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19 year old borderliner recovering from ana, psych ward arc is unfortunately over.. (suffering)

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@fruitlii

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6 months

/ᐠ. .ᐟ\ฅ - li’s intro - ₊˚⊹⋆ ౨- she/her, 05, infj ౨- recovering from ana since 18/01/24 ౨- fructose intolerant.. 💔 ౨- love nuts, wellness, clothes and nerdy shit ౨- looking for more #recovtwt moots! #edrecovery #recoverytwt #anarecovery

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i cant stop craving calories help? like i dont crave certain foods but my brain is like..? craving calories..????

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6 months

how to stop losing control once you actually allow yourself to eat no borax no glue because im actually starting to fear food and get disgusted because of those constant eh attacks that are starting to feel like borderline binging

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5 months

probably just had a thousand calories in a bowl but i do not give a shit because i noticed that if i eat whatever pops into my head i get ultimately satisfied and dont feel the urge to stuff myself with the entire kitchen up until discomfort 😇

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@fruitlii

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oh this was SO good like i really allowed myself a whole hour to cherish the taste (i added more nuts and yogurt. thats why it took me an hour to finish😇)

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5 months

i devoured this so fast

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i originally wanted an egg then i ended up with this.

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@fruitlii

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3 months

having a little masha moment

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5 months

ana does nawt approve

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@fruitlii

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6 months

BOWLL

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@fruitlii

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5 months

LI EAT BANANA

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@fruitlii

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6 months

yogurt bowl of the day dare i say this was like the best one ever like ever

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@fruitlii

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4 months

okay i love recov again because i can eat the food my grandma made without giving a single fuck about calories

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@fruitlii

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today ive literally eaten things that i don’t really enjoy because i crave calories so desperately

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@fruitlii

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4 months

YALL TURNS OUT THE COOKIES I WANTED SI BADLY WERE SUGAR FREE ALL ALONG IM SO HAPPY AND THEY TASTE SO GOOF SND SARISFYING

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@fruitlii

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5 months

weird ass evening cravings

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@fruitlii

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5 months

upgraded yog bowl (right one is an old pic from my ana arc 🙏)

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@fruitlii

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4 months

people who wanna delay recov to make themselves more valid before “actually recovering” its NOT worth it the more you lose the harder it gets mentally and your body will also struggle more and need to fix more damage its fucking useless youre making it worse

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i love my yogurt cups today

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@fruitlii

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3 months

some of todays meals other than that i snacked like most of the day

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@fruitlii

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6 months

is anyone else always this veiny this kinda started for me when i started to experience eh??? dont think its related to that but it tends to happen after i eat a lot? it looks more intense irl but my hands are also always so RED

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@fruitlii

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5 months

do people store chocolate in the fridge ive heard of this thrice in the past few days but now it hit me like do people do that..

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@fruitlii

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5 months

dinner.. literally just crisp bread, chopped up veggies and selfmade dips 😭

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@fruitlii

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4 months

i wanted to show my breakfast and the fucking juice started dripping down my hand crying

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@fruitlii

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5 months

@tiburon_0 i love sweets but a fridge like that just looks straight up depressing 😭 how would one feel good physically if that is all that is in there

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@fruitlii

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3 months

“i dont need this meal” “surely i can skip a meal” no youre in recovery shut up thank you goodnight (with love and empathy)

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@fruitlii

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5 months

my little 5 months in recov cake hihi

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@fruitlii

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3 months

there are two wolves inside of me vegetable or diabetes

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@fruitlii

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4 months

breakfast nomnom

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@fruitlii

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4 months

breakfsst omnomnimnom

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5 months

omnombomnomnom

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@fruitlii

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6 months

so these were todays eats woo (one more in comments) (ive missed peanut butter)

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i decided to have breakfast early and i managed to not stuff myself up until suicide inducing discomfort even tho i took my pills YAYYY

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@fruitlii

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4 months

do u ever see someone who is allegedly a recov acc but so visibly not recovering or trying at all but just whining abt it and even dropping stats my god i know its hard but its not impossible to gain weight or actually do the work and if u dont wanna then IDK

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@fruitlii

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sister’s birthday food was very nice (i ate so much more i just couldnt be bothered to take pics of everything 😭)

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i walked more than 10k steps just to get the damn biscoff cream.

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@fruitlii

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5 months

this app is getting real triggering again not only relapses left and right but literal recov accs completely failing to understand recovery.. 🤨 thankfully this isnt affecting me THAT much atm but if this keeps going i might still need to be less on here 😞

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@fruitlii

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4 months

breakfast theres oat cereal frozen blueberries and oats underneath

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@fruitlii

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today’s breakfast was BOMB (brownie baked oats with peanuts and a peanut butter cup followed by a side of medication and blackberries)

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@fruitlii

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3 months

i think i just saw like 20 people say they wanna relapse like girl me too but whats that gonna use if we go back to recov afterwards its only gonna make the process slower idk

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@fruitlii

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4 months

how tf do u deal with seeing people who knew u at your lw and then being not even skinny anymore like literally abt to be doubling in weight like how do i how do i even face them

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@fruitlii

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5 months

I LOBE MY MOM 😭 (she also got me my protein milk and vegan cheese slices ah🫶)

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@fruitlii

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3 months

i just had these two and they are SO good meow

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@fruitlii

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6 months

sometimes recovery is dipping random things into a choco spread jar JUST BECAUSE I CAN 🙏🙏🙏

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@fruitlii

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4 months

girl bowl. 🫶

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@fruitlii

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4 months

man my sister admitted that im much more fun since gaining weight and she felt so bad about our relationship when i was at a lower weight because i was so irritable and not capable of physically messing around and being playful 😭 recoveryspo for real

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@fruitlii

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6 months

some recov advice idk if this is basic or obvious but having a social life is so so helpful in learning that life isnt abt food and letting your guard down a little around casual food and not being scarily obsessed with meal planning and strict times and all

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@fruitlii

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4 months

@tiburon_0 the mango has got to go 🙏

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@fruitlii

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5 months

@Ash_ketchup240 im actually in recov 😇 so.. not really..

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@fruitlii

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3 months

stuffed bell pepper will always be one of my fav salty breakfast ideas

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@fruitlii

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4 months

many of us feel like our eds make us special and thats why we gotta hold onto them because its our special secret little talent but truthfully so many of us have it its nothing special at all its not some quirky rare identity trait so why make it your personality

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@fruitlii

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4 months

is anyone else like really traumatized by their restriction phase like if i hear a song that i liked at the time suddenly in my head im freezing i get the image of the disgusting taste of my omads, the physical fatigue and how isolated and delulu i was

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@fruitlii

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honoring my cravings real intensively this morning (i ended up adding more honey and quark MUAHAHA)

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i made this big microwaved cookie and GOD is this filling

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@fruitlii

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3 months

i wish there was a recov community outside of twt because this app sucks‼️ teehee‼️

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@fruitlii

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5 months

lunch 🫡 (theres egg white and seeds inside the bell pepper)

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@fruitlii

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5 months

want to starve but heres breakfast 🙏

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@fruitlii

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5 months

HAULLLL 🙏🙏🙏 (chocolate, coconut oil, flavor drops, peanut butter, sourdough, crisp bread, whey protein, gummy bunnies, nuts and protein bars 😇)

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@fruitlii

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4 months

omnomnomnom

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@fruitlii

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4 months

is nose weight gain a thing because why is my nose so BIG today like im genuinely considering a nose job now?????

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@fruitlii

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4 months

time for my classic yog bowls to be revived

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@fruitlii

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5 months

so jealous of people who do not have the constant drive to eat being a bottomless hole was so nice at first because like wooo no more restriction but now its like a fucking task . STOP being so hungru please

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@fruitlii

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3 months

girl dinner or whatever..

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@fruitlii

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4 months

is the extreme constant hunger like calories based or is the body just hungry does the hunger decrease with cals..?

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@fruitlii

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3 months

how to unfollow people who trigger you no borax no glue also heres my breakfast also i had some fruits before that also i had a banana a bit later yeah anyway

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@fruitlii

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3 months

why are people so mad and in denial about her looking sick and disordered this is no natural weight its SO obvious “shes always been tiny” yeah well idgaf ive seen enough for me to be like 100% sure shes on some ana shit

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her decuntification needs to be studied

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@fruitlii

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6 months

despite my uh very massive calorie intake today i havent eaten in many hours so to assure my body that i am not restricting i made myself a PROPER meal for once everyone clap and i feel hungry rn but much less out of control yippee

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@fruitlii

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4 months

was craving chocolate like crazy also had 2 more pieces after this and a slice of toast because fuck it also i normally dont tolerate this but somehow.. im not like dying rn.. so thats fun

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@fruitlii

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4 months

just ate a whole carrot and half an avocado with himalayan salt as a snack and ngl i did not expect carrot and avocado to be so pleasant together

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@fruitlii

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4 months

why am i seeing more and more edtwt accs be annoying on recov accounts like are u that mad that some of us dont wanna be sick forever lmao like ive been an edtwt acc too but i never felt like i should go and shame someone in recov for regaining their life

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@fruitlii

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5 months

other people in recov try to stick to low cal safe things i purposely add regular full calorie ingredients to end my suffering we are not the same 💪 (i am joking not invalidating or shaming anyone ive been there i just want out of this hell)

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i hate the side of recovery that is being so done that all u can do is eat and sleep because your mind is extremely hungry your body extremely weak and now ive been staring into nothingness listening to my stomach make digestive asmr ever since i woke up

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@fruitlii

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3 months

todays girl dinner was a lot of bread. my bread expires soon so i chose to eat as much of it as i want.. it took me 3 youtube videos to eat what i ate and uh yeah i wanted a lot of it apparently.. but did not forcr myself to finish it❤️‍🔥

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@fruitlii

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mom randomly came and brought me fried food and i love that im far enough into recov that i can just eat it and appreciate the gesture despite it being fried and me not knowing what really is in it and despite it being spontaneous recovery win moment

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@fruitlii

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im weight restored and i found someone who loves my body the way it is, he loves holding me and everything something that i didnt have when i was uw, he loves how i look now way more than how i looked then so recov def has good sides too

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@fruitlii

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5 months

todays meals 😇😞 many but tiny

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@fruitlii

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5 months

savory… microwave.. bowl..?

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@fruitlii

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3 months

somehow recovtwt are making me wanna relapse more than edtwt.. and i cant tell if im overly sensitive or just insensitive to their struggles or if they are just being in denial about how fucking much they act like edtwt but wanna put the recov label on it

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@fruitlii

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4 months

has anyone on recovtwt actually ever had overshoot like ofc specialists all back this up but imma need a person to really like speak on their experience because im freaking out over the mere thought and bawling like crazy rn

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@fruitlii

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3 months

english words are so funny.. jacket.. coleslaw.. COLESLAW😭.. beans.. bottom.. beef.. breast.. mole.. membrane.. imbecile.. tissue.. testicle

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@fruitlii

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6 months

YOG BOWLLL the toppings are - a selfmade weetabix cookie with protein chocolate chunks ( but it ended up having a cookie dough typa consistency ) - coconut chunks - raspberries - blackberries - peanut butter - a dextrose lollipop

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@fruitlii

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3 months

yeah like weight gain might hurt mentally but at least im no longer at the verge of peeing and shitting myself every day

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if you want a reality check, being severely underweight means all your muscles get weaker. that includes the muscles that control your bladder and you end up peeing yourself during the night. yes. try to make that aesthetic i’m waiting

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@fruitlii

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5 months

why are people in semi recov nowadays not even semi like theyre really giving edtwt without full starvation but like its still disordered even if it isnt straight up dry fasting.. why is semi even a thing atp 😞

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@fruitlii

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4 months

for the people who think that they will only crave sweets for life i am hungry at 3am. and this is unironically what i want.. even tho i have chocolate at home idk how much of it i’ll eat but im truly craving veggies bread cream cheese and peanut butter?

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@fruitlii

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hi i ate like half of this today and shared everything else with other people here the psych ward is actually not that bad like deadass

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@fruitlii

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3 months

how tf do i cope with being chubby again i wanna cry so much i feel like i can never leave the house ever again i am so huge again..

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@fruitlii

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4 months

my mom baked something snd it feels so rewarding to even be able to try it 🥲

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@fruitlii

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3 months

welcome back to my struggle meals today we have uh stuffed rice paper…..

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@fruitlii

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4 months

i hate half of recovery insta so much for the fact that they literally post content of their past sick self like yes i get it u wanna help and raise awareness but you can talk about past experiences without having us look at the uw body checks

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i am suffering

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@fruitlii

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2 months

sorry for my last take but its painful to see people relapse the entire time like i am wishing for people to be able to stop going in relapse recov circles so i just got a bit irritated, nonetheless i shouldnt have called relapses dumb, sorry about that

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@fruitlii

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3 months

my hunger is beating me again great..

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@fruitlii

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I GOT SNACKS WOO YES YIPPEE (with fructaid pills ofc. otherwise these would kill my stomach) (choccy, raisins, caramel covered peanuts, vitamin caramel nut bar??, lotus donut)

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@fruitlii

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2 months

burfday

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@fruitlii

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5 months

breakfast absolutely immaculate

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@fruitlii

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5 months

literally my recovering body . (it is currently hoarding everything near my organs i learned that it does that on purpose. unfortunately i am not fucking with the mr bobinsky built that i possess rn)

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@fruitlii

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5 months

i made a little microwave cake because 5 months in recov and i cant stop thinking of it but idk if i truly wanna eat it yet..

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@fruitlii

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4 months

also had half of an avocado, 2 pieces of chocolate.. a slice of cheese, biscuits, nuts.. HELP ME PLEADE

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@fruitlii

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4 months

going to drop some of todays eats here to represent my insane ballistic hunger

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@fruitlii

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4 months

@fluffyfinz she wants that best ana award so badly like what was the tweet for 😭

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