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@dw_sb_apologist

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Life was so much simpler then 💜
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I think we nailed it
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Well….. I couldn’t find the man in the canoe because I was laughing too hard (I will fight if you try and steal this) #CreationJax #JaxCon
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Am I going to become a meme? Maybe so #SPNNash
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I clearly just peaked at 27 years old
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Canoe op: cockles edition ( @SDeeg13 @alishabless13 are my partners in crime and god bless them)
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Jensen didn’t seem to fully realize what it was until i dropped it at his feet and Shelley went “[they] want you to get in it” and i went “the man in the canoe” He starts laughing, im about to piss my pants laughing as he tries to get INTO the tiny canoe 🤣 my second photo is
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Well….. I couldn’t find the man in the canoe because I was laughing too hard (I will fight if you try and steal this) #CreationJax #JaxCon
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Last panel I’m uploading until I get actual WiFi 💀
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DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE
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I’m just saying…….
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@mishacollins
Misha Collins
2 months
During my break from #SPNIndy this afternoon, I was wandering downtown where I saw a travel and hospitality convention that had people painting sneakers. I asked if I could participate. They said it was a private party. I said, “Cool! Can I join?” They didn’t know who I
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I’m not sorry
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And it’s done 💙💚 a very special thankful to @valderie for helping bring my vision to life. This show saved me all those years ago, and I will forever be grateful for the community it has brought me today
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@kunerksterphoto
AnnaKunerksterPhotos
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I’m going to just play the game by myself If you see it, keep it going #SaveTheWinchesters #RenewGothamKnights
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My happy place 💜💜💜🥰🥰🥰 #SPNAustin
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Con weekend reminders: Retweet directly from photogs. Don’t crop ops. Give people space if they want space. Don’t comment on peoples bodies. Don’t throw fits about the numbers of ops people have. Enjoy either the con or the content #SPNAustin
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The FOMO for Dallas is real yall 😕 But at least I have all my memories from Vegas
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4 years
Maybe accidentally bonded with @kimrhodes4real over being giant toddlers (definitely not an insult) during that Tik Tok live. The pouty face killed me
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Rob never explicitly saying he wasn’t gonna be on TW but also hinting that it was just the other guys of LS and then showing up as the pianist will never not be funny to me
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It’s been three long years trying to get this silverware from @TheOnlyDJQualls and it finally happened! Worlds shittiest game show winners are actual winners m, eventually #spnbur #spnburbank #burcon
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I got myself an iPad in hopes of starting to create art when I’ve always been told I couldn’t. My first spn piece is this- Jensen during the RC concert (original photo by @DitchLilyTiger ). Don’t let others tell you that you can’t 💚
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Money CAN buy happiness folks
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@PicturesFoIder
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#SPNOH #SPNColumbus Here’s my recording of the cockles panel 💙💚 (Please know that I am holding my phone and I have tremors)
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4 months
Last panel I’m uploading until I get actual WiFi 💀
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2 years
Friendly reminder that fake allyship is just as harmful as saying outright homophobic things… and our community doesn’t forget harmful words spoken against us.
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The man, the myth, the chaos. HBD to the reason I got my first son tattoo (image 3) Nov is not soon enough 😭
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Alright folks here it is. THEE cockles panel from Burbank 💙💚
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@corrupt_touch Cringe is dead. Destiel is forever
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2 years
@hellertrash I also heard this and agree, especially after watching the finale. He wouldn’t have had enough time and this season was truly about Dean’s journey to finding some peace. I hope we can have Dean find his true ending and that be with Cas but I hung my clown shoes up
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@jolauriang I can’t 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (Jensen no longer fearing the CW sniper is really real)
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If you see this, keep it going! #RenewGothamKnights
@jolauriang
🤍 Laren | FakeJenFan 🤍
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If you see it, keep going. #RenewGothamKnights
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Money buys squishes. Squishes bring happiness. End tweet.
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mel
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“Money doesn’t buy happiness-” RESPECTFULLY SHUT THE FUCK UP BECAUSE YES IT LITERALLY DOES.
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TW: pet death, grief “Goodbye goodbye goodbye, you were bigger than the whole sky.” We adopted Bradley in 2015 and his life was not an easy one, but we gave him the best years we could. 💔
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Him with a massive grin and I’m just giggling like a gremlin next to him. Anyways, do the things even if they scare you because you do truly only live once
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Them 💙💚
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@buffys
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“they’re insane for this” and it’s just two people staring at each other
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Me: I’m done with CE… it’s so expensive, etc etc etc CE: … what about Winchesters cast? Me: …………… sold
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Here have a photo
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Do the thing, be yourself. If people judge you for being yourself, fuck them 📸: @GranuailleLing
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Me and @GranuailleLing : look it’s “I have daddy issues” and “Dean has daddy issues” 🤣 Unhinged #SPNOH
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The hat has been acquired yall
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Austin day 1! See yall around (hugs and/or selfies welcome!!) #SPNAustin
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(Not sorry for the selfie spam) but damn I’m hot and I’m so ready for this concert
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4 months
Hey remember folks!!! Someone’s mental health is not a punch line, it’s not something that should be weaponized. I don’t care if it’s someone you don’t like. Do Not Use Mental Health Against Someone. Period. End tweet.
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CW: SH and SI I think one of the worst parts of this is how many folks Jai/Val/SHAC put in serious crisis. I have seen multiple people talk about it, and I personally suffered from severe SI in august and November because of them. This isn’t haha funny, this is peoples lives.
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I’m not gonna share all of my own photos this weekend because I’m to a point of being “these are mine” but these two make my con every time 💜💜 I love them so so much and everything they bring to cons and fandom
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All black you say? (Don’t ask what’s happening I don’t remember)
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Remember that disabled folks are working twice as hard to get half the recognition non disabled folx are. They have to fight three times as hard for the same basic human rights non disabled folx have. They get excluded from venues and events simply because venues refuse to help.
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Burbank bound in @__ellie ’s amazing art 🥰
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You changed me Dean 💚
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I sent my email, and I encourage my friends and followers to do the same. Steph’s story isn’t the only one I know. DHJ has always creeped me out and I have never had an interest in getting his attention. Listen as people speak up, we don’t do this for attention.
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It’s a shitty video but it is a video of the whole panel. I’ll post a link once it’s done. My tremors were bad and I was far back 😭
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#NewProfilePic Realized how many of my pfps are Jensen and went nah this has gotta change
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I do have M’s panel, you’ll have to ignore me yelling about no socks in the beginning
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1 year
I KNEW JANE DOE WAS IN SPN!!! She played Vesta in born again virgin episode 😂
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1 year
I LEAVE IN LESS THAN 2 DAYS YALL!!! #spnjax #spnjacksonville #cejax #cejacksonville (what hashtag are we using)
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@FudgeTexas @AilesduSoleil He sure did and then proceeded to struggled to get his feet in the canoe
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“I’m a just a goat with hair!” -Kim 🤣🤣🤣 #CreationJax #JaxCon
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“How long have you and your spouse been together?” Me:…. “I don’t have a spouse” Them: “oh whose that in your pfp” (Once they saw the full photo they knew who he was “oh that’s Cas”)
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@aussiesarbear I hope gifs count, if not I have more photos 😂 (PC to @kreespa @__ellie , and if someone knows the third one please let me know!)
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My actual happy place is right here with Bri 💜💜💜💜
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Today’s photo ops! Absolutely love these ladies and love how personable with all their fans 😍😍😍
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Except SPN con goers: they are the outliers and should not be counted
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@bookish_bees Spot the difference ( I know I have the other angle, this is just the first one I found)
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Choices have been made @mattcohen4real
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Destiel is THEE queerbait, you shouldn’t let your child use n @zi terms and if someone makes you feel unsafe why haven’t you blocked them?
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Today was a good op day 💙
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@abeautifulswan Can a m&g live selfie count?
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@comconliverpool Hmmmmmmm love to see organizations inviting abusers /sarcastic Stop inviting actors who actively hurt folks in the fandom you are getting a lot of money from
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Find me around this weekend! I have stickers (CO stickers, dinosaur stickers (tomorrow evening) and a few fandom stickers) as well as some mini ducks and Wayward Podcast pins! I’m in G28 in the theater or catch me around #SPNAustin
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It’s balloon day!
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The blood on my teeth begins to taste like a poem, like religion, like the way you look at me.
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@WaywardCoug Don’t leave us hanging
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PC: @3saPhotography (Honestly all the photos photogs have gifted us of JA at cons…)
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@symmoira
deni
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what’s one photo of your fave that fucked you up so bad you couldn’t think of anything else for days?
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There’s so many……
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@inpainla67
emmie
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what’s THEE photo of jensen ackles
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I don’t talk too much about my old life on main anymore but hi yes I was a carnivore keeper for two years, one in Oregon and one in Kansas. I’ve worked with lions, tigers, bears, cheetahs, jaguars, Amur leopards, snow leopards, clouded leopards, servals, lynx, 1/3
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This is love 💜💜
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A screenshot thread because receipts live forever: 🧵 Please note that unless the person is someone who has already directly named, I will be redacting names/pfp. I will also be holding myself accountable in this thread. I caused harm. I have made amends.
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Wait this is funnier because wtf is wrong with me
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“Knowing you has changed me” I was at JAX and then running through airports today but this show, this cast, these characters are all a huge part of who I was, and who I became. 3 years ago, we lost Cas and no amount of “well cas helped” makes it better
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Oh hey. Remember when Jai posted an 11 tweet thread about me while quote tweeting another 7 tweet thread about me? That had nothing to do with the damn Patreon.
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M hard launching the Gf at the DNC and while half the c*files crew is at this show: somehow both a power and a dick move 💀
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Family don’t end in blood because of the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb. Fandom IS family.
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One of my favorite humans I’ve met through cons 💙💙💙💙 Love you Alisha so so much
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Might be bringing this outfit back out 🫡
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@softieackles
witchy jojo 🔮 RUSSELL DAY
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if u see this qrt with a photo where u felt pretty guess this one was okayish ?
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Both Cullen and Stephanie had amazing story lines that I really related to. And we didn’t get nearly enough of their stories 😭 we’ve got work to do #BatBrats so that we can #SaveGothamKnights
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I’ll be out and around most of the day! I still have mini ducks as well as some NEW paleo (dinosaur) stickers! Please don’t hesitate to say hi and grab a goodie! #SPNAustin
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@Arya_67 Local con organizer also likes to block fans 💀
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Their stories mean more to me than I could ever come up with words for. The writers deserve fair wages and contracts. #WGAStrike #WGAStrong
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……. Fuck guess I’m going to DC
@CreationEnt
Creation Entertainment
2 months
We've added some new group photo ops to The Road Ahead Tour in the Washington D.C. area, happening September 20-22, 2024. Along with Jared, Jensen & the Impala, Samantha Smith & DJ Qualls and more "Ladies of SPN" ops - we've also added two ops you've been asking for: Jensen,
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I struggle with this every single con weekend, whether I’m attending or not. I almost always feel like I’m not good enough, my photo ops are stupid, the cast doesn’t want to see me, etc. i try and remind myself that none of those are true, but it always feels like the SPN fandom+
@deanismybuddy
irena |🪷🌈🌻
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3. your value in fandom stems simply from loving the thing we all love. it is not increased by con attendance or celebrity perception. you are valuable in this community just because you are also here with us, sharing in joy collectively. <3
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Misha! Had to duck out at the end but missed less than 5 minutes
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See now I’ve lost my mole status, I can ACTUALLY like and retweet the things I’ve wanted to for the past almost 2 months ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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We got backwards baseball cap Jensen but where’s Danneel also in a backwards baseball cap pouring beer please and thank you
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Everyone is looking for Rich roasting Am*ll I will post likely Monday but will try and get Gold and final panel tomorrow
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starts with J and we all love it
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Your ableism is the reason our activism exists.
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I. Refuse. To. Chose.
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@bwsdaisies
millie🫧
5 months
im curious. do any of you have a favourite photo of you and your fav? like just THAT photo that makes u wanna cry when u look at it?
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The panic is done for now 💚 The paranoia over getting sick though? Real.
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