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Joe Tracini

4 years

I have Borderline Personality Disorder. He lives in my head and it’s difficult to explain the symptoms, so I got him out to show you xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

I’ve had an arsehole living in my brain telling me to kill myself for a long time. I’m safe, but wanted to let you know how I deal with it. Sometimes, I just need somebody to tell me not to xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

2 years

I commentated gymnastics again.

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

Dear one million people that watched this in less than 24 hours. I’ve got a bit of my brain that makes me hate me, then convinces me that everybody else hates me as much as I do. That bit is broken, thanks for reminding me that it’s a lying piece of shite. Hugs, Me x

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

If you’re thinking about it, please don’t kill yourself. Today is just Friday xx

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL- ELECTRIC BOOGALOO

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

1 year

Today’s our 3rd anniversary. I did 31 years without Holly, and every year I’ve spent with her has been better than the rest of them put together. Meeting her will always be the best thing that’s ever happened to me xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

When I got halfway through reading this and realised what it was, I definitely cried.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

3 years

I was asked to speak at a carol concert. I wasn’t christmassy, spoke about being sad and accidentally swore in church again.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

Today’s my birthday, and it’s the best one I’ve ever had, so I’d like to tell you about the worst. It’s funnier now than it was at the time.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

2 years

So, I need a bit of help. This wasn’t the easiest thing to say and it’s not the easiest thing to watch because I talk about feeling suicidal, but if you can, I would really appreciate it. Please know that I’m safe and I’m not on my own xx

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

Hi. I’m not dead. I’ve been trying to find the right words to explain why I’ve been quiet. It’s not going well xx

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL-HIP HOP

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

I’ve had a rough couple of weeks. I’m alright now and I’m safe as always, but I thought I’d tell you about it xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

I woke up to some trolls saying I talk about suicide for attention. I’ve already got a bully living in my head, and that’s more than enough.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

I live with suicidal thoughts, but sometimes they’re louder than usual. This happened last week, and I’m ok now. I always wait, and they always go. Please don’t kill yourself xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

3 years

Please say happy birthday to my dirty cello.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

To keep active through this, let’s dance together.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

9 months

Hi. I’ve not been well for a long time. It’s definitely getting worse, and it feels like it might not go away. I’ve wanted to say hi for a while, but today I really need to. So yeah. Hi. Hope you’re ok xx

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

STRICTLY ACTIVE DANCING

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

Just wanted to say thank you xx

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

So, I’ve written a book. It’s about #TenThings ..

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

2 years

Hi, hope you’re ok. Good news and bad. BAD NEWS-I’m not very well. Been struggling a lot because of, ya know, everything. GOOD NEWS- actual @CheltenhamRaces asked me to commentate for them a few weeks ago, so this is that. #CheltenhamFestival2022

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

If you’re thinking about killing yourself, please don’t. Please tell somebody. I’m thinking about it, and I’m telling you.

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

I am very proud of the only thing I’ve achieved in 2020.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

One million views in a day. Do I understand why so many people like watching me do this? No. Does it mean a lot to me? Yes. Thank you from the bottom of my dirty cello.

Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL- ELECTRIC BOOGALOO

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

Thanks for being lovely to me if you have, but I’ve been sent some bloody horrible tweets over the weekend too. I’m fine obviously, but here’s what that can do to my head.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

6 months

I’ve spent the past month playing The Good Fairy. I always said the same thing at the end of the show. This is me saying it for the last time. A moment I won’t forget in a rush xx

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Joe Tracini

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2 years

No YOU thought it was a good idea to go on national television and sing a song you’ve only sung twice..

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

3 years

I commentated two birds doing a courtship dance.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

3 years

I’m officially 6 years sober today xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

5 years

Hello you. I’m 4 years sober today. I’ve not spoken about my addictions much cos, ya know, shame and stuff. But if you or someone you know has a problem & you feel like you’ll never be able to stop, you can. Here’s what happened to me.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

3 years

We’re all trying to collectively not die at the moment, and stuff like this doesn’t help. It’s so much easier to be nice than it is to be an arse.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

6 years

Hello you. I’ve written this for anyone, like me, that’s living with suicidal thoughts, and to try and make sense of them for anyone that isn’t x #WorldSuicidePreventionDay

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL-JAZZ

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4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL-IRISH

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

6 years

SOMEBODY HAD TO TELL HIM.

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Joe Tracini

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2 years

Just to let you know how I am. I do still have a chin, I’ve just not used the camera in a while. Hugs etc xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL-FOSSE

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL-LYRICAL

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

I’ve been wanting to say thanks for your support but my BPD keeps stopping me, so I thought I’d show you that instead xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

3 years

Dear young people.. xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

I have erectile dysfunction, but it��s because of this idiot, so I thought I’d tell you about it. Sorry about his language.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

If you’re like me and struggling because you’re missing people or you’re on your own, I wrote this about how I used to deal with it when I was younger :-) xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

Everyday is #WorldSuicidePreventionDay . Please don’t kill yourself. Here’s something I learnt the last time I tried xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

6 years

Last year I decided to start talking to you about my brain. 2 million people read my articles. 3 million watched my videos. 0 people were unkind. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for not judging me. Thank you for waiting with me. Talking is saving me.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

If I tell somebody I’m thinking about killing myself, the kindest thing I could hear is “can I do anything?”. They probably can’t, but the fact I’ve been listened to & not judged reminds me there’s something worth staying for. So if somebody tells you, maybe you could say that xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

7 months

Hi Barry. The only thing that stops me killing myself is talking about it. We’re all doing what we can to stay alive through this absolute shitshow, & I’m seeking attention because the last time I didn’t I ended up on the wrong side of a bridge. Thanks though, you seem great.

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@joetracini Man up Joe . Attention seeking .

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

If you’ve watched me dance this year, it was choreographed by @HollyHouseman . She’s very much the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I save my life everyday. She makes it worth living.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

2 years

I also commentate snowboarding.

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL- CHILLI DISCO

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4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL-SAMBA

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

Here’s me and Miriam Margolyes being inappropriate for 81 seconds to make today less shit.

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

I know people are really struggling because of test results. If you’re thinking about killing yourself, please don’t xx

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

ACTIVE DANCE TUTORIAL: CONTEMPORARY

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

Happy St Patrick’s Day xx

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Joe Tracini

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6 months

I don’t have a video of all the things I did in 2023 because I’ve spent 11 out of 12 months sat at home in fear. The fact I’m getting to tomorrow not dead is enough xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

When I say “I’m thinking about killing myself”, I don’t mean I’m going to do it. I mean it’s a thought I didn’t ask for that just turns up in my head. If I tell you about it, I’m safe xx #WorldMentalHealthDay

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Joe Tracini

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2 years

Hi, hope you’re ok. This is a song about really bad advice xx

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

I’ve started commentating Olympic snowboarders.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

2 years

My book ‘ten things I hate about me’ is out today. It’s about why I think about killing myself, and how I live with wanting to die. I hope you don’t hate it xx

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

4 years

Thanks if you’ve messaged to see if I’m ok. I’m alright. Still scared, still dealing with the part of my brain that’s wrong about everything.

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Joe Tracini

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7 months

Happy Christmas everyone. Thank you for being so utterly kind to me on here, I can’t tell you how much it helps xx

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Joe Tracini

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2 years

Is anybody else struggling with all this? It’s just.. I dunno. It’s shit isn’t it.

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Joe Tracini

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1 year

Just letting you know I’m not dead xx

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Joe Tracini

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1 year

I’m really, really struggling to keep going at the moment. So much of my hope has gone. I’ve been scared to say it because I don’t want to worry anyone. I’m not going anywhere, I just really need some help. Keeping it to myself is making it worse xx

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

I’m struggling to TikTok.

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Joe Tracini

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6 years

SOMEBODY HAD TO TELL ME.

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Joe Tracini

@joetracini

5 years

Hello you. Today is 7 years since I stood on a bridge and almost killed myself. A lot of people aren’t here to tell us why they did, so if you’ve got a minute, I’d like to tell you why I thought I should, and what I learned when I didn’t xx

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Joe Tracini

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1 year

Is it a good time to tell you that we got a puppy? I tried to get her to sit next to me for the video. It went well.. xx

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

It’s #WorldMentalHealthDay tomorrow. Talking about having a broken brain is hard if you’re terrified the person you’re telling won’t believe you. Thinking about it like this helps me.

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Joe Tracini

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7 months

Hi xx

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Joe Tracini

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5 years

Hello you. Not many of you know quite how bad my health was 7 years ago. I’m gonna show you to explain why I talk about it, and that life, and you, can change. It’s not easy to watch, so don’t push play if you’re not sure, and know that I’m ok now. #MentalHealthAwarenessWeek

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

Thank you, as always, from both of us.

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

I’ve been commentating the paralympics for Channel 4.

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

Is it just me finding this lockdown harder than it has been before?

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Joe Tracini

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2 years

16 hamster’s have a birthday today.

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

Valentines Day tomorrow. Some of my depression comes from having erectile dysfunction, something NOBODY EVER TALKS ABOUT. I don’t want to talk about it either, so I wrote a song.

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

I want to show you good news. BPD’s trying to stop me.

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4 years

BPD and me: how comedian Joe Tracini saved his own life – and gave hope to others

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Joe Tracini

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2 years

My book about why I can’t stop thinking about killing myself comes out next week. Everything is so serious at the moment, I thought this was the best way to tell you about it.

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Joe Tracini

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3 months

I’VE MADE A DOCUMENTARY FOR CHANNEL 4.

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Joe Tracini

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6 years

It’s #WorldMentalHealthDay . Maybe my story is worth something to you. Please talk, and please wait.

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

Happy 1st Birthday #beeftoe

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

Some people are idiots. You’re not. This guy was.

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Joe Tracini

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6 years

I met somebody ignorant today, so some thoughts on the fact you can still achieve things when you live with severe anxiety.

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Joe Tracini

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1 year

Just letting you know how I am.. xx

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Joe Tracini

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6 months

I commentated gymnastics again.

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

I’ve been quiet on here because, recently, I lost a lot of hope. If you’re feeling as hopeless as I am, I wrote this about how I’m trying to find it. #MetroMHAW

Joe Tracini: This is an article about hope for anyone who needs it, any time

If you find or seek this page, I already know three things about you - and you are worthy of hope and happiness.

metro.co.uk

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Joe Tracini

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7 months

Morning, just wanted to tell how I’m feeling and why. Sorry that it’s not very christmassy xx

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Joe Tracini

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1 year

Thanks for being so nice to me over the last 2 days if you were. It’s really helped. For anybody that asked what the dog looks like when she’s not behind me having a piss, this is Mrs Waffles xx

Joe Tracini

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1 year

Just letting you know how I am.. xx

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Joe Tracini

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2 years

It’s my birthday and I’m number one in depression xx

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Joe Tracini

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4 years

My Borderline Personality Disorder makes everyday things scary, so when every day is scary, it just gets worse.

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Joe Tracini

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3 years

I’ve not been feeling too great again. I was lucky enough to be asked things by @mrjamesob just before the not feeling great came back. If you’ve got a minute to listen to past me, he can tell you how I’m feeling better than I can.