@unreadablegurl
as a dessert lover they taste like normal ice cream just a bit less thick? and also there’s barely any toppings so it’s mostly vanilla but i still love it
just did kpop dances i look so silly cause idk the dances i just try to follow along but as long as it burns cals 😭 need an apple watch to count how many tho aaaa
if i go on vacation for like a week and eat whatever without counting, i hope all my progress won’t be ruined ; i don’t want to ruin the whole trip for everyone by talking abt cals + i wanna enjoy new things in a new place
vent
im tired of never being good enough and also never being bad enough. none of my mental illnesses, ed, anything are ever enough for ppl to care they just think im overreacting. i’m tired of everyone being rude to me lately and being too sensitive to handle it, im just tired
i need to lose chest fat sooo bad i wanna wear cute bralettes and dainty tank tops this summer (i am a 34H at 115lbs … yea my body is so disproportionate)
i wonder why my heart rate is always high and hurting and then i omad complete junk food every day maybe i need to eat a damn salad i just hate healthy food ugh and we have nothing at home
@mitskigetsit
there’s many sayings about “never ask a woman her weight” even for non-disordered ppl, sure some ppl may find it funny but im j saying i wouldn’t say that about my friend yk
i’ve like never exercised a day in my life but maybe i’ll try so i can eat and then exercise the cals off..might go to the gym w my bf or do yt workouts/kpop dances
life would be perfect if i could get a normal meal at breakfast places like idk an egg and meat but no, i must have my nutella crepe with all the sides every time and then starve the rest of the day
this might sound so bad but i just wish i had fucking ana instead of being trapped in a b/p cycle i physically can’t starve myself how do y’all do it 😞
i’ve like never exercised a day in my life but maybe i’ll try so i can eat and then exercise the cals off..might go to the gym w my bf or do yt workouts/kpop dances
only plus side to bpd/anxiety is that my bf mentions another girls name and i instantly go shit out the last weeks worth of constipation and no im not joking i just did that