STOP ASKING ME TO SEND WITHOUT EVEN SPEAKING TO ME!! do not ever say you were expecting some type of picture from me or I will block you! I only send to people I’m comfortable with!!!
I cannot handle people being mean to me like I will cry if you criticise me, please be nice if you don’t have anything nice to say then don’t say anything :(
I’m genuinely so sick and tired of giving people my all and getting nothing back , I make the effort to text , check up on you, basically the bare minimum and I can’t even get that back and I’m so sick of it so I really am not doing it anymore
Like when I really like someone I will give up everything for them and I will not do anything for myself and I know I should’ve learned by now to not do it as it never ends well but I just can never stop myself and it’s so frustrating
I just need to complain sorrry!!
But like seriously I am sick doing this for people and not getting ANYTHING back, and even if I stop they’ll get annoyed like I’m sorry but I’m no longer giving people the energy they want from me if I can’t even get the bare minimum back
But if I ever change or speak up about it I’m the worst person in the world? Like just cause I start to give the energy back that they give me then I’m awful? If you have such an issue with the behaviour then how’re you so ok acting that way yourself ?
Like i know it’s a part of life and life sucks most of the time but it happens to me so often and im genuinely so sick of it like ok i know it happens to everyone but im just so fed up with it its not fair why do I always be treated awful when all i do is be kind
Like I rarely say no to people when I’m comfortable with them and that’s basically ruined my life now because I made a stupid decision and now If something i think turns out to be true I don’t know what to do and I’m so so scared about it, but all I do is try to be kind
I’m just tired of always doing things for others and not myself but I’ve developed the mindset that if I put myself first then I’m selfish so I just can’t put myself first anymore without feeling guilty
I just feel like I have no personality and I’ve completely lost myself just because I always do what others want and change myself for them and when they’re gone I am nothing because I don’t know what to do with myself if not changing for someone else