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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

9 days

₊˚. ༘ ❝ new intro 🍂🍁 ┆˚✧ - marz ┊she/her - 17 (‘06) - autistic & anorexic 💥 - semi recovering? idek - pro recov always !! ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈ trying to push back against my ed

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

@dinoomad THEYRE EVEN WORSE

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

13 days

Is this a big meal?? Am I just disordered? I’m genuinely tweaking bc I’m meant to be on half portions but idk

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3 months

@porcelain_neko Fusilli is the best!!

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@idkpremium_

3 months

@sumirvi LMFAO

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@idkpremium_

3 months

@dinoomad The texture is DESPICABLE

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

-ˏˋ new edtwt intro !! ˊˎ♡ ⇢ ˗ˏˋ my name is Marz 🌿 - 17 (‘06) - she/her - autistic - cw 47.5kg - mixed race (half black) - - ┈┈∘┈˃̶༒˂̶┈∘┈┈ - -

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

I might end up failing but I think I’m gonna attempt semi recov, I’m not allowed to exercise at all, can’t go to work or go back to school in sept because of my weight and the damage I’m doing to my body will soon be irreversible if I don’t try and fix things

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Is it just me who gets annoyed when people ask me if/what I’ve eaten? I get so embarrassed

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

Me when my health actually gets worse as my weight gets lower

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

10 days

I really wanna recover but part of me also wants to give up and lose sm more

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

5 months

New intro for June!! ☀️🌼 - 17 (‘06) || she/her - mixed (half blk) - cw 49.2kg - autistic ✮⋆˙ still pretty new, I try to be active!! ✮⋆˙

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

10 days

I managed most of the muffin I was given for dessert at evening meal time even tho I panicked and felt really guilty, who cheered

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

@justagirlhtml That is a contender, that’s also one of the worst

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

@ed_food_polls I was gonna drop a photo of one of mine but after seeing everyone else’s I’ve changed my mind 💀

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

I wanna recover but don’t at the same time, I just wish I could be normal

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

14 days

First meal in ip is one of my biggest fear foods im gonna cry

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

I’m sorry if I’m a bit inactive, I’m really busy lmao, trying to get the new kitten to settle

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

@bmiviv LMAO

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

10 days

How to stop yo-yoing between wanting to recover and wanting to starve

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

NOOOOO

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

Good morning !!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

14 days

One thing I’m definitely gonna struggle with is the guilt I feel from lying in bed literally all day, it’s only been half a day here and I already feel so restless and lazy because I’ve barely moved

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

The food noise is so incredibly loud, I feel like I’m gonna eat everything in sight what is going on??

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

Do we fw the new layout?

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

5 months

My twitter circle!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

20 days

I’m being admitted on Monday

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

5 months

Cereal is so much better dry idc

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@idkpremium_

3 months

I’m not hungry I’m just bored I’m not hungry I’m just thirsty I’m not hungry I’m just bored I’m not hungry I’m just thirsty I’m not hungry I’m just bored I’m not hungry I’m just thirsty I’m not hungry I’m just bored I’m not hungry I’m just thirsty

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

@jubileexmenhera Penne?

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

Giving this a try

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

I’m not making it to my 18th birthday

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

Parents when their child with an ed acts like they have an ed: 😱😱😱😱🤯🤯🤯🤯😡😡😡😡

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

@ujustcallmerina Yeah I think it’s likely the oil that people often cook potatoes in that makes them high in cals

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

Good morning edtwttt

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

8 days

Morning skinny doesn’t exist for me anymore it’s just morning fat

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

5 months

Belated edtwt intro!! - 17 (‘06) - cw 50.5kg - she/her - mixed race (half black, half white) - autistic - new to edtwt Wanna be more active just new to edtwt and don’t know what im doing lmao

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

Can’t I just snap my fingers and be recovered

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

LMFAO

𝑅𝐼𝒩𝒜 🍁 𝐹𝑜𝓇𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝑅𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎

@oatyrina

3 months

Oh wow

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

14 days

I feel so guilty for actually eating the meals I’m being given, like I should be struggling more it’s like I don’t even have an ed

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Good morningg!! 🫶🏽

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@idkpremium_

3 months

@lolilyla__ LMAO I’m sorry, it’s true 😔

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

29 days

Morning edtwtt

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

THERES A MOTH IN MY ROOM

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

22 days

Everyone always leaves eventually

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

17 days

GOOD MORNING 🗣️‼️

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

Going out with some friends today so I probably won’t be as active as usual!! Hope everyone has a great day :)

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

28 days

I wanna get better

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

One thing I rlly hate about this illness is how my personality has been sucked away, I’m so boring

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Good morning everyone!! 🫶🏽

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

15 days

Seconds away from removing my stomach and chucking it in the bin

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

18 days

My sister just watched me weigh out my rice, she didn’t say anything but I FELT her eyes on me it was so awkward ngl

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

GOODMORNING!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Good morning edtwt!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

I think maybe I use restriction as a coping mechanism sometimes

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

I love my cat so much

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

I’m scared, I’m too far gone and I’m scared I’ve fucked my body and relationship with food beyond repair

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

11 days

I’ve gained over 1kg in 2 days????? What????? wtf am I being fed

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Good morningg !!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Good morning :) how is everyone today? 🫶🏽

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

26 days

Morning edtwtt !!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Feel like shit wthh

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

15 days

The inpatient era has begun

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Is it just me who constantly panics about an intestinal blockage? Like what if I have one rn bc of barely shitting

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Morning edtwt !!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

I really wanna try twinkies

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

Super nervous for the induction tomorrow ahhhh

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

I feel so guilty

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

My 30 minutes of stability is over and has been replaced by crippling anxiety

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Good morning!! Pretty sure the bread I ate for breakfast was bad because it tasted super weird, hopefully I don’t get sick

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

5 months

@hrtssce Frr, the only thing I can think about is food, calories and weight

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

18 days

Good morning!! How is everyone?

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

The nurse told me my blood sugar levels are the lowest she’s ever seen in her career as an ed nurse damn

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

4 months

GOODMORNINGG!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

10 days

I might be discharged early which I’m glad about but also proves I’m not actually unwell, I literally don’t need to be here or gain anything more

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

My family haven’t eaten anything today yet and it’s 19:23, why is it so triggering when they don’t eat idk

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

23 days

Good morning everyone!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

I don’t wanna be here anymore

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

24 days

Good morning ‼️🗣️

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

Hi everyone!! Sorry for being ia, I probably will be less active if I’m gonna be in school

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

BMI 15s who cheereddd (a slice of cake away from bmi 16 but who cares)

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

@Cyberzcalz Holy shit that is impressive

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

You look: employed Actually: employed woo You are: infp?.. idk these Actually: istj I think? You seem: 17 Actually: 17 Status: taken Actually: taken yippee From: America 🇺🇸🇺🇸 Actually: UK!! 🇬🇧

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1 month

You look: unemployed Actually: employed teehee You are: estp ?? i4got these honestly,, Actually: estp sounds right idk 😭 You seem: 17 Actually: 17 🔥 Status: taken Actually: single boo From: americannn ?? Actually: AMERICAAAA 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

GOOD MORNINGG !!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

Gmmm!! How is everyone?

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

Had less butter on my toast this morning, good luck finding my waist

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

Good morning!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

GMM!!

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@idkpremium_

25 days

My cat is too cute

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

The weather is beautiful today

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Morninggg!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

GOOD MORNINGG!!

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

I feel so invalid because I’ve not been disordered for years and years like other people have on here, I can’t recover because it’s not even been that long

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

HELLO

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

I’m never gonna be happy with my appearance, but I’d rather be skinny and ugly than the ugly fatass I was

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

2 months

Morning, I’m sorry for being a bit ia, I’ve not been doing great for some reason :(

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

5 months

I have self control I have self control I have self control I have self control I have self control I have self control I have self control I have self control I have self control I have self control

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

What I would give for a warm brownie with vanilla icecream right now

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

1 month

Feel like I’m gonna throw up omg I’m scared

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marz 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘

@idkpremium_

3 months

MY FAVOURITE FORK DISAPPEARED

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