going to be transparent: it's really sad when you spend your life isolating yourself, hating & obsessing over your body, losing all your interests, and feeling like death all day
okay I did a lot of reflection today and I don't want to lose any more years of my life to an ed, i've finally got my life back and managed to get a job. so much has changed and I don't want to fall back into my old miserable ways. I want to take care of myself and want to learn