if i were flx and i had suffered through years of “little brother” talk i too would choose violence and pull out the big brother card when chn was going in on the flirting
chnlx as bandmates who hook up in the back of the tour bus and very obviously have feelings for each other even though they’ve never talked about it (they /really/ need to talk about it)
it’s giving crimelord everyone would assume is incredibly dominant and at least a touch sadistic but really he goes home to his pretty little boyfriend who ties him up and plays with him until he’s begging and crying
thinking about chn’s greed again. imagine being flx and wondering why the hyung that took you under his shoulder so easily was suddenly so hard on you, impossibly harder than he was on the others and later finding out that it was bc of his greed and his desperation to keep you
how often do we think flx loses his train of thought while talking to chn because he can’t stop staring at his lips and thinking about how good they would feel wrapped around him
and flx just giggles and nods, letting himself get lost in kissing chn, decides maybe he hasn’t done such a good job ignoring the massive crush he’s had on him for years and that just maybe this was the start of something really, really great
chn who gets embarrassingly hard embarrassingly quickly at a single suggestive text vs flx who can sext the most out their fantasies for shits and giggles completely unphased if he wants to
flx gets off on being an absolute menace and edging chn until he has tears running down his face and he’s begging to flx to let him come but flx just coos at him and edges him again, loving the way his muscles all tense up and falter every time he’s close <3
chn looks at these and he just can’t help but to press his palm on his quickly hardening dick to try to relieve some of the pressure but instead he ends up rutting against his palm until he comes in his pants
flx has always been the best roommate chn could ask for- he’s so nice, he cooks for them often and living with him is like living with a giant cuddly cat. chn knows he cams but he doesn’t mind, it’s not his place to judge & flx is always very respectful about when he films
they clean up afterwards and before flx has time to panic that things will get awkward between them chn just looks at him and goes “well. that wasn’t very straight of me. can i… can i kiss you?”
his on good immediately offers to help film if flx wants. flx just gasps at him for a second, he wasn’t trying to bait chn into helping he just thought chn’s into tech enough he might honestly have a camera suggestion for him, but then he gratefully accepts his offer
chn naturally feels himself start to get hard & mentally begs himself to keep it together, he’s just filming for god’s sake and it’s his best /male/ friend for gods sake. neither mention chn’s hard on afterwards but they both brush it off as a natural response and forget about it
the first time they film it’s a pov video of flx on his knees, something flx has tried to film before but hasn’t been fully content with yet. he really plays it up for the camera, all doe eyed while saying the absolute filthiest things with his plush, glossy lips
it’s not a secret but it’s not something they talk about often either, until one day flx is complaining to chn that he’s been getting a lot of requests for more closeups and pov videos and he just cant quite get the angle right. chn, who is too selfless and quick to speak for
all he can see is flx on his knees for him, but this time it’s really for Him and he’s leaning forward to take his head in between his soft lips and- chn jolts his eyes open and feels himself let out a quick spirt of precum. he panics and starts to wonder if this was more than
after chn’s initial embarrassment he does everything he can to justify his body’s response as something purely physical and that’s going well until the next time he decides to get off in the shower. everything’s fine until he wraps his hand around his cock and closes his eyes
chn’s ears are a little red when he assures flx it’s no trouble at all and that it’s the least he can do for how much flx takes care of him, esp now that he’s been using his camming money to upgrade some things around their apartment
just ~a natural reaction~ and that maybe he wasn’t as straight as he thought he was. but he’d rather not open that can of worms so he just sighs and turns the water on cold and tries to forget about it. maybe he just needs to get laid
a few days later flx asks if he’s free to film him again and like the selfless idiot (with no sense of selfie preservation when it comes to his sweet flx) he says he’s free. he said he would after all and how could he explain that the reason he suddenly wasn’t willing to
dacryphilia //
thinking about how guilty chn would feel the first time he makes flx cry during sex and how much guiltier he would feel when it makes his cock twitch with how much he enjoys seeing him whimper and cry on his dick
he doesn’t know what he’s asking but he doesn’t know what to say his head is racing and all he can focus on is the tight pressure in his jeans and the beautiful boy beneath him. “touch me. please. it’s okay you can touch” flx pants out
anymore was bc he’s started fantasizing about flx when he touches himself, that he’s been hyper aware of every where they touch when they cuddle ever since the first time.
but he wasn’t prepared for just how Good flx looks, for how his hole winks around nothing when he pulls his fingers out to readjust his position, how the sweet little puffs of breath flx is letting our affect him
this time flx wants to film some close shots of him opening himself up, wants to make sure the way his whole clenches around his fingers and the way the excess lube drips out of him is highlighted nicely.
flx cant quite manage to keep his legs high up and spread long enough to get the shot he wants, so chn, sweet and oh so stupid chn, offers to hold his legs up for him, after all it’s just a hand on the backside of flx’s thigh