🕷️⠀⠀ misa's new edtwt intro !⠀⠀🕸️
⠀ 17⠀cw 45kg⠀she/her⠀italy
݁ ˖⠀ i try to be active + heavy rt
i like kpop , marvel, sleeping ⠀!
⠀ gw 38kg⠀ugw 35kg⠀🖇️
153cm⠀gbmi 15⠀!
♡ / ↺ to be mutuals! i fb <3
new intro at 40kg !
hey guys here for the daily weight check !
i don't get why im so bloated like ive been fasting for two days 😭 i just hope the bloating will go away soon..
@angelic7st
I'm against genocide but do yall think that boycotting these places will actually help? a way of actually helping would be by making donations rather than boycotting fast food places and doing nothing but putting into risks other people's jobs
im so tired of looking this huge i miss when i wasn't so bloated i miss when i actually looked skinny and its ironic since i weighted more than i do now but i still looked skinnier than i do now ?
walking is the most beautiful thing in the world, until a derealization episode hits you and you have to "fight" yourself not to jump right in front of a car because "nothing is real so it doesn't matter"
@uTLBwJzs1jG4RF8
@uubuttercupp
when i said dream body i just meant her skinniness, but other than that, you don't know if im flat or not rn so what are you even talking about
❀ edtwt ~
↳ hii , im misa !
✿ 18 y/o ; she/her
✿ sw: 43kg ; gw: 38kg ; ugw: 35kg (bmi15)
✿ gbmi 15 ,, 153cm
✿ dni if in recovery
✿ new intro at 40kg
♡/↺ to be moots (^‿^)
dms open !!
i might be lame but i love referring to the moots that i take the most to add my friends like, have we ever seen eachother? no, do we know KNOW eachother? no, but we understand eachother in a situation where noone else does and to me that's enough
@dan_kcals
well the fasts thay ive had to end under 24hrs were because if my parents but other times i do thek when im supposed to only have omad since fasting makes me less prone to give into food
ed syntoms/effects i CRAVE
- hair loss
- passing out
- looking like im one step away from death
- losing my period
- be uncomfortable whenever i sit or lay anywhere because my bones keep poking out
and that is all for today thank you for coming to my ted talk😍🤩
hey guys so first weight check !!
im so so happy rn because im doing a long fast and its getting hard now but seeing the results is really motivating me !!! (btw my last weight checked was 42.3kg)
i can't believe how ive waited SO MANY YEARS to be 38kg and now that ive achieved it i feel so ugly and fat like what sorcery is this why did i have to be so bloated in the best moment in my entire life
@BoxOfFox03
that's literally rhe same thing my dad told me "yall say she doesn't eat and yet she ewts all the junk food. if you want to lose weight you don't eat these things"
i hate that i know exactly what i need to do to throw up but I'm too scared to actually throw up to do it. am i even sick ? do i even have an ed ? or am i Just pretending ?
i hate how i feel fat no matter how much or his little i eat like with my only meal today i ate around 180cals but i still feel so huge??? and okay i did kinda have a mini binge so i ate a total of almost 230 but i still feel so huge and the bloating doesn't help AT ALL
morning guys idk what to believe because my scale at first saod 39.1 but then i weighted again to take a pic and it said 40.3 then 41.3 then 41.5 what do i believe ??
i hate this so much omg why does this have to be so hard😭😭
morning guys i totally forgot to post my weight check. anyways, thanks to my bobbing yesterday i weight more today but i Hope it's just water weight and by tomorrow it'll be gone
girl experience is crying and having a panic attack while dieing your hair cause you look huge and instead of losing weight you're suddenly gaining after you had reached your gw
morning im still so bloated rn and im really scared to check my weight and the powder i took to help me poop is just making me feel sicl and not making me poop i hate life so much
i hate this so much I can't even dance to burn cals because i feel so fucking ugly and fat and disgusting i don't even have the energy im never eating again
one thing i hatw is when moms already start saying "that's enough you already had x grams of pasta" at little kids like nothings gonna happen if your 7 year old kid eats slightly more stop teachiny eds
why do i get all scared everytime i realize I'm gonna have to weight myself again like I'm terrified just thinking of having to weight myself tomorrow but also i can't stand the thought of not doing it
so body dysmorphia is hitting me like a brick rn but like when i was working out i noticed my collarbones and even if they dont show in the pic i coukd see my chest bones !! im gonna look at this pic until im disgusted by it😭😭
not ed related but its honestly so embarrassing how long its takiny me to study.. it's just 7 oages and ive only studied 1 in like 4hrs😭😭😭 im gonna put a timer so i won't get distracted but like omg 😭😭