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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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new answer thread here
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if ymir had stayed on paradis, the change to aot is endless. the things she could have told them abt the real world, about the original ymir, everything. would change the trajectory of the whole story.
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i love attack on titan so much. i wish eren wasn't the protagonist.
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erwin in the anime is so fuckin enigmatic i always forget. he really just says things, gives no explanation, and leaves.
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i wish we talked more about the cosmic horror of snk. a parasite comes to earth from a thousand light years away and lands in a tree, mingles it's dna, and grows whatever it touches. it infects a child and then humanity, always growing, bigger, wider, taller. hungry.
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@cerasiumm
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the months after erwin picks up levi from underground, when farlan and isabel are still alive. erwin notices farlan and levi are close. he is jealous. he seduces levi. he fucks him in his office at the same time he's asked farlan to meet with him, just to show him who owns levi.
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@cerasiumm
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no offence but literally who does levi have after the war ends. man's lost EVERYONE. imagine levi tryin to hit up nile after the war like 'um, ur literally the only person i know who isn't under 20' and even NILE is dead. holy shit.
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after the war i think levi and erwin have a cottage and levi keeps geese and they follow him around while he does his chores and erwin calls them his little recruits
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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imagine how long he lay there, unable to move, in unbearable pain, blind, and just waiting to die
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im gonna need a thesis on why media literacy is at an all time low
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hc that the titan didn't bite off erwin's arm. erwin sliced it off himself to escape from its jaws.
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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au where everyone in aot gets therapy
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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mappa erwin is too skinny. the sexiest thing about erwin is the fact he’s an intelligent man that’s built like a 2010s Abercrombie model. sort it out, mappa.
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levi in his pantaloons era. levi in his fancy-little-lad arc. erwin saw him and thought 'golly, that small gentleman has mighty swagger' and the rest is history.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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we don't talk enough abt levi and mikasa's ackerman instinct. their lil shiver when the founding titan is near. they have a spidey sense fr it's adorable
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cera | cognitive decline era
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i want to give everyone who draws levi with body hair and signs of his age a big kiss. i just love a levi that carries the weight of all his experience, his years, his scars.
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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can we agree on levi's age. 'he's in his late forties', 'he's forty', 'he's middle-aged'. imo the most generous reading would put levi at most in his mid-thirties by the end of aot. why do ppl want levi to b geriatric so bad
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cera | cognitive decline era
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the funniest part of aot no contest is when levi literally massacred reiner with the full extent of his power and stabbed him through the throat and reiner, like, came or sharted or smthing and said 'nngh, don't worry bert, i transferred my consciousness from my brain'
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cera | cognitive decline era
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i used to think levi's fave scout would be armin, for obvious reasons, but now i seriously think it's connie. connie's chill. doesn't think he's better than he is. does his job well. bit of an underdog. connie's his man.
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@cerasiumm
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@k1llerqueen__ putting his whole grishussy into pretending he hasn't got a whole other wife and child
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it's so weird to me that after the first few arcs of aot we never rlly get to see mikasa's pov or understand her feelings on things past 'i love eren, will i kill him or won't i'
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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not smiling. legs open. pussy forward, facing the world.
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erwin fucking levi on erwin's desk, sweaty and desperate and full of hate, taming levi through sex, and then farlan's just standing there in the doorway like 🧍
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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no one would read it but i lowkey want to write a short fic abt the mothers in aot. like just short chapter's from carla's perspective, mikasa's mother, kuchel, historia's, jean's, connie's, reiner's etc. when u think abt it they would actually have rlly interesting stories
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thinking about how levi views his actions and behaviours as abnormal bc he recognises he has experienced a huge amount of trauma which has changed the way he views the world
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i find the debates around 'dark fic' so weird especially in aot like u watch an anime where children get eaten alive, the mc commits genocide, ppl get graphically tortured, crushed, torn apart etc. but it's suddenly morally wrong when a fic writer uses those exact same themes?
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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brainrot for levi having the stupidest crush on erwin. choking on his water when erwin meets his eyes at breakfast. turning red when erwin pats his shoulder. hiding behind ferns to avoid talking to him. fantasising about holding his hand. butterflies-in-his-stomach. embarrassing
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it's such a tragedy erwin died when he did. we were like, 2 or 3 years away from seeing dilf-y greying erwin with round spectacles and a beard.
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my controversial opinion this evening is that i think levi is humanity's greatest defender in aot, and that he does fight for humanity above all else, but despite all that, erwin's the man he sacrificed humanity for
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cera | cognitive decline era
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‘WHY do you see levi as a bottom that’s so phobic and emasculating and he would NEVER -’ i want to fuck him. next.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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okay so: kenny survives the end of the uprising arc, is roped into the survey corps. when the battle of shiganshina happens, he and levi take down the beast titan and capture zeke. erwin lives. armin lives. survey corps returns victorious. happy days.
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erwin's hand ghosting levi's face. the curve in levi's spine. the way levi is gripping erwin's knee. the curiosity on erwin's face. anyway i'm dead bye.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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i think, just once, erwin might have taken levi for a fancy dinner. a sit-down, candlelit, three-sets-of-cutlery kind of dinner, with five courses and plush red seats. levi wears his best clothes. they talk about politics and gossip. they pretend to be normal men.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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no thoughts except the time the survey corps went to retake wall maria and it was the first time the public ever cheered them and it made erwin smile so much and he was so excited because for the first time people believed in what he was doing 🥺
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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erwin smith has actually got me doubting if i'm a lesbian
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cera | cognitive decline era
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currently thinking abt erwin reading in bed w levi lying naked at his side and erwin's just absently fucking him w his fingers while levi whimpers and squirms and erwin just ignores him and turns onto a new page while levi drools into the sheets
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Erwin has an undercut. what if when he’s not slicking back his hair like a loser it’s actually long enough to tuck behind his ears. what if.
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Nice to see an Erwin statue with a canon accurate face that isn't screaming at the top of his lungs lmao
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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if erwin had survived midnight sun he would be a villain. there is no heroic or easy way to solve the problem paradis was facing. he would have been forced to make decisions no one else would and would have sacrificed his humanity entirely.
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you know what? maybe levi was a virgin when he met erwin fr. erwin was the first person he ever trusted to touch him, and to share his bed. erwin was the first man levi ever looked at admired, and the only man to ever make him blush.
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he looks so tired and worried even when sleeping
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fr other than 'commander' and 'captain' how does levi refer to erwin.... like does the word 'boyfriend' even exist in aot.... 'partner'..... 'soulmate'..... 'bestie'..... all good options for two platonic pals
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cera | cognitive decline era
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I think the most fascinating part of eruri’s dynamic is that levi is the strongest, second to none, and rightly obeys no orders, except for erwins. willingly. erwin is unique among all others.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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NO WAY. that should be ILLEGAL. little baby erwin??? with a stepstool to climb onto his horse???
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sorry i totally get why thematically hange makes armin commander but if i was levi i’d literally kms. like imagine being a fully grown thirty-smthing and the last surviving veteran and taking orders from a minor
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cera | cognitive decline era
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im so in love with eruri i don’t want them to fuck anymore. i just want them to live content lives and plan for a happy future.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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acwnr eruri. that's all.
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i miss the counterpart era where levi was insisting that he and erwin were just friends and erwin was desperately trying to get levi to moan when they fucked. that was so much fun.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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you know what's hot? 'the house of ackerman'. levi being 'levi, of house ackerman'. erwin survives shiganshina and gets historia to restore the ackerman clan. levi, lord ackerman. lady mikasa. hot.
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when u think about it levi is so tragic because he spent all his life fighting n outmanoeuvring n starving n suffering to get above, in his mind ‘above’ was this place of bounty and civilisation, and then erwin takes him above and out, and from that point all he knows is horror
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thinkin about how levi was born in a sunless underground and ascended to the sky to save the world in the battle for heaven and earth
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those who live Underground are not considered citizens so they cannot legally get married. however there is a small ceremony that is held when 2 people devote themselves to each other - lighting a candle, saying some words in front of friends.
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there is so much joy in erwin and levi having quiet moments. levi holding erwin's head in his hands and kissing his brow, erwin brushing levi's hair off his head. there's nothing more beautiful than them hugging, imo, in quiet comfort.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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mob boss erwin, honey pot levi, a/b/o, sugar daddy dynamics, aphrodisiacs, betrayal, WE ARE SO BACK!!!!!!!
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@cerasiumm
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going to put my whole pussy on the table but honestly ppl don't give fanfic writers enough credit. not talking abt myself! but in general. these writers are pouring their heart n soul out to give u hours of enjoyment and 98% of ppl just read work without even leaving a kudos.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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i've been an eruri for 9 months so, in honour, have levi telling erwin he's pregnant. 9 months have been building up to this moment. all of u shaped me into this.
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lesbians love eruri bc they’re a relationship rooted in mutual respect and desire that mimics the borderline romantic relationship we all had with that one straight girl when we were 15 that ended in tragedy
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tonight we;re doing 'levi accidentally steals and drinks erwin's sex tea'
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the only way erwin's choice to fight at wall maria makes sense is if you read him as actively suicidal. he did not need to be there. he had one arm; no one would have actually expected him to fight.
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my comfort hc is a world where erwin survives the battle of shiganshina. no recruits die. he rides victorious into the walls w grisha's books tucked under his arm. thousands of ppl screaming his name. he feels nothing but an overwhelming sense of achievement and contentment.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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erwin
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(after sex) very well then
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started writing a '5 things + 1' fic abt how levi associates violence with love bc his mother used to comfort him after a beating and kenny showed affection by teaching him to fight and lovers have treated him rough, so the first time he sleeps w erwin he asks erwin to hit him
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cera | cognitive decline era
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what if the ackerbond makes u go into heat. what then.
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levi's little mouth is just the cutest thing. absolutely love that yams was like 'i'm gonna give humanity's strongest the poutiest, most fuckable lips'
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cera | cognitive decline era
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snippet of marleyan!erwin, paradisian!levi, yes it's dark, yes it's angsty, yes erwin is a sociopathic piece of shit with a levi-obsession, it's cathartic
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CONTROVERSIAL: erwin's father would love levi, he'd think he was the bee's knees, but kuchel wouldn't like erwin. she would think he was too deceptively charming, and would b scared by her son's love for him, and would probably resent him for bringing levi into the corps & danger
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a world where erwin and levi grow old together and, one day, erwin starts to forget. little things. extra cup of tea. did not feed chickens. then, big things. he might ask, where am i? his writing becomes a scrawl. he forgets history. levi lets it go gently for him.
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do u ever think about how levi lost literally everyone he loved in a 4 month period
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not to b dramatic but does this panel desperately affect anyone else? it's not just the war, it's like.... we get attached to all these characters, and the land they walk on is covered in concrete, and everything they fought for is an afterthought
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cera | cognitive decline era
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sleepy and safe
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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JAMES UPDATE !!! HE CAME BACK 😭😭
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i wonder if, after kenny abandoned him, levi walked the streets and went to all their regular haunts to wait for him to come back. and if maybe he asked around, if people had seen kenny, and when was he was coming back? levi must've been so confused at what he'd done wrong
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cera | cognitive decline era
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controversial, if erwin survived shiganshina and levi had given him the colossal, he would've just..... eaten eren. like there's no way he would have allowed the power of the founding titan to reside inside a volatile boy
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imagine there's a world where ymir and historia got to consumate their love AND the entire world is saved bc ymir spilled the beans before she fucked off to marley to die. smh.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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chapter 30 ( & epilogue) of counterpart now posted
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cera | cognitive decline era
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i like to believe that erwin secretly has wavy curled hair and that’s the reason he keeps it waxed down like wet cement
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obsessed. going to call it the counterpart collection.
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@cerasiumm
cera | cognitive decline era
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HE’S HERE!
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what does the parasite want? probably nothing. it inflicts thousands of years of suffering meaninglessly. it fuses with the mind of a human who uses it's power to create a limitless world limited by her own trauma.
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its 9am btw
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take this scene of levi telling erwin he's knocked up in foveo as an apology for absolutely no foveo content for months
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fem eruri isn't enough. i need to gender swap every character in aot. only when i have known the embrace of grandmilf pyxis will i know peace.
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a fic where erwin cheats on levi
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i feel like i don't write enough abt how mad horny levi is for erwin. like i'm always writing erwin worshipping levi etc. levi is OBSESSED. levi thinks erwin is the specimen of manhood. he thinks erwin is an ideal-type of a human. levi traces erwin's nose. he kisses his thighs.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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new pfp, if erwin wanted to stay my pfp then he shouldn't have died like a little bitch
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cera | cognitive decline era
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sex pollen snippets, happy monday
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jokes aside i'm impressed at yams ability to make a story out of a character who should b a side character. e.g., reiner, ymir (freckles), mikasa, levi, erwin, all make more sense as protagonists from a story-telling perspectives bc they follow tight ride-and-fall arcs
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reiner is 100% gay and is 100% doing that thing i would do when i was in the closet which is pick the most stereotypically attractive man i knew and loudly telling ppl i had a crush on them. that's the reason he sniffs historia's letter there's literally no other explanation
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snippets from au where levi and kuchel escape above and are taken in by erwin and erwin's dad. erwin's a meany but only bc he's never had to share before :(
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@tomewann PLSSSS when i think abt the fic i wrote when i was 16 i literally go into spasms, my entire bodies cringes so hard it launches me into orbit omfg
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cera | cognitive decline era
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LEVI WAS AN ADORABLE BABY W A PET STUFFED RABBIT CANON!!!! VINDICATION!!!!!
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Forget everything else, this is the only thing that matter anymore everybody go home aot is finally complete 😭😭😭
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can’t believe isayama cut the panels in acwnr where levi fucks erwin’s thigh in his office and whimpers and moans :/
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cera | cognitive decline era
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i miss erwin
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angsty hurt/comfort fic set before battle for shiganshina where levi suddenly gets sick and no one knows why. and he's getting worse and worse, delirious and feverish, and everyone fears he's going to die. erwin doesn't know what to do.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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whenever i see this it makes me hc and erwin and levi in a previous life, maybe when there was an eldian empire, and levi is an ackerman slave and erwin a nobleman who sees him fighting for the first time in the titan arena and realises he needs to have him
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god u made me a lesbian bc u knew erwin smith would never be real and for that i thank u
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levi and erwin would break the no-sex beds at the tokyo 2020 olympics
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one thing about erwin, he's going to [chuckles softly]
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the idea of levi finding a letter erwin's written him after his death is beautiful, but i also like the idea that after erwin teaches levi to read, levi writes to him often when they're apart. after erwin dies, levi finds every letter, opened, and neatly filed in erwin's office.
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cera | cognitive decline era
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i love sick fics sm. they're like...... my own personal brand of crack. erwin in pain after losing his arm? levi desperately hurt but hiding it bc he's Stoic And Strong until he can't hide it anymore? both accidentally declaring love w a fever? BANGER ‼️ i eat it up every time!!!
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