@eur1a
hey one of my exes did this every time we saw each other n didn’t care if i was crying n ykw? leaving him was the best decision ever. there’s someone out there that would be sooo much better to you and this guy sure as fuck ain’t him. it’s scary but you got this <3
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╰┈➤23, mdnf
╰┈➤cw:🐮
╰┈➤ugw1:50kg
╰┈➤5’7
╰┈➤agender (they/them)
╰┈➤i like video games, music, and crochet
dni list: fatphobes, homophobes, racists etc
lets be moots!
╰┈➤ ♡/↻ for moots
i’ve come to realisation that one of the things that triggers my ed is the need to be obsessed with something and control it. like when i’m restricting and obsessing i always have something to do or think about and i love that. i have hobbies but this scratches a different itch?
౨ৎᡣ𐭩ྀིྀིnew intro, looking for moots౨ৎᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི
⋆ ˚。⋆23, minors n fatphobes dni⋆ ˚。⋆
⋆.ೃ࿔*:・I like video games, music and crochetೃ࿔*:・
⋆height: 5’7
⋆ cw: fat
⋆ ugw:50kg
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♡/↻ to be moots
already took a lil bite which is why it doesn’t look as nice but dinner is a small bowl of spaghetti bolognaise. i usually have bigger dinners since i don’t rlly eat much during the day but i’m just not feeling it tn
idrk the cals but i know it’s too many :/ he made me some toast w lite margarine n jam n i cut off the crust bc i was trying to get rid of a few calories😅 at least there isn’t much of either?
i think i’m gonna break my fast tn..it’s so hard fasting as an adult for me because my blood sugar just drops sometimes and it makes me feel rlly sick ): i’m so disappointed in myself…
guys i..i hit my gw? i started this time around 115kg i think? or 118 i can’t remember and now i’m 98.9🥹 gotta figure out my next gw now!! also i am drinking tn(:
partners at work so that means i can have whatever i want lol.
i made a pasta salad with a lot more veg than noodles (most of the volume here is cucumbers and radishes) with a little fat free dressing and a l l of the seasonings (:
also i never wanna see anyone romanticising 2 disordered ppl in a relationship. it’s awful bc rn i think we’re both like “i want to say something bc i love this person and care but i’m also literally doing the same or worse” so neither of us rlly say anything?? makes me so sad..
i got an interview in 2 days for a job i actually really want and if all goes well i will be entering my barista era and it WILL become my whole personality
i’m trying not to let calories ruin my night bc i’m rlly having a lot of fun w my partner n friends but every now and then i think abt it n it makes me sad.
for those of us that drink, what’s your hangover food?
if i’m hungover enough mine is bacon. like i get one of those rlly cheap packs of cooking bacon and go to fucking town. that and chicken kebabs if we can afford them. anything greasy and meaty tbh
a little fuel before the walk bc i actually feel pretty sick rn bc of my medication and this level of hunger is just making it worse :/ i’ll probably try to get some protein bars to have after my walk so i feel less shit
tn we are drinking and we are getting snacks and i will NOT feel bad abt it. bad ana ik but its been a rlly stressful week i deserve one night of enjoyment. (i say this but i’ll probably cry abt it tomorrow)
there’s no way my tdee is over 2k cals. HUH?? so if i eat under 2k cals i’ll still loose weight…i don’t rlly believe this is true. like in my head if i eat over 1.2k or something i’m gonna gain or maintain. but ig this is the case if you’re fat?
what if we like…didn’t shame ppl for eating more cals on their period, when they’re sick etc? there’s sometimes points in our lives when we need extra calories and there is absolutely NO reason to make ANYONE feel bad about that. we are HUMANS after all.
NON EDTWT POST:
in the replies i’m going to post some stuff about what’s going on in g4z4. it won’t be much but it’ll be a picture with a description and some links i can find to donate to this cause and/or petitions to sign. whatever i’m able to find honestly.