@THClbs
I have their scale,,,, I was thinking abt buying that too so I can maybe see the progress a lil better but I didn't know if I wanted to spend the money on it haha
.... I am abt to get my student loans LMAO /j
@EitRibs
Yeah diet+0 sugar soda/drinks are actually really horrible bc they pump extra chemicals into it to make it "taste good"
If drank occasionally then it's ok, but if it's consistent it's bad
I'll just have the reg kind if I drink it; can burn the calories off-but I prefer water tho
+when I say I "enjoy feeling small" it's not actually in a physical sense. It's a trauma response from my childhood+poking fun about my weight when I never asked for it+poking fun at the way I cope is actually rude+disgusting. I hope you rethink yourself and the way you treat ppl
@OneAndOnlyMai1
While a tw would be nice.... god forbid someone celebrating their progress the way they want to 🥴 there is a difference between bcs and progress pics btw
But you know what, you're rude asf tho so get blocked
@nekopwup
@ultrazxr_ouo
They.... literally murder and cannibalize people. Yet, the OPTIONAL ending that portrays a POTENTIAL future is the problem?
Like shit! I'm not trying to defend incest -- it's BAD. But the game has nuances and y'all act like it's soly an "incest game."
Media literacy is dead 💀
Literally there is nothing wrong with fuckspo. I swear that the purity culture younger folks these days tote around is going to ruin us all like holy shit
Like "ew yucky icky you talked about sex!!! Now DIE!!!" like fuck off kiddo go eat some grass on the playground lmao
Oh boy!! Hello
Kicked off July really badly,,,
Bf+I microed on shrooms and I ended up binging a shit ton of food while I was tripping bc it hit me MUCH harder than it did last time (even tho I had the same amount?)
N y ways today is gonna be better
Genuinely genuinely I think I would hurt myself more if it wasn't for the fact that I have a partner who would notice and then would probably harm himself in return
When I "accidentally" burn myself at work it's relieving
....am I a bad person?
GUYS
I usually HATE thrifting bc usually there is nothing cute in my size bc I'm a huge fattie okay
But me and my bf went today for funsies and guess what
I found a cute high waisted green skirt and I was like "well if this doesn't fit me now it will fit me later"
A common symptom of PCOS and being generally fat/unhealthy (borderline diabetic) is having these weird dark spots on your body. A ring of dark on your neck, under your pits, between your thighs..
It makes me feel so dirty. :-(
@orchidc4ls
It's proly jst natural fluctuation!!! Dont worry about it too much; there is no way for u to have gained 4+ pounds over night... I struggle w/ the same feelings tho so I completely understand where u are at. Bt u are doing evrything right an I'm sure u'll see a huge drop soon :-)
I want to stop wasting my life I want to be skinny and I want to be happy in my own skin I want to stop wasting my life away being unhappy and not pretty I fucking hate it
I want to take fucking knives to my skin and cut all of this fucking fat off I fucking hate it I hate it
@LEICHENSCHENDER
@CruddyMary
🥱 Then this certainly isn't true then if your planning on tagging people who obviously don't want anything to do with your BS
You can't have it both ways, you can't say one thing and then do the other. That makes you look even more unreliable than you already are... crazy
@kaikanteat
NAH not your fault at all. She had all of the time in the world to figure out where she would be going bc you gave her plenty of notice that you weren't gonna renew and were gonna move somewhere else
She chose to be stubborn
Oh chat oh chat
I'm so fcking cooked
Other than being sicky an lil I had a really good day food wise+only ate 500cals
Bf gave me food+now I'm at 1300💀 Then I'm like okay whatever fine I'll take a lax
I took it
+then instantly shit
..the lax I took is an overnighter
I'm so fcked
@k3miffy
Like, if you don't want a male gyno that is 100% up to you but some women don't care! And it's whatever, it's an organ. The fact that you are sexualizing the act of making sure a woman's body is healthy is kinda weird tho
Gonna try for a 48hr liquid fast. I haven't fasted like that in a long time (if it isn't obvious with how much of a WHALE I am)
It'll require lying to bf and hoping he doesn't notice haha
I got this I got this
On priv because I'm overwhelmed by the amount of attention my poorly irrationally made post is getting me
PLUS I need to get off my phone and enjoy the rest of my vacation and the anxiety from my post is preventing me from doing so
So welcome to the cozy lil club!
Fuck it we ball, I am an art education major and I'm very passionate about art and drawing. excited to get back in my groove and I'm also wanting to express myself more though my art to help myself cope
...here I am.
I'm not very confident in myself + when I lose some noticeable weight then I'm gonna do a before/after body check but rn idk
I'm an artist + last semester of school I had to make a ton of self portraits so maybe I could post one of those if someone's interested? Idk lmao
Womp womp
Today was not a good day I feel so full that I feel ill and honestly I didn't even eat that much, just dense foods
If I count it I might cry to another black dot to the bingo card
At least I got my partner to eat (he's the one who needs to eat and I need to STARVE)
Gonna liquid fast for as long as I can, accountability thread... Aiming for 2-3 days.
Gonna start with mainly liquids but towards the end when I am ready to break it I will also include soft foods, specifically pudding, yogurt (nothing added), and sherbet.
@summrshrinx
@mellowmarzz
@kandiebwuise
:-( not a clue. I usually think that people who try to tear others down are lashing out due to something else happening in their lives, so I hope that this person can heal from whatever trauma or negative views they hold and move forward as a better person tho
Genuinely
@staryzbunni
Yyeahhh
I haven't been trying to eliminate the unhealthy things I like-portion control is KEY an the only reason I ever got to this point is bc of the lack of that an I wuld just eat an eat like a glutton
Now I occsinly enjoy my junk food, bt in smller portions, an I'm losing :-)
Smtimes I feel like I'm annoying, even on here which is so weird bc this is literally my little space and I can talk about whatever I want
But I also feel like I can't talk about what I want sometimes
Isnt that weird
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@Lesbunnie_
Yeah! She has a few biological kids, but most of them are fosters (who they tend to adopt) from my understanding. She does a great job taking care of them from the vids she posts! Lol
@kaikanteat
BASED!!! Thank you
Like this world is already full of vitriol why add any more to it christ
Didn't anyone teach ANYONE the phrase "If you don't have nothing nice to say don't say it at all?"
@Angelic25246381
Thank you,,, I was about to be upset about it but then I realized it's like, it really doesn't matter what someone other than me and my close friends think. It's not nice to be hateful to be hateful and I hope that they heal from whatever caused them to lash out like that
@kaikanteat
Nah fr they can fuck right off. Im sorry Kai :-(
Having goals like this is AMAZING help to visualize and I people twisting that in a negative way sucks
I have a skirt that I just got from the thrift store that I'm really excited to fit into eventually, too! We vibe
Just weighed myself this morning and I'm at 279.4 !! Not sure where the massive jump came from but I'm happy to be out of 280 jail
Ik I could probably lose more by exercising blargh. Just work takes so much out of me that it's hard to have that motivation :(
Went out to help my mom with her classroom with the bf... .. . . . .
Died a lil bc we ate out... TWICE
I did get some pretty sweet margaritas tho, memories are more important sometimes! Slow weight loss is still weight loss and sometimes setbacks are okay
Locking back in now
@kaikanteat
😭😭😭 sometimes the compliments are so hard to handle though imooo
My bf loves me just as I am and he's very supportive of me changing myself to be healthier and also to love myself but he's like 'awe ill miss your fat' and I'm 😭😭😭 noooo
I need to sit down and write out some rewards for myself that aren't food related. If anyone has any ideas I'd love to know 😭😭😭
Rn I have (in no particular order) : do the periwinkle highlights in your hair, buy a packer, get your nails done, new glasses
Hhhaggrrah
@angelmorgue777
NO BUT FR
I'll ask my bf if he's eaten anything when we drive home from work and whenever he responds with "oh, no..." Or if he tells me he ate something that I know for a fact is low cal I get so upset
I think I've done a good job of not showing it but MANNNN
@engdrkgirl
They were literally talking about raping her? The fuck?
Please use the brain you have in your head before ana rots it...
Also take a lil look at the end where the girl who was being defended literally FLIPS them off. Come ON. It ain't jealousy, it's being a good friend.
I had a bad day today :-(
I hate being such an angry person, I do my best to hold it in and then I blow up by myself
I screamed+screamed in the car on the way to pick up the bf from work and now my voice is hoarse
All I want is attention and love+he's busy doing something else
Yall plz plz plz plz read my dni I don't want minors under 17 to follow me plz and thank you 🙏
An the only reason I include 17 is bc when I first started this accnt I interacted with ANYONE but then realized I was uncomfy interacting with minors bc this is my adult vent space -
and double double this isn't to shame or anything but if I followed someone and they posted this typa stuff and I didn't know I would want someone to know about it you feel? 🙏
@LEICHENSCHENDER
@CruddyMary
Crazy bc igaf cause why would I even have any context clues to point out that you've "admitted to it before"?
That means it's a pattern. Be better, do better. Self reflection is key to growth
But what sucks the most is that I'm about to go on a vacation so I'm not gonna have my fucking card when I go and I'm so mad
I have my cash app card that I could prolly load with some money but still I'm so frustrated
@L_Lynru
My bf just bought a food scale actually LMAO I'm not sure why he did? Prolly for baking. I have exercise pedaler but honestly a treadmill would be so much better oml
@zerocalssie
OHH LOVE THIS
I also have a suggestion for those curious, gatorade has their own energy drink and I really like it
It has electrolytes and caffeine all in one and tastes like a sweeter gatorade for 10 cals
@strwberrymilkii
My SW BMI was 49.8 😭 Crazy. I've been making really slow progress and I'm somewhere in BMI 45's now. Sucks but eh, we're getting there right?
But yeah. I could never relate 😭
@Human156
The people who like my post and who also agree with me care? But again, my post was very poorly worded and ignorant so I do apologize about that. I hope you have a great day!
an for context this is all in a response to a thread of hygiene tips for extremely depressed folks and one of the tips was using adult diapers for periods :-/
I need to stop eating I need to stop eating I need to stop eating
If I don't stop eating I will keep gaining weight
I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
I want to be skinny I want to be skinny I want to be skinny