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˚✧₊ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ bella . | 20 | recoverytwt (tw?)

9 months

bella | 19 | she/her anorexia, arfid, bpd ed since 2016/2017 in recov since 4th jan 2024 i love my cat!! i am giving recovery a real shot this time i keep in contact with my edtwt moots tho x ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Looking for more recovtwt moots!! <3

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Recover before you have to get tubed this shit is so fucked and miserable and I wouldn’t wish this on any of you

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

This is the worst feeling in the world. They said it would feel weird but they never said it would hurt. My nose hurts and the tape keeps coming off because I’m crying and it’s just not nice

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I don’t usually clap back like this but it had to be done, this is actually disgusting behaviour, their whole account is calling people with eds fat and then bragging about how skinny they are :/ like I’m actually horrified by how horrendous this behaviour is Blocked them btw

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

iPad kid behaviour despite being 19 yrs old. Nurses keep mistaking me for 14-16 yrs old so I guess it doesn’t matter that much lol. It’s funny because everytime I go to buy alcohol etc I get mistaken for a kid as well (I’m Australian so legal age is 18 btw)

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Work dinner outfit !!

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

@shutcho7 Consider it longer because I promise this is not worth it :(

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

You know what, it may be bad and feel horrible but at least my iv pole thingy is pink on the bottom

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Me in the bathroom today trying to quietly complain about the itchy cannula and the room I’m in before all of the other people were put in with me

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

It doesn’t hurt like it did before but it’s also 3:30am and I still can’t sleep, hospital noise and all, there’s no beds free in the medical ward so I’m still in the emergency ward and there is a guy yelling and stuff. I’m still scared but hopefully this is for the best

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Finally getting to wear real clothes after being in hospital!! Got officially discharged and got the tube out yesterday !!

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

The amount of friends I’ve gained and relationships that have been repaired after my ex gf left me is insane, it’s almost like being with her made my life worse and pushed all of my friends away and pushed me to do shit I didn’t want to do and controlled me…

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

New cannula vibes I’ve got so many random little red spots and bruising in my arms from all the blood tests and stuff

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

@fadingMoth Thank you 🤍 the nurses and stuff are very nice it’s just tough

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

My girlfriend broke up with me today over text, we were together for 2 & a half years. Im so upset and I’m so angry. I cant believe she did it over text & while I’m in hospital. It means Im never going to get to see the cat again either :( im so distraught, my world feels like-

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

The nurse that changed my feed thing is so nice, she said she struggled w/ similar issues when she was younger & she said she is really proud of me for coming in. I really like her. She got me the diazepam for the anxiety bc I literally cannot sleep despite it being quiet & dark

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Guess who’s allowed to have small amounts of solids now!!! I had ice cream :-) The menu is shit and not very autistic ARFID friendly :/ I literally do not eat anything they have other than the stuff that is ticked because of sensory issues

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Update! The placement of my tube is way better now & it doesn’t really hurt, it’s uncomfy in my throat but better! Very thankful for that. I’m being kept inpatient (I’m accepting treatment willingly even tho it’s the hardest shit I’ve ever had to do). I’m going to be on the tube-

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

I want to be small again. I want to be small again. I want to be small again. I want to be small again. I want to be small again. I NEED to be small again. I NEED to be small again. I NEED to be small again. I NEED to be small again. I NEED to be small again.

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Me in my new car!!!

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

Wish I knew this sooner smh

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

@lungspo Honestly I’d watch mukbangs if they all had the Cals in the corner

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@fairy_heartz

6 months

Okay so be real with me should I go blonde :o

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Me thinking about how long it’s going to take to reverse 8 years of ed thoughts & how hard recovery is going to be 😭

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Before bed, just wanted to make it clear, I don’t mind if you’re in active ed or recovery or anywhere in between you are all welcome here and loved 🫶🏻

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@fairy_heartz

5 months

A lady in the class brought a camera and asked to take my picture and sent these to me 🫶🏻 I look busted af but I thought it might be worth sharing :-)

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

When they didn’t screw the feed thing wasn’t screwed in properly last night by the nurse that flushed it so I woke up all gross :/

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

When out on the weekend and has so so so much fun 🤍

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

What I ate in hospital inpatient & hospital home leave for ed lol 🫡 I never posted it but thought it might be vaguely interesting (A thread!!) Heads up I’m a really REALLY picky eater.. so they let me bring my own food from home

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

What I wore on Christmas Day with my family 🫶🏻

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I went private and have changed my password because she was going through this account & using shit against me, I have a feeling she was reading my messages & everything. She definitely went through all my messages on my main ig acc & other stuff cause she said she did. I feel -

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

@xeromeena I’m Autistic on edtwt but I won’t put it in my bio because people immediately only have negative things to say :(

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Had to go private because some shit has gone down

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

I do think I’m going to recover for real this time, I like the support of edtwt tho so I am going to be occasionally active <3 the support I get here is something I need and want and I like you guys :D

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˚✧₊ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ bella . | 20 | recoverytwt (tw?)

@fairy_heartz

9 months

Gotta start working on my list I made in hospital!! Getting my life back and making things better for myself <3 I get to go back to work in 2 weeks and I’m so excited, got a work dinner on the 3rd and I’m so keen cause we’re going out after!!!

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˚✧₊ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ bella . | 20 | recoverytwt (tw?)

@fairy_heartz

10 months

The amount of love & support I have received on my recent posts about recovery & struggling & being in hospital has truely warmed my heart 😭😭😭 thank you all so much from the very bottom of my heart 🫶🏻🫶🏻🤍🤍🤍 Would you guys be interested in me posting my recovery journey?

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˚✧₊ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ bella . | 20 | recoverytwt (tw?)

@fairy_heartz

1 year

Edtwt thread!! 🧵🪡 | eating disorder documentaries and movies ~ my personal collection 2017 onwards

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Me and my tea on my day off 😻😻 very yummy

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

ive been having trouble keeping up with following people back, if you would like to be moots & want me to follow you back please let me know!! (I dont tend to follow anyone under the age of 17, I dont mind you guys following me it just feels wrong for me to if that makes sense??)

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˚✧₊ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ bella . | 20 | recoverytwt (tw?)

@fairy_heartz

8 months

Todays outfit!! Featuring the new shirt I bought B-))

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Todays outfit B-)

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

benefits of recovery i’ve noticed & things it’s done for me <3 . ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀ . * ongoing thread 🎀

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Me today before work :D can we talk about how healthy my hair looks omg it hasn’t looked like this in years :O the curls are just from air drying this is crazy

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

The work fit while on my 10 ⭐️

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I’m literally in hospital and so many parts of me still believe I’m not sick enough to be here

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

You can see the pain in my eyes everytime i can’t wrap my hand around my upper arm. Anyway bodycheck af but also work outfit, need to do washing cause I’m running out of work clothes

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Me when I got my period and I can’t walk because of the pain

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Being doing well, just wanted to pop in and let you guys know I’m alright, still processing the breakup but I’m more angry than sad, she’s spreading lies about me and talking shit online which is so rude because I’d never do that to her. I got to go on home leave yesterday & -

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

My sadness about the break up is mainly anger now. I’m so fucking angry and upset I want to scream. I can’t do any of my coping mechanisms because they are bad and I’m confined to a hospital bed in bed rest. If I was here I’d be spiralling out of control.

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Todays outfit! I feel like the sweater makes me look boxy but it’s raining and cold today 😭 also the earrings!! I love them!!

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Also it’s been made clear to me that my ex girlfriend (I know you’re seeing this) has been stalking this account despite me going private so that’s why I haven’t been posting, she is still violating my privacy and shit even tho I’ve gone no contact. You can’t be the one who-

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@fairy_heartz

2 years

I don’t even know why I bother saying anything here no one interacts on edtwt :/

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Being hospitalised and tubed was kind of traumatic ngl, I never want to have to go through that again. It turns out that I shouldn’t have been discharged so early, I’ve still got tachycardia & my weight wasn’t high enough & they kind of threw me out as quick as possible probably-

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Todays outfit! Featuring the new skirt and halter top!! ⭐️🤍 Was a bit nervous to post it tbh cause I’m hella bloated in this

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

This 1500cals every day in my nose is really starting to freak me out, Im nearly at the end of my 1st 1 & Im terrified. the intrusive thought to unplug the tube & let it drip into a cup or pull it out entirely is getting stronger. I know I shouldnt do that, its very conflicting

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

A dress because it is warm today, I can’t stop looking at how wide my legs are :/ also feeling really nauseous from my meds so that’s cool

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Flora and her 4 babies, I think this is all of them, they’re so tiny 😭🤍💕

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@fairy_heartz

7 months

THE USERNAME HAS BEEN CHANGED It’s like I’ve gotta a step further away from my ed in a way??? Kinda cool of recovery era me B-))

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@fairy_heartz

7 months

Little miss outfit for work today 🎀

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I really dont think edtwt is as toxic & vile as people think it is (obviously some bits of it are). Ive gotten so much love, support & caring words from people here. When something happens we look after eachother & are there to listen & assure eachother it will be okay 🤍

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@fairy_heartz

2 years

@flowrgirl4 That’s awful, you deserve someone who will stay by your side when things are hard :( you can do this <3

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I’m getting increasingly more worried about the feeds and gaining weight, I feel like I can see myself getting bigger already and it’s freaking me out a lot.

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I’ve been hospitalised 🧍🏻‍♀️

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@fairy_heartz

6 months

Guys pls don’t stress if you are on edtwt and I follow you/you follow me, I am so desensitised at this point that it’s not even funny xD I will not get triggered and I want to stay moots 😭😭

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

iv vitamins vibes

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Todays outfit!!!! 🤍🎀🤍

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Outfit in the staff bathroom and a picture of me at work our boss asked us to send :D ⭐️

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@fairy_heartz

2 years

@shyhousewife This is so funny.

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

Not me making the ugliest faces ever xD but also my outfit for work today!!!

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Been moved to the mental ward, it’s night time so we’ll see how it goes in the morning, seems like it might be a bit hectic

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Disclaimer: I am not saying this in a fatphobic way at all!! I just think the irony of the situation is funny The person across from me in the room was moved & now a woman w/ complications from severe obesity is across from me, the way im having complications from anorexia & -

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

@Sleepy_L0v3r It’s actually horrendous, like seriously I hope you never have to go through this 😭😭

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@fairy_heartz

7 months

Someone was in the splash zone xD Flora is a really messy eater and this baby just happened to be standing across from her around the milk plate xD

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@fairy_heartz

4 months

Me when I’m 20 now 😻😻

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

I had so so so much fun!! We went downtown for drinks after dinner and it was so good, I’m so excited to go back to work with these people next week!!! I just got home and it is time for bed!! Goodnight my loves!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

I’ve been drawing on my iPad 😻😻

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

While I’m on the tube I can only have water because of the refeeding syndrome. I’m scared for the meal plan after :(

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

Todays outfit !! I’ve finished work and I did the mannequins so I spent an hour and a half playing dress up lol

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

It’s starting to sink in that im going to be here for a while :( I initially thought that I was only going to be here for 2-4 days but now its confirmed that it will be at least 2 weeks & that if I stabilise and if I don’t have to go to the psych ward :( I’m going to miss so much

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I’ve wanted to get my nails done for so long but couldn’t because it made my ex annoyed at the thought that I wouldn’t be able to do lesbian related activities, when I get out I’m getting my nails done

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I feel like documenting my journey is a good way to keep me going because I can look back on how much pain and suffering my ed has caused me and hopefully I will be happy one day and I can see the difference

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@fairy_heartz

2 years

Posted this on my public Instagram today, be 100% honest do I look fat? Like I feel like my arms and my stomach look really big :(

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

If you want to get followed back drop a comment here!! I got really lost in following people back when I was in hospital 😭😭 I also do have a circle if you want to be in it <3

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

Floras baby bump is so big :o she’s gotta have these kittens soon for sure

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

@xxTana_ My ed has taken so much from me and I’m so sick of hurting people by being so sick, I do want to recover I think I’m just so so scared but I want to stay strong 🤍

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

I only just noticed this omg :O y’all really are supporting me through the hardest thing I’m ever going to go through ❤️‍🩹

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@fairy_heartz

1 year

I’ve gained weight I’m gross I’m too ashamed to tell you guys how much but here’s an outfit video bodycheck thing lol

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Still on continuous feeds, I had to have my cannula taken out because it moved weird & started putting stuff in my tissue instead of my vein. It made a really sore bump on my arm that should go away soon. They put a new one in my wrist cause I have massive arm veins lol, its -

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

tw (mention of sh) I got so overwhelmed w/ my ed thoughts & guilt last night that I cut for the 1st time since around a week before I was hospitalised. the worst part is that it took all the bad away, I felt better. I hate that making myself bleed calms me to my core :(

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@fairy_heartz

8 months

My biggest battle lately 😻😻

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@fairy_heartz

5 months

Me at a gully ⭐️

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@fairy_heartz

10 months

Trying my best to read and reply to all of your lovely comments, im sorry if I’ve missed any! Also goodmorning!! The tube feels less weird but still so strange at the same time

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@fairy_heartz

9 months

my reasons to recover!! ~ 🎀 ~ an ongoing thread to keep motivation ⭐️

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@fairy_heartz

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