Moment of vulnerability in awareness to suicide awareness
Starting in Dec of 2022 all the way until June of 2023 I went down a bad spiral of depression. Drinking a lot and hoping everyday that I wouldn’t wake up afterwards. I spent my holidays and birthdays alone. 1/7
When I was crying and stumbling all over my words trying to express myself about something that was bothering me and she said “I’m trying to understand you baby, I’m trying to fix it” and “I’m trying love you in the best way I know how” 🥺
I’m not good at this dating shit I be wanting to see you everyday after month one of hanging out and talking. Matter fact let’s get a place together 😭😂
When I brought up to express her love/show me she notices me in a room by holding my arm, rubbing my leg etc. she said okay I can do that. Next day we were shopping and anytime we stopped she would rub me on my arm or back 😩