everytime i have a conflict w my dysfunctional family i put myself in an imaginary AmItheAsshole forum and have My other personalities argue whether or not im delusional
its weird to me ppl hate jean so much...he's clinically depressed and moody and mean to harry but are yall not actually reading the text and understanding why he's like that....
CUNO - “They're gonna hang me by the nuts if you leave me here. You want that on you? A dead kid? Or you want Cuno at your station, solving shit? Like we *just* did.”
EMPATHY - He's genuinely scared of being left behind.
HALF LIGHT - He sees danger. Another trap perhaps? He must be cautious for a reason -- this man has decades of experience.
YOU - “You're not…afraid, are you?”
KIM KITSURAGI - “No. I just don't want to walk into another *embarrassment*. I am a creature of pride, you see…”
i sadly report kim takes a moralist move here and tells harry he wont interfere but he doesnt like what he's doing...the character writing RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
every day i think about how kim's portrait has the halo/light behind him while jean's has the black square behind him and for whatever reason it truly fucks me up and i cant even explain why, its beyond my own understanding
once i realized jean is addicted to speed i also realized its probably why he's also hit his limit w harry, amphetamines/stimulants can make u more irritable (i think he'd still hit his limit regardless)
@unallowedclown
its wild that nd ppl w lower support needs are the loudest on these topics, it rly irks me so much. and similarly related, its some of these same ppl who throw the r word around while ppl w higher support needs face a huge brunt of ableism and saneism
i think about harry telling disguised jean he would rather have kim as his partner in the thought experiment and i immediately feel the urge to chew on glass shards
feel like this sounds pretentious but quite literally just starting the game and listening to harry's limbic system and ancient reptilian brain speak made me know right away it was gonna be a very special experience
("He's always leaving... Why is he always leaving, Kim?") "Who knows, detective? It's a... mystery," he says, turning his face away from you. (There, he's laughing again!)
Fucking Harry... Fuck you for bringing this kid with you. It's *only* because he's defending you -- it's the *only* reason you're not staying here to die.
(ESPRIT DE CORPS - It's more than that. He just can't. One final time...)
no like imagine tho...jean is dealing w his own shit too yknow? on top of amphetamine dependence as well. AND HARRY ALSO FORGOT WHO HE WAS RAAAAAAAAAAAA
one thing they dont tell u abt turning 23 is that suddenly its too late for everything. too late to pursue ur dreams, too late to take those risks, too late to be in love, too late to for quite literally everything. life ends at 22 and ure only left with regrets and longings