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@headlessvictim

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━✦❘༻CJ༺❘✦━ˏˋ°•*⁀➷16yo⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ shtwt, 988twt ~ pro-recovery .‿- ☙ block, don’t report ^^ | @headlessvictim2 ~ semi-recovery/forced recovery ❤️‍🩹

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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
8 months
This is me btw. Don’t repost, at least not without @
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
9 months
School toilet
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
Artery.. While my dad was knocking on my door Great timing Poor carpet too
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
need to get this out On my recent (removed) post I saw this retweet I genuinely got very upset and uncomfy, cause sh shouldn’t be compared or argumentative against literal world wide conflicts I have so much sorrow and pity for the people there, but these are two dif problems plz
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
I Wonder how my blood would look in the snow How it would feel to lay down on my back and freeze as the snow turns deep red To feel alive & dead at the same time Let it pour from my wrists as I wait, As I let the world cave in Don’t let my bleeding body distract you. Let it rest
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
11 months
Expressing my emptiness and sorrows in a ugly school sketch I’m so tired of being lonely.
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
1 year
Which one we doing today? <: 1, 2 or 3?
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
9 months
My dad told me to kill myself again I’m in school right now, and I might do it Gonna slash my wrist ok the school toilet He might be happy for once then
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
8 months
Relapsed yesterday with a one swipe fascia The razor was broken, but it worked with some pressure. Anyways- I’ve become so addicted to drugs and alcohol instead of sh’ing I’m literally selling my body for fueling my substance abuse Ik it’s not healthy, but I’m broke and desperate
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
Found these at a outlet Don’t think they’ll do shit, cause they’re so tiny and dull (I think) But I’ll always give it a try, it’s still something, and it was really cheap. So why not, worth a chance
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
Parents told me to cut Just give me one minute
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
9 months
My dad found blood on my clothes and now he shoved my arm down to drag it down. I’m being put into a psych ward this week
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
11 months
My dad took everything to a different level today. He now abused me in front of everyone, in a public space FILLED with people. A couple approached me and asked if I was okay and if my dad hits me and harms me. I just sobbed while he ran away and ppl watched in horror. Kill me
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
11 months
Why tf didn’t anyone tell me how much the healing process of (scissor cuts/cutting off skin w scissors) HURTS 10x MORE than usual cutting?! I can’t take the bandages off cause it burns and stings when they’re gone My arm is on fire and I keep wincing in pain:((
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
Think I’m gonna need to take a break from Twitter. Some fucking idiot tried to dox me and said they would hurt me. Idk what I’ve done to make anyone hate me sm, but Idc Just need everything to calm down til I feel better, still kinda worked up
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
I’m getting kinda worried ngl My recent cuts won’t stop leaking in fluids, not blood tho I put a bandage on for two hours, now it’s completely wet and dripping I try to dry heal, but they won’t scab and just keeps on producing liquid No sign of infection, but it’s rly irritating
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
1 year
Getting threatened to show up my scars AND my new fascia cuts If I don’t- I’ll need to be put into a mental health institute for the rest of the fall I’m so scared to show my parents. They haven’t seen my arms since last year… I’ll scare them sm, maybe getting admitted anyways:/
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
8 months
A dude just fucked me, told me I’m so pretty, that I was everything and how he wanted to see me again. Now he ignores me,distancing, not even saying hi anymore. I wanna cut so bad again I shouldn’t catch feelings this easily It was prob just a hookup And I’m just another hoe
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
1 year
Wish I had recorded every time my parents hurt me, neglect me, m0lested me, yelled at me, hit me, threatened me, thrown me around and literally any time they’ve been abusive idiots, I want a foster family. I want to be genuinely loved and cared of. I keep harming myself w them..
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
9 months
Is it normal for me to buy my dad stuff after he hits and yells at me? Idk, I sometimes feel like a bad daughter and want to make it up for him. I usually spend all of my money on it. And he still keeps punishing me after. Idk why I do so, it’s still worthless afterwards..
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
11 months
Why do I keep coming up with excuses to why I haven’t killed myself yet? Every time I try, I end up failing And every time I think about doing it, I end up not even attempting bc something insignificant n stupid makes me believe In hope that I’ll be happy for a sec I’m so idiotic
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
Family said they didn’t want me anymore. They’ve given up on me. I’m alone right now, What do i do?
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
1 year
Would y’all consider styros/deeper styros a relapse? I usually only reset it when I’ve done fat layer, fascia or muscle. Don’t know if I will count this session as a relapse tbh… I’m such a pu$$y for not cutting deep lately ://
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
I Just want a Friend Or a lover Someone who cares and understands That will hold me tight and keep me warm Holding me safely in their arms Cause I won’t run away that time, I’ll rest peacefully like a corpse Forever, Bonded over blood and flesh Love and lust Tears and closure
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
1 year
I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I want to fucking die Bleed to death But my family is getting in my way Fuck this shit If I need to cut my wrists off in front of them, then I’ll do it I’d do anything to cut deep to the bone rn I’ve given up on life, I’m so tired
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CJ ༺♡︎ ༻ shtwt + 988twt !!
10 months
“I would do anything for you” My ass You wouldn’t do shit You’ve abused me, hated me and neglected me my whole life I think I’m too nice to even consider you a part of my own flesh and blood You don’t give a fuck about me, I’m just a big mistake that you never got rid of in time
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