I have to remind myself almost everyday that I'm not behind in life. I'm young, I have time to be exactly who I want to be & there's still time for my growth in my life.
I want romance. I want intimacy. I want the 2 am love making. I want consistency. I want loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights & flowers. I want love so pure and true. I want it because I can return it.
This year I pray for detachment from all those I’ve given my love & energy too ,that weren’t deserving. I pray to make quiet exits and have loud boundaries ,I don’t pray my absence is missed , only respected. I’ll reclaim my heart as my own ❤️🩹
I'm in a space where I know I'm not okay, but I'm just so grateful that God has his hand over me because I couldn't have even made it here if it weren't for him
I’m having the worst festive season in my life man & I’ve never felt so alone
I’m also so scared to even reach out to my friends bc I don’t wanna ruin their good time w their loved ones
Also ,for all that I know , some connections are Broken
& I’m also tired of being home😅
Being single means feeling the loneliness peak in every minute through the days 😞,no one to send selfies too or call that person just to do random things, you literally forget that you have a phone 💔
Yoh
I used to be big on addressing stuff because I felt like communication would fix things ,but it’s so draining now , let people be who they are and walk away
Also one thing you shouldn’t do with me is ignore me deliberately just to “ test me “ . Absence doesn’t make my heart grow fonder , I’ll simply take a step back , cut you off and move on .