the biggest lesson I learned this year is to not force anything; conversations, friendships, relationships, attention, love. anything forced is just not worth fighting for, whatever flows flows, what crashes crashes. it truly is what it is.
my love languages are so simple but yet so needed for me. affection, physical touch and quality time. this is how i show my love and is all i need in return to be reassured the reciving of that same love <3
If simply talking about my feelings and speaking up turns into an argument from ur end, I know for a fact your kid asf. Can’t even handle a mature conversation.
i’m growing, healing, improving.. i don’t have time for worthless shit, worthless people. i can’t be giving out my time like it’s nothing, if you aren’t going to make a good impact in my life then gtfo away from me.
ion know about y’all but as time goes by and i get older social media doesn’t matter to me anymore, rather be under the grid than have people thinking they got me all figured out from what i post.
the day i get a promise ring, necklace, anklet just SOMETHING from the person i love is the day i willl cry of happiness. But other than that i’m depressed and cry myself to sleep every night.
i may not be the pretties female or have the prettiest body, but i sure do have a pretty ass personality, a raw ass vibe, and will always keep it real with those i love.
i saw this tik tok talm bout “when you get the urge to play a guy who treats you good’ then you realize you’re his past relationship karma” it all makes so much sense now, i wasn’t ur soulmate baby, just here to teach you to not play women 🤣
forever grateful for those few people who have kept me here till this day. those who have supported me, guided me & loved me endlessly. i appreciate y’all.
communication in my own opinion plays a huge part.. hours of not having contact with someone you’re genuinely interested in doesn’t sit right w me.. likeeee???!?!!
these little boys who are self absorbed and conceited are sooo fucking annoying 😭 like babes you can sit down now.. ain’t nobody actually give a fuck bout you like you think they do
overtime you get used to being unattended for, get used to not being check up on. you get used to this simply because you’re so focused on attending and checking up on the people you love, often forgetting you’re the most important thing in your life. you come first. always.
At the end of the day i’m the realest female a mf gon have so i will never trip bout anyone leaving. Thats just God removing people who ain’t real to me.
if i don’t ever personally tell you i like you and wanna take you serious, please don’t take me seriously. i’m still in love with a boy i never even dated…
i’m honestly a nice ass fucking female bro. time & people are just slowly turning me into a selfish ass person. i’ve been treated like shit by people who i thought loved me, had my kindness be taken advantage of & had people i cared for do me so fucking dirty, like fuck y’all tbh
it amazes me how perfect people can present themselves to be when you first meet them but in reality they’re worthless, bitch made, immature, manipulating pieces of shit.
the first few dates are the memories people cherish the most in a relationship, everything is so simple, no problems, all just love. and then you immature little boys fuck it up and loose a bad bitch 💅