schizopilled transmasc jester w 20/20 vision, crazy swag, and the love of 1,000 suns ❤️🔥 i have fibromyalgia, autism, bpd, ocd, cptsd, and schizophrenia 🙀
@whotfisjovana
i would lock in, release my need for oxygen, tap into the universal frequency and (like a heat seeking missile for vibes like mine) find a planet that operates similarly to earths atmosphere. once i’m there i would find any life form, figure out how they survive, and do that.
@_ubaraibara
ummm my friend i don’t think u understand that jealousy and envy are just part of being a human that experiences a full range of emotions. it means something to be able to handle harder emotions with grace instead of reacting to ur negative feelings in an unhealed way.
Howdy everyone! I just got payed a few days ago and I want to help out any black folk that need it rn 💕 If you guys could boost or drop your Venmo’s I’ll send some money your way :^)
Fuck I don’t want to be a hater but some bitches have no flavor and are boring as hell. They can’t think critically and stay stuck in willful ignorance while my baddie friends overly reflect and internalize. Imagine the privilege of choosing ignorance over growth… boringggggg
yearning for the steven universe ability to fuse. i wish i could share a consciousness w someone i love. i want to symbiotically share sustenance and become something stronger (not in a parasitic way)
no shade but hot bitches with no substance make me want to eat flesh (derogatory) (not sexually in a fun way) (sexually in a rlly sadistic and evil way) why do u look so good and have no flavor? u need me to season ur ass bitch? i’ll eat u fr
@M00NMARRI0N
butches years ago were unsafe and had to socially transition in order to love their lovers publicly. to erase that part of butch culture is rlly wack. when people make the choice to medically transition that doesn’t mean we define their identity based on our perception.
can i circle back to flavorless hot people for a second? it feels like a hate crime to see a bitch look so fucking good and want them so bad until they open their mouth 😭 wdym all u have going on is ur swag and ur brain rot ??? eughhhh marinate for a bit longer then talk to me
@mophairedweirdo
emphasis on nonissue cuz there’s always gonna be nuance so policing vocabulary over identity seems so counterproductive. not to mention the pendulum swing of gatekeeping identity and access to safe spaces rlly to me is just perpetuation of hurt people hurting people.
this is pissing me off so bad cuz like if a gnc trans person doesn’t transition medically they’re not included, if a gnc trans person transitions so hard they “pass” they’re not included it’s like pls stop policing ppl and excluding them from safe spaces and comfy labels
What’s up guys! I’m at
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and honestly so in love with this community and the message being spread... There is honestly so much power in people and GOD it’s so beautiful. We out here making moves !!!
The people helping me keep pushing for what I want are Jinx, Rosario, Saint, Finn, Diamond, Amari, Cass, Archie, Fox, Schuster, and my brother. I do this shit for u guys fr. I’m so afraid all the time but when y’all show me care I remember that it’s worth it to do it scared.
Im turning 20 in a few weeks and that’s really wacky because I never thought I’d be an adult like I thought I’d die before then or something and I’m not dead yet and that’s weird
got unblocked by a yt man that was a shit friend to me. he never took accountability for how he hurt me and broke contact bc he refused to acknowledge why i was so upset with him. this white man performs his activism and claims to care for disabled poc but i don’t trust him
I’ve been thinking a lot about where my pain comes from and it often comes back to me not feeling seen, heard, understood, or cared for. It’s an issue of reciprocity. I realize the more I age that you cannot force someone to participate in an exchange, they have to want it too.
this time if I date I’m getting what I want. I am smart and sexy and intentional and loving. I am not hard to love. I will not be let down again. I will not beg for the bare minimum. I will feel loved and reciprocated. I will love being touched by them. we will get what I want
i miss having deep connections. everything feels so surface level. i’m grateful that i love my life again and i’m loving to my self but man was it nice to have connections like cass. i hope to know people who want to be seen and known and i hope to experience that soon
the cure for hopelessness spirals is literally just talking with someone who loves you unconditionally and meets you half way. one second in a spiral i was like damn people r inherently selfish and bad, the next i was like omg there is love everywhere !!! i’m so crazy for that
since gender is made up, along with everything else ever, i’m starting to identify as a problem, a prophet, and a virgin <3 my pronouns are collective / consciousness 🧿
eternally recognizing that when people don’t like themselves, they get mad seeing u care about urself more than u can care about them. i see myself in everything so if i struggle to understand ur direction, i can’t relate and i can’t validate u as easily.
i miss being held by you. you were the first person to look me in my eyes and see me. when u touched me i felt you softly holding my soul. i have always felt like a reflection of the self people see in my eyes, but u never wanted to see urself. u only wanted me.
i hate that everything i love exists so conceptually. everything i want feels unachievable because it’s not up to me alone to achieve it. it feels so sisyphean to be pushing my fuck ass ball up the hill for so long and watch it plummet down only for me to roll it back up again.
feel no shame for knowing what you know. move around in life contextually around ur learned experiences. if ur surviving in a way that doesn’t negatively impact people that don’t negatively impact you i think that’s all that matters. no shame until the justice scale is even
colonialism and the impacts of yt supr3macy ties every major issue marginalizing disenfranchised members of any community to the spread of colonization. the erasure of indigenous practices that prioritize abundance is creating our economy of scarcity. for who’s profit?