Nobody trashes your name harder than someone afraid you’ll tell the truth.
I’ve let StanleyWav trash my name publicly and privately for over a year and a half, and now that he’s harassing my friends, the truth has to come out.
Playing DBD OFF stream and get hit with a friend request. I accepted, expecting it was a teammate queuing into our three stack. Enjoy the message I was greeted with, and then proceeded to harass me on EVERY social platform. Yes, IM the problem.
S T A R B O U N D in honor of
@StarBoundTeam
💜✨
Tonight’s stream was SPICY YALL we ended 2022 with 450 subs, January 3rd we’ve got 657 like what 🤣
Y’all are nuts. I love you so much. 2023 is going to be the best year for this community, I know it
#headedforthestars
After two years of streaming from a laptop… IM BUILDING A PC. For those of you who know I’m about as technological as a coke can, this might be my worst idea ever.
#whowantstohelp
Mother Miranda or MOMMY Miranda?
Wasn’t my best paint, But this was a PAINT. I’ll probably stick to Lady D and Ada as my
@CapcomUSA_
outfits but WHO ELSE HAS LOVED RE 4?????!
#capcompartner
I’ve never not finished a look and given up before. I’m so sorry that I couldn’t finish this. I was upset with myself & hearing every shitty thing people comment/message me over & over when I was painting in my head. I’m sorry I couldn’t finish this. I’ll revisit…in a few months
So
@mehronmakeup
is having a floral contest to create a makeup look using a specific color palette (I chose green)… here’s what I did today 🥰 official entry photos will be on insta tomorrow. Chat was calling this “mommy nature” 🤣🤣🤣🤣pls
What did we do for two years on twitch? Hit 1117 subs. Holy fuckballs. Took 6 community favorite looks and smashed them together for this terror. Played all the dbd. Laughed until I cried. I love my community so much. Thank you for letting me be chaotically unhinged.
Forever lost. Thank you to my community for letting me paint what I needed to paint. This paint had no explanation other than I was missing someone I lost and this is what came out. I’m sorry if I was too quiet, my head was loud.
Let me just throw this up here real quick. Holy love tonight Batman. 700 new subs in the last two streams. Raids out the raids. I have the best community on twitch. I’m so grateful for y’all.
IN CASE YOU MISSED IT.... I JOINED
@DirectorChronic
'S STREAM TEAM THE GARRISON! I could not be more excited for this, I am so honored to be a part of these amazing people. Chron, thank you for asking me to join this rank of beautiful people. I am so lucky to know you <3
You know who are the real heroes of twitch? Mods. I love my mods so much. Even when they’re trolling. Because man I make their job hard and yet they still show up 🤣. Give your mods some love below…
Second (and hopefully last) surgery to fix this. Brief moment of terror with “so we’re working on your right knee” no it’s my left thanks the right is factory default settings pls 🤣🤣🤣 see y’all in a few hours let me wake up to some doofy animals
Well tonight was overwhelming. I don’t know what to say about the amount of support that chat showed tonight. I love you. Thank you. Fuck me. I don’t know what to say. I’m just sitting here crying and melting off my paint.
I am *obsessed* with
@ADVANCEDgg
! This water skull was inspired by my blueberry pomegranate hydration flavor that you can get using code Hails for 10% off 🥰
Real shit: my streams are doing better than ever. I’m the most proud of my content I’ve ever been & love the makeups I’ve been doing. I got my dream partnership. BUT NOW I have the worst imposter syndrome & anxiety. My stress levels have never been higher. I need a hug.
Behind every bad bitch is a team that you don’t necessarily see, a little appreciation for
@McdoodleBalls
too. Their love is so pure and I love
@PosiTiffTV
and doodle so much
Tomorrow is my last day at my career of the last 15 years. Two streams as a full time streamer under my belt, I’m not entirely sure why I’m as sad as I am to be done-I’ve been burnt out for three years. I’m excited for my next chapter but also sad. Weird mix of emotions right now
Pulled apart
I’m sorry for crying and not being able to put lashes on because of it, thank y’all for letting me kinda ruin this with real tears mixed in with the paint tears.
Just freaking out at the love and amazing people in chat tonight. I am in so much pain with this kidney infection and y’all really out here being the most amazing people to bird mommy. I say this a lot but I have the best community on the planet. Thank y’all for being everything
We kicked off a fundraiser with
@Streamcause
today running the rest of the month and had to paint their adorable mascot, Sherbet! Join me in painting the world rainbow here:
Appreciation post for how cute
@McdoodleBalls
and
@PosiTiffTV
are. Just being around you two made me insanely happy. You both are just complete and total gems in this world
Celebrating my borfday a bit late but headed to my favorite restaurant in the world so I can’t wait 💋 dress is
@aliceandolivia
rest of the deets are on insta 😘
If you’re not hanging with
@PosiTiffTV
during her uncapped subathon, what are you even doing? Look at this goddess. I am so honored to know you and be your friend. You’ve made these past two years so beautiful for everyone who has had the pleasure of knowing you on twitch.
Vulnerability can also be a strength. I’ve never been so open with my community about how I’ve felt and this is the representation of it… thank you for letting me be me.
Advice: I'm out of VIP badges... do I just take a few away from people who aren't as active in the community without saying anything or have a convo with them? I don't want to shame people who aren't as active, but there are a few who "deserve" it more.
This look makes me happy. Stream today made me happy. My community makes me so happy. I’m so lucky to have y’all. Entire look using
@mehronmakeup
paradise paints
Trying to be brave bean asking people to hang that I look up to and it’s SCARY. Being shy sucks 🤣especially when people think I’m so bubbly and outgoing. BRO IM SO SHY excuse me while I hide waiting for responses to my messages