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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
18 days
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@fatandrepulsive
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4 months
my mom accidentally bought the wrong protein powder andโ€ฆ
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leliana
3 months
@matcharexia doesnโ€™t he have a walking pad or treadmill at his house, also doesnโ€™t really work a real job, so donโ€™t compete with him lol
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
1 year
seeing 14 year olds on here trying to gatekeep edtwt like it matters when you made your account,,, like sit down I made this account when you were 4 I have seniority and I say anyone struggling is welcome here
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leliana
9 months
@H0RRORVOlD are you really disordered if you need others to encourage you to starve like if youโ€™re disordered you starve regardless lol
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
6 years
thread of ED movies!!!
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
10 months
@zoiesoya she looks good but it feels like a sfw onlyf4ns ad
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
2 years
@fleursworld sheโ€™s def lost bc this is what she looked like on dr4g race last night which was filmed a few months ago
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
5 years
ed twit let's start a thread of little things people do/say that trigger you
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4 months
@cskcals Ikr for the cals it should have way more protein
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4 months
@vermin_bin I would type โ€œkysโ€
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4 months
@llamaglama69 itโ€™s a shocking amount of calories to pack into four scoops, gifting it to my cousin whoโ€™s bulking muscle mass tho
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
6 years
The biggest lie ED Twitter has told is that green tea is good
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
so stupid how people think anorexics just don't eat like if that was the case we'd all lose 20 pounds in two weeks and then die
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leliana
9 years
my own body is an appetite suppressant
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
sometimes depression isn't just sadness. it's being angry for no reason, being irritable. it's lashing out and pushing people away because you're just so angry that you are yourself. and no one notices, because they just see yo as moody.
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leliana
6 years
reminder that 1500 is considered a low intake
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leliana
7 years
i have seriously considered doing cocaine for weightloss
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leliana
2 years
@pradachurch It looks like a back brace
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leliana
5 years
I need this body.
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leliana
2 years
her arms
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leliana
8 years
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leliana
7 years
where's my ed movie where the character sits on the toilet for 20 minutes trying to shit
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
6 years
13. Sharing the Secret To deal with the changes in her life, a young girl struggles with an eating disorder. Rating: 10/10. Her disorder wasn't just about her body, and the story is good.
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
can you believe this
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
imagine just eating whatever you want without counting calories or worrying about working it off
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
growing up fat is your dad telling you to "not eat everything in one day" when he got groceries
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growing up skinny culture was having to drink this as a teenager because your mother was concerned you were too skinny
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leliana
7 years
it's so hard accepting that this takes time. one hard workout doesn't give you a thigh gap. not eating one cookie doesn't drop 20 pounds.
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leliana
2 years
she takes up no space
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leliana
7 years
having a fat, fat-shaming family is the worst because i was always taught that being fat is wrong and that i should lose weight but still over fed and shown unhealthy habits
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
can they figure out how to do this to all food
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leliana
6 years
skinnier people have more followers
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
If you're that bitch who votes for people to starve on their polls asking if they should eat or not, delete your account
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
me: im sick of this, im gonna eat what i want and be happy me after eating: what is wrong with me im so fat and disgusting
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
she's such a #thinspo
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leliana
8 years
it's 2017 why isn't there 0 calorie brownies
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
WARNING: If a "proana" account tells you share nude/revealing pictures to "critique" your body, THEY ARE A PEDOPHILE.
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leliana
6 years
1. Starving in Suburbia (aka Thinspiration) A teenager becomes obsessed with the online proana community, resulting in her developing an ED. Rating: 7/10. Kind of cheesy, but hits close to home.
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
1 year
@coffeeegoddess I donโ€™t trust this comic because I can tell it was drawn by a man
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
4 years
@rakiakoffee a while ago someone on here catfished as her and made posts saying how they needed to lose weight and how gross they were so honestly I understand why she dislikes this community so much
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
9 years
wakes up: fat gets dressed: fat doesn't eat: fat exercises: fat does homework: fat works: fat showers: fat sleeps: fat wakes up: fat
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
if you're new to ed twitter and someone tells you to leave before it's too late. leave.
@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
i scrolled back to 4 years ago, before i started hating myself the way i do now. before i started crying over calories. before i started cutting. before i entered whatever this hell is. i was 14.
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
6 years
15. Starved Actually a TV show, but portrays different types of EDs with a variety of people. Rating: 10/10. Loved how it wasn't just about a teenage girl. Plus Sterling K. Brown.
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
i need my ribs to show #thinspo
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
ending the day with #thinspo
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leliana
8 years
i've had this twitter for so long that i've seen other users come and go, and the ones that just suddenly leave with no goodbye scare me
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
i am utterly obsessed with this picture
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leliana
6 years
6. Kate's Secret A housewife juggles battling bulimia, her relationship with her husband, and taking care of their daughter. Rating: 9/10. I like how she isnt just a struggling teenager, and overall pretty realistic.
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
i just want to look like this. is that too much to ask for?
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
9 years
when depression makes you want to sleep forever and anxiety keeps you up at night so you're always tired
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leliana
5 years
@thnhob on one hand she knows what shes doing, on the other hand its satirical bc of the "eat a burger" narrative
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leliana
11 years
CAN EVERYONE PLEASE TWEET THIS TO @TheEllenShow http://t.co/wjLrOlb69Z
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leliana
8 years
i just want to look like this #thinspo
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leliana
7 years
i just want to stop eating and be lightheaded and skinny and float away
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leliana
8 years
#thinspo for today. discipline. restrict. lose.
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leliana
6 years
just saw that a girl who was super skinny in high school has gained weight and I literally got happy what is wrong with me
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leliana
9 months
@kcalcherries Last year I walked past her on the sidewalk in Manhattan, early morning, I was so sure it was herโ€ฆ.. and she was so tiny
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
me: boys ain't shit! lose weight for yourself! also me: i need to be skinny for him to like me
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7 years
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leliana
6 years
9. Likeness A short film, an artistic and symbolic portrayal of eating disorders. Rating: 8/10. Kind of weird but hey, its art.
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leliana
6 years
2. To The Bone A young girl enters recovery under the guise of an eccentric doctor. Rating: 6/10. I wish there wasn't a romance subplot and sometimes Ellen gets annoying.
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leliana
7 years
don't understand how people can have actual pictures of their faces as profile pics on ed twitter im terrified of being discovered
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
2 years
@lassitwt what else could the coquette โ€œold moneyโ€ aesthetic mean
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
my ultimate body goal #thinspo
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leliana
9 years
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
welcome to ed twitter where the fat girls get mad when the not fat girls say they're fat and the not fat girls think they're fat because they feel like the fat girls
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leliana
2 years
@moonlightkcal part of me thinks sheโ€™s lying idk I donโ€™t understand this hm Iโ€™ve been recommended this unhealthy and disordered diet let me share it to my public platform on the app with the most impressionable tweens
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leliana
7 years
stop telling people their body checks are goals, you're encouraging their disorder
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leliana
6 years
skinny people complain how they just can't put on weight but if they actually started getting fat they would freak out
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leliana
1 year
โญ๏ธTHREADโญ๏ธ triggering things said on supersize vs superskinny in chronological order
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
i need to remember that im doing this to look like this #thinspo #bodygoals #perfection
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leliana
8 years
#thinspo body goals
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
7 years
Instagram model: only posts in makeup, probably sucking in and posed to look her smallest me: why can't I look like that
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leliana
9 years
eating disorders aren't wintergirls and cassie ainsworth they are endless self hatred and starving to death
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leliana
8 years
fast motivation i guess?? #thinspo anyway...
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leliana
7 years
unfair how it's easy to gain weight quickly but to lose it quickly you have to go through hell
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leliana
5 years
one for me is "I can eat so much and never gain weight!"
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leliana
2 years
@brutalismus3003 does she mean like actual batteries or is that internet speak I donโ€™t understand
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leliana
7 years
if you're some creep who made an ED account just to prey on young, disordered girls, go fuck yourself
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leliana
2 years
@stormsp0 but what did they even do to it to get it so high calorie ??? egg whites are so low cal this is devious
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leliana
7 years
PSA: i will physically fight anyone who votes "fat" on a poll regarding someones picslip
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leliana
7 years
Can it get cold already so i can hide my fat in an oversized hoodie
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leliana
7 years
wish i could be tastefully overweight, and have a good proportioned body. I accumulate so much weight in my stomach and have a flat chest and it's awful
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leliana
8 years
people who aren't mentally ill don't understand how refreshing it is to have a community of people like you to talk to, like ED twitter
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leliana
7 years
depression: fucking die anxiety: but what about everything you need to do? ed: you can't die fat bitch
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leliana
8 years
ED twitter used to be peaceful but now there's an upsurge of proanas and people who think they can coach a disease
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leliana
7 years
i want to be skinny enough to go to the thrift store and just get some cute clothes that don't make me look fatter
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leliana
8 years
if talking down to yourself burned calories i would have reached my goal weight ages ago
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leliana
7 years
hello followers what food are we crying about today
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leliana
9 years
gotta lose as much weight as possible so i can be thinner when i visit my grandmother in new jersey #thinspo
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leliana
3 years
@opheliakgs I am as well and it feels romantic
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leliana
7 years
I still have time to lose at least 10 pounds before school starts
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leliana
9 years
#thinspo to keep me strong making christmas cookies
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leliana
10 years
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leliana
8 years
"if you eat like an animal, you deserve to look like one" i have never felt so disgusted with food until now
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@fatandrepulsive
leliana
8 years
fave this for a drawing inspired by your account โคโคโค
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leliana
7 years
i dont see other people's fat bodies and think they're gross. they are fine. I see my fat body and want to vomit because im disgusting
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leliana
7 years
proanas rave about skipping dinner and starving and restriction but count a slice of pizza as 120
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