be POTUS to see for far goes coke in the the area

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