❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎
10 months
halfway. i was in excruciating pain, couldn’t stand, couldn’t walk, but also couldn’t sit. the nurse had to give me a suppository, like a baby. i was humiliated. it hurt and i started dripping blood into the toilet. all i could do was lay on my side, in bed, and cry.