a dollspo thread🧵
all pics i've found on pinterest
i tried my best to make it inclusive for skin tone varieties & any presentation like fem, masc & androgynous🩶
for reach: edtwt thinspo thinsp0 mascspo femspo bodyspo ricecaketwt legspo edspo
it's often i feel pretty but it gets overshadowed by dysphoria,
i know nonbinary has no look nor owes anyone an androgynous look, yet always i get misgendered which leads my mind to always think
am i even allowed to feel pretty? why are there different kinds of pretty?
oke new moots you're on thin line of me unfollowing you if you use the r slur
i'm autistic & i do not tolerate it since it cannot be reclaimed in a positive light no matter what you think so if you don't agree then i shall leave you by unfollowing
some body checks + almost healed bruising on leg
tried to include some green in my outfit today
also feels like my calves ruins it like why do they almost touch but my thighs don't??????
bodycheck
i really dislike my calves, my legs would look so much better if that muscle could just slim down
i need to start walking / pacing more even if it’s just in my room, maybe that would help since i sit around so much
gay pairings where they over feminize one & over masculize the other
heteronormativity does not need to be pushed onto gay people for your comfort
let the characters be themselves in the pairing PLEASE
maybe i'm being a little pathetic by having dysphoria over my chest, it's just that it feels like i can still Feel It like phantom boobs idk _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
although now when my head is a little clearer uh i kinda popped off with the trans tape application Σ( ̄。 ̄ノ)ノ
reply with a number (1-147) & i'll give you the doll based on the order from top to bottom from my album (*´꒳`*)
it's a mix of dolls that are dollspo, gives me gender envy or just are really cute
my dinner omad & her dinner, i asked if it was oke for me to take a pic of her food & she said yes btw
(also say the thing, i'm having small chicken burger🍔)
she's not letting me starve today so we are getting dinner together, picking our own things
it helps to not eat alone so it's nice that she offer to eat together :(
quite simple outfit today (*´꒳`*)
meeting up with two friends today & we will make home made spring rolls by a family recipe from one of them
also my hair is so fluffy today why
why is there no low cal flour??? i still want to make edible cookie dough to much a little on without feeling too guilty, is that too much to ask for ( ˘・з・˘)
omfg pls stop with the "is it acoustic? no just restarted"
also so many autistic related stuff like don't say the R word YOU CANT USE THAT IN A GOOD OR RECLAIMING WAY & aspie / aspegers STOP USING IT, EDUCATE YOURSELF WHY
i'm too scared to confront & lecture others T-T
y'all please recommend creative music!! like anything that gives you shivers or make you go :O
doesn't matter if it's the lyrics or the instrumental
also songs that go together?? i adore when a song references another creating a story
literally anything worth listening to PLEASE
redoing my intro for edtwt (*´꒳`*)
🩶22y
🩶nonbinary, they / them
🩶current stats in bio
🩶sw 54 / gw 44 / ugw 42
🩶posts body checks when i feel like it
🩶pro recovery & not fatphobic
🩶i like music, gacha games & anime
🩶obsessed with coffee & mango
♡ / ↻ to be moots
my mom gave me a literal mango as one of my birthday presents
if anyone is curious: yes, somehow i am mentioning mango way more irl than i am mentioning it here
uh i was going through it yesterday
idk if i feel better
i'm wondering if anyone missed me although i was gone for a day or something which isn't a lot so probably not (*´-`)
yogurt bowl omad (*´꒳`*)
i tried to make it look nice
mango apple yogurt mixed with some protein powder
mango, black currants, red currants, strawberries, raspberries, blueberries & some fiber syrup drizzled on top
exactly 500kcal haha
oke so apparently people did miss me
YALL ARE SO SWEET & KIND & HAVE MY HEART IM SORRY FOR WORRYING
although not much to do when mental illness does mental illness things
( ;∀;)
i realized i've done this picrew before
uh maybe i'm doing worse than i think cause what happened to my perception of myself hahaha, the clothes & hair pins are the same though
(1 march & today)
sometimes having an ed makes me really sad like what do you mean i've not allowed myself to have butter on bread this entire year? i used to adore toast with butter & honey
eventually i'll update my moot lists
cause i like to sort things (autism) & it's nice to make sure i see y'all posts (also cause i forget who i interact with sometimes)
i planned an outfit for tomorrow & my friend said i will look like a pudding due to it having so much pastel yellow & white with some beige / brown (*´-`)
maybe i should post my piercings sometime, not my nipple piercings of course haha, but my other 18 piercings since i do be very proud of them (๑・̑◡・̑๑)
to all my trans moots & nonmoots
you are all so valid no matter what amount of dysphoria you have, transition goals you wanna achieve, how much you struggle with ed or any struggle really
no matter the kind of trans you are, i'm with you
from a transneutral nonbinary (me!!)
i'm getting more upset about the change of my oatmeal?? usually i can cope with things like this cause "i couldn't have helped / changed it"
BUT I COULD cause it was ME who bought the wrong oats
moments like this i hate being autistic cause i'm about to have a breakdown over OATS
out of spite here's a messy room bodycheck
(they / them btw, i don't wanna see any transphobia near me today, was enough of that yesterday on edtwt in general)
this is why i tidy my room before to take bc, i'm anxious over people being judgy
also ed is eating DISORDER & in MOST CASES disorders impact life way more than you would think cause it's a MENTAL ILLNESS so keeping things tidy isn't really the priority
i'm assuming this is a hypermobile thing
some days are worse than others & today my head feels so heavy straining my neck no matter if i lay down or keep it straight up
the way i can feel a really bad headache approaching _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
i much rather have a yummy protein bar than real sweet treats candy
also i like the chalky flavor it has sometimes?? it helps it be not too sweet
except that one mango protein bar, that one literally tastes like the soft candy & is worth the cals for me omfg it was so yummy
i did it~
double upper vertical labrets done! my 19th & 20th piercings (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
hurt less than i thought but my body reacted more than i expected when the needle went through but i'm feeling more than okay
dinner is pesto potato salad with some boiled eggs since my dad wanted me to have more protein
i'm worried about the kcal due to the olive oil but i couldn't really put back the food after he mentioned it (´;Д;`)