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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

14 days

manifesting i get my old body back 🙏

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

when i was inpatient for the first time and i lost weight so fast

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

1 month difference 😌 still my biggest achievement ( old photo )

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@fadingaawwayy

11 months

speedrunning to my ugw

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

do i look like i’ve lost weight since the first photo? second pic is me rn

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@fadingaawwayy

3 months

bmi 15 vs 22

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

@Seelystrings i water fasted most days and i wasn’t there for my ed so the staff didn’t care

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

14 days

13 days of inpatient so far

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

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haven’t been active much

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

11 months

@3ndol0ris mostly fasting and occasionally having a protein bar

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

@rainisthin i fasted most days and the days i did eat my intake was around 300

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

1. I drank a non harmful natural laxative every morning and night, it works so well with getting rid of bloating and water retention 2. I took a probiotic every evening when my mom came to visit

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

5 months

face reveal no one asked for 😛

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

3. I was eating around 300-900 calories a day and water fasted 2 times a week if i was able to. I had 2 cheat days in that month where i allowed myself to eat whatever i wanted. 4. I drank a lot of diet drinks and water throughout the day.

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

10 months

weight loss has slowed down a lot but im going to start fasting again

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

10 months

how did i think i was overweight? bro i wanna be this thin again

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

8 months

the time i swallowed a knife ( repost )

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

5 months

missing when i was thin

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

8. i mainly lived off of protein bars, poke bowls and yoghurt 9. during the day i would distract myself by playing on my switch, drawing and scrolling on twitter and tiktok 10. whenever i got really hungry i used very unhealthy coping strategies ( i wouldn’t recommend )

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

8 months

bmi 22 - 16 ( old pictures )

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

5. I would occasionally pace back and forth in my room but not very often 6. The meals where mostly very boring so i would wait till my mom brought me food 7. I mostly always skipped breakfast and would occasionally eat lunch

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

9 months

going back on adhd meds tomorrow so im definitely going to lose a lot of weight + pics of me on adhd meds

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

@xxessro no, i layed in bed all day since i wasn’t allowed outside and i was to nervous to do anything

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

ੈ✩‧₊˚ wieiad psych ward thread ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

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@fadingaawwayy

1 year

11. i drank a lot of caffeine as a appetite suppressant

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

@plutosangeI bmi 20 -> bmi 16

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

@loloatonaa yess i’ll make one tomorrow

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

i miss my old legs second pic is me rn

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

10 months

more old pics🥲

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

recent bodychecks / trying to get back to my lw

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

i made a notion to keep me accountable and so far its helping me so much<33 i love it

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

@Felixrzk_x3 fasting most days and the days i did eat my intake was around 300 cals

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

hi to all my new followers :) i am going to post the thread tomorrow because i forgot. here is a older body check ( i’m aware my knees have faces )

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@fadingaawwayy

2 months

hate hospital

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

new motivation to restrict is so i look thin in these leggings

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

🪴 🌱 <3 this is my first ever thread i hope it helps :)

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

5 months

i love walks!! i can’t wait till im home and i can go for walks whenever i want

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

hey sorry for being so inactive i’ve been so mentally drained. i’ll start posting more again

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

9 months

@192000goth it’s real. it was a suicide attempt

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

outfit i wore yesterday to see @f4dingaw4y i gained so much weight but i’ll lose it again quickly

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

i posted a thread on how i did this <3

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

18 days

@melacherie aww i hate my boobs sm but this makes me feel a lot better ty lol

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

3 months

what bmi did my arm look here

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

my habit of swallowing things when i’m upset is so bad. i swallowed a spoon a few days ago and it got stuck in my throat. they had to push it down to my stomach and then i got it surgically removed. i need to stop

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

15 days

im deleting the thread. sorry to anyone i upset

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

15 days

tried to off myself this morning and now i have to stay in the isolation room for a few days now. im allowed my phone but i have to charge it at the office and i am allowed to smoke now ( with staff supervision ) lolzies .. :/ i wish this wasn’t my life

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

@minsthinspo omg this is my photo cute

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

9 months

@Willowzzi it’s real. it was a suicide attempt bc im stuck in the psych ward and dont have many options

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

the batteries i swallowed a few weeks ago plss it’s funny

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

@Deathlyskinny it is

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

2 years

i was getting so close why did i ruin it for myself / old bodychecks

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

what to see in this thread: - body checks - daily calories - food pics - weigh ins

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

5 months

:)

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

11 months

hi guys! im bored and sad so please ask me random questions so i have a distraction i’d appreciate it <3

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

15 days

the nurses here hate me, i hate me, the internet hates me

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

8 months

im going to do euthanasia soon ill finally have rest in my head. i’ve been fighting to long with mental illness. i cant handle it anymore

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

08/7 saturday total: 1200 calories ✧.* overate today because my mom brought me donuts and they looked so good

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

i’m done with recovery i’ve been losing weight again since i got the endoscopy since when i eat i’m in to much pain. it made me realise i don’t want to recover because i love losing weight and seeing myself skinnier. i’m determined to lose the recovery weight

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

8 months

gonna make a thread of old bodychecks from when i was skinny to motivate me

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

should i start posting on my wieiad in inpatient thread again? idk

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

5 days

mutuals anyone?

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

2 years

i feel gross because i binged on like 6000 calories yesterday but here is a bodycheck

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

2 years

look at how big i’m getting ! so fun xx

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

1 year

@El1scorner @somarexic i bought it a long time ago on amazon but i can’t find the exact brand just look up “ natural laxative “ and there are a lot of similar ones

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

my brain is so fucked up from childhood trauma i won’t be able to live a normal life ever. i hurt the people i love because im scared ill lose them. i don’t want to live anymore. i can’t be like this

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

a patient bought me fries last night i feel so guilty im gonna restrict more now

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

8 months

i feel so bad for my best friend and my mom. but they will be okay without me

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

5 months

finally leaving the psychiatric hospital after being here for 9 months!! going home in 8 days yayya

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

5 days

staff here don’t care if i don’t eat so it’s going so good and they’re triggering me a lot by saying things like “i can see why you want to lose weight” loll motivation

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@fadingaawwayy

1 year

got squishmallows for me and @f4dingaw4y they are cute

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@fadingaawwayy

3 days

my best friend ditched me bc i’m struggling and she doesn’t find excitement in me anymore!! she found someone else she has more fun with but i’m to sad and unwell for her even tho she advocates online for mental health👎🥲i’m sad and lonely honestly i’m at rock bottom rn

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

7 months

i’ve made such a good friend here in the psych ward and she’s leaving tomorrow. i’m so happy for her but i’ll miss her so much.

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@fadingaawwayy

8 months

@calsareevil @slutfordietcock the recent proves nothing. you are leaning forward sorry babes but you look the exact same

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@fadingaawwayy

18 days

@dextrodoe no i didn’t work out at all

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

2 years

hii i’m looking for more edtwt mutuals ! 🖤 - 17, she/her - ana - 175 cm 55kg? / ugw 40kg - sw 66 kg / lw 47 kg - i like art and gaming ♡/↻ to be mutuals :) #edtwt

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*ೃ༄ 𝗲𝘃𝗮┇𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 🪴

@fadingaawwayy

2 months

never i’ll find a friend l thales xanax pergitpoon and suffentlu she gets mad at me for speaking with her bc on my mu perscrijberbleee

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@fadingaawwayy