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cw: FAT lw: 80 lbmi: 13.3 ugw: 75 lbs // 🏥x3 // 5'5.35😈 // protein bar lover 🔥‼️ // NOT pro ana🫦 // mainly edtwt but sometimes shtwt✨️

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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
3 months
bodychecks of me at my lowest weights (bmi 13.3 -> bmi 15ish) a 🧵 for edtwt! eedeetwt anorexia edtwt skinny mealspo thinspo deathspo
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
how am I 78-79 lbs? my thighs look okay but I have so much stomach fat?? I feel like I look way more sick
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
did I win ??🥱
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
"you're so skinny!!" "omg skin and bones!!" have u seen my skinny fat stomach....(low bmi 14s)
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
I'm not valid I choose to eat even when I'm not hungry sometimes, I don't excercise everyday and get to lazy, I eat alot of carbs, I'm skinny fat, i don't really do low res anymore, I go over my limit sometimes, I don't eat that healthy/don't eat fruits often, I can go on.
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
10 months
my bmi 13 ass looks bmi 18 💀
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
I went back on amino and what the fuck did I just find..
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
3 months
I had 3 of these today (90 cals each) and it was 7g of sugar each, is that alot?:(
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
umm..should I be concerned, I also feel kinda floaty?
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
ngl makes me sad that others agree that I'm skinny fat or say "if I looked like that at bmi 14 I would give up"💀😭
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
@sweetdoll2013 I completely forgot about that lol, but you can't really see much of anything I think
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
the fiber....
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
do yall see a difference??
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
apple cal estimate? (it was small and lopsided)
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
confession: sometimes I eat when I'm not hungry cause I'll have cravings or because I wanna eat ( ik im a fatass)
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
I tried on a size 0 to see if they fit and omg look at that thigh gap in tight jeans 💯💯
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
2 months
how do u get repulsed by food??, I want to love off of protein shakes and ensures for a couple days but im such a foodie ..
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
@spookiecals maybe it's cause I'm dehydrated or genetics💀 I have always had "more fat" on my stomach, even before I became severely underweight
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
went from bmi 15.1 -> 13.8 in 10 days lol
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
"your face is sunken in!!" bitch where???!!💀
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
@fluff_ghost yup 24 weeks
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
@micksedblog nah😭 I was a miracle lol, I was in the nice for 3 months, had pda surgery so on so on😭
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
bodycheck , high 13s - low 14s??
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
@ikusaiii I think it was the camera, I was actually transparent cause I was so premature🥱🥱
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
3 months
@blohcsh ok proana
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
the hospital diagnosed me with orthostatism and severe malnutrition, what defines severe malnutrition if im not deficit in anything? is it just weight?
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
11 months
I think I have this💀💀 might explain my stomach looking so average, I have the worse posture too
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
@yourachu america??
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
11 months
me at 106 and now bro I feel like there isnt much of a difference 😭😭
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
sorry that it's sideways but this is what I came home to earlier :(
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
THIS IS SO FUCKING EMBARRASSING 💀 BIG TMI I was in the kitchen gonna probably make something and I farted and had diarrhea on my kitchen floor and going down my leg and idl if it's the lax but this is so so embarrassing idk what to do omg omg
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
@tarablogging you litteraly can't tara, you have to face reality that you might get hospitalized, I know that sounds harsh but they do it because they care + you're dying
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
10 months
how much weight would ip make u gain on average if you're there for a week and bmi 13s?😞
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
maybe I should just force myself to be a women and wear the hijab.. /neg
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
you can't tell that I have a thigh gap with these on💔
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
oh my fucking god?
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
@BILLKAULTZLOVR bruh I was a baby
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
6 months
low bmi 15s bloat after eating 4000+mg of sodium...
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
@ctrlaltdaisy I think it was the camera, but I was actually transparent and you could see my heart beating cause I was 24 weeks😭😭
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
I deleted my calorie tracker, I really need to gain weight. I'm gonna be doing alot of fighting with anorexia.
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
does this seem like a bad meal plan? it would 650 cals but idk about the cereal ngl, I might not have it
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
Is it fat behavior to not care as much about eating probably 1500 calories cause im like "oh it probably won't cause much weight gain cause I have a hypermetabolism "💀
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
3 months
IK ITS SMALL BUT GUYS LOOK?!??!?!
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
can you still tell I have a thigh gap or that I'm severely underweight with these pants on
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
currently waiting for my doc, I hope I domt get sent cause if I lost or maintained I'm fucked
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
11 months
is it werid to say as a trans guy that I wish I was a girl, like clothes don't have a gender but God some of the women clothes at forever 21 or smth are so god damn cute😭
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
@kurof0x ik it's not actual weight but I gained 3 pounds overnight😔
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
I lost over a whole bmi point in 2 weeks😁😁
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
11 months
you know what, fuck anorexia. I'm recovering. maybe.
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
ok on Tuesday at the hospital it said I was 79.9 pounds, but my scale at home (its from goodwill from like 2 years ago) says I'm 85.0??
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
6 months
omg?? is this new?
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
14 days
surprised I still have a thigh gap while I've been eating 1.7k- 2.8k cals everyday for the past week and a half
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
the macros are shit but holy fuck??
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
I can't believe this. I can't. im crying over my god I got so fat idc if it's bloat I'm still fat.
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
I have so much stomach fat and ik it's prob cause of processed foods but like, how the hell am I supposed to eat healthy for every meal? like I really enjoy processed foods cause well I live in the wonderful country called america (sarcastic) and I'm so used to processed shit
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
omad 300
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
10 months
IM 80 POUNDS????? I HIT MY UGW?? WHY THE FUCK DID IY SAY I WAS 82.6 THIS MORNING. WHAT OMGGGGGG WHY IS THIS THE WORSE WAY TO FIND OUT I HIT MY UGW
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
I actually WANT to vomit
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
10 months
dinner 59 cals
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
my teacher gave me rice crisps and a part of me wants to eat some😪
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
@dietholden that's my moot bro
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
IM 79 POUNDS??? I LOST 8 POUNDS IN 2 WEEKS. AND THAT WAS AFTER I ATE CHICK FILA???
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
I think im gonna
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
11 months
if yall ever want oatmeal but u think it's to high in calories or to many carbs, get this! it taste good and u can get it from target and aldi, they also have maple brown sugar flavor
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
what do u think would be the lowest calorie item
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
lol! I can't stand it !
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
why cant I be the one to overeat on fruit💀
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
2 months
"I had 700 cals!!" "I had 200 cals!" "I didn't eat at all today" I've had almost 2.1k cals because I had to have 1k for lunch with my therapist today.
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
I think im kinda pale😭
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
4 months
why r people getting so mad at a BABY PICTURE OF ME WHEN I WAS BORN💀 people are so chronically online it's ridiculous ITS A PICTURE!!! ITS NOT EVEN BAD
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
11 months
nobody will know that these are secretly me just bodychecking 🙏
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
my thighs look fat as hell😭 but it's werid to see your veins in your legs lol
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
11 months
my lovely protein bar collection
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
7 months
Is it wannarexic to maybe not count calories for a day and to give it a try cause u don't know if it'll be accurate anyways..?? I mean I'll still do it in my head but idk
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
@lyvsme yeah, I mean I have always ate junk food my whole life so maybe that's why
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
is it wannarexic to purposely eat more/kinda eat "higher calorie dense foods" even when you're not hungry to gain weight for a couple days so you don't possibly get hospitalized? I had like 1300 cals today cause I gotta somehow be atleast 89 lbs by tuesday ( I'm 85.4)
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
does anyone know how many calories would in this without the seasoning packet?
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
am I delusional or can u see my chest bones..
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@kcals4joong
luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
1 year
how to stop being suicidal about food
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
8 months
is 1.2k cals alot😹😹
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
3 months
soo how many calories for one package...
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luka💪🏻🔥 relapse? recov? idek
9 months
how many cals do u think this is?
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