koi fish (koi) | 18
๐ free palestine
๐ sukone tei my beloved
๐ i ramble and say dumb things
๐ vsynths and sometimes other stuff
๐ sfw (might post violence)
i need you guys to know that i am being dead serious when i say ritsu takes tei to the gay bar and that i am being equally dead serious when i say i have a full headcanon for this
i honestly can't see tei and defoko getting along because it's like. tei is very deprived of affection and dfk is not at all an open person. if the utau lived in one big house they'd be the kind who walk into the same room, do their own thing in silence and leave without a word
i have been told to speak about the purple one ๐ซก so for starters. my defoko is masc-presenting but they still sort of use whatever pronouns they don't care that much. he's by no means poorly made, though he's old enough to be wearing out. i mentioned before that i think he has-
duality between ships is so funny. in my mind deforei is some kind of complex and downright freaky stuff but then you give me momouta and i smile like. yeah. yeah theyre like an old married couple watching all these synths pass by, fizzling out together like beautiful supernovas
i have this headcanon where teto has an insatiable appetite due to being a robo-chimera who needs a constant pool of energy... and tei takes the opportunity to bake for her as much as she can. it's a normal headcanon with no horror twist to it (lying)
i think defoko with dyed tips is really cute but i don't think i've seen anybody else do this very often so i just have to indulge myself. make him look like siffrin
while uta doesn't really care about his own wellbeing i believe rei is actively careless and indulges in thrill seeking behaviour because he'd feel so empty otherwise that he wouldn't know what to do with himself
i wish for more art of sukone tei... i want more sukone tei art in this world... i want sukone tei art, especially where she is dressed in suits and coats... but for my wish to come true, i have to be the one to do it for myself...
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this is so real of you but my sides hurt so bad from laughing at. the final one in the first image. like is that related to the rest of the muted words...
deforei au where rei constantly copies people to feel complete. and he mimics everything about dfk to feel accepted but it doesn't work (dfk doesn't like himself). so rei sneaks his way through dfk's memory files and begins to mimic his dead wife momo ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
deforei thoughts. while uta is typically the one piecing rei back together, she tends to neglect himself which leads rei to take it upon himself and perform maintenance on uta as a "mutually beneficial" relationship. they don't know how else to define it.
if you think about it, tei is much more qualified for robot maintenance than teto. that's like surgery to them. it's amusing to me because teto will never get a medical licence no matter who she's with
maybe when ruko was built, they weren't properly optimised... because they have such a strong voice, it actually makes it hard for their own systems to keep up. so they lose charge faster than others and that's why they sleep so much...?
i like to think that foko would like wearing baggy clothes that leave no emphasis on his frame, not just for the same of comfortable clothes but also because he's a bit insecure about his outdated model. his synthetic skin has minor nicks and discolouration due to aging
sometimes i stare at my versions of ships and i wonder why i can't just make them hold hands and kiss like a normal person. no they have to ruin each other first
i like to think that chis-a can speak through different devices and screens. she has a robot body that she can use as well, but she gets busy at the laboratory, therefore she multitasks. isn't that something like a virus...?
deforei to me is sort of just the horrors of simply existing but while defoko's side of the coin is more depression and passive rot, rei is the mechanical equivalent of a constantly metamorphosing pest who just Wont Stop
in my mind palace rei doesn't like the fact that despite being inferior in every way, defoko is whole. rei lacks a central identity himself, so even with the possibility to be anything, he is still nothing. like a shell who wants a skeleton so that they can both be complete
im fond of this specific utau niche because i feel its a very fun little collection of neurodivergent understanding, especially with many utau deviating from 'humanity' at their core i think a lot of people can connect with this sort of thing. do you need a heart to be a person?