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nicolas

@centipxde

3 months

unpinning at 90lbs

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nicolas

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2 months

good luck finding my waist

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3 months

i am done living actually

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5 months

how to get dopamine without substances or binge eating sweets .

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nicolas

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7 months

the guilt of wasting food when you grew up in poverty is strong but unfortunately this ed is stronger

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8 months

jogging while depressed feels so stupid. nobody look at me while i’m doing my gay little run. i hope i get hit by a car

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7 months

i could actually be so hot and androgynous if i lost 20lbs rn

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9 months

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6 months

c/s-ing makes me feel like a dutiful mother bird who lost its babies and now continues with its feeding routine out of heartbreak/denial that they’re really gone

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11 months

@motaspo it’s like an ed saw trap omg

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6 months

i wish missing people burned calories

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7 months

me trying to calculate macros to lose a drastic amount of weight and also grow my hair and gain muscle super fast

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7 months

idc if saying eepy is cringe leave me alone i’m not tired or sleepy i’m eepy there’s a difference u justv don’t get it because you’re not a real eeper 🙄

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nicolas

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3 years

the traumatized urge to starve yourself just to feel in control of your own body for once

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2 months

@sjelbevartt im crying i was just trying to be silly i have to mute this now

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nicolas

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6 months

ive gotta be miscounting or smth there’s no way im maintaining on 600cals while also doing cardio everyday

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2 months

anyone else stand on the sides of their feet as soon as they stop walking? it is so uncomfortable for me to stand normally

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nicolas

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6 months

do ur hands ever just like give up on holding smth? was holding a coffee and my hand just relaxed & let go 😭😭

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6 months

watching everyone do super long fasts while i struggle to fast for 3 days

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nicolas

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7 months

on a banana kick again . safe food of all time i will never listen to banana slander

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nicolas

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7 months

what's a TV show you've seen every single episode of? respond with only a gif

josh 🍉|recovery arc

@Beanboii10

7 months

what's a TV show you've seen every single episode of? respond with only a gif

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nicolas

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3 months

@m3ringue_

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4 months

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nicolas

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3 years

@burberrycalz looks like the russian sleep experiment 💀

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nicolas

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6 months

@angelicxro help i used to omad tomato soup in a thermos and pretend i was a vampire who had to be sneaky

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nicolas

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5 months

who up ruining their hard earned progress

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nicolas

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2 months

how to casually tell a mutual that my life is infinitely better with them in it and i love to see them on my tl and i miss them when they don’t post but also we’ve never spoken much really i am just parasocial and think we’re friends

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nicolas

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21 days

this is fixing everything wrong with me

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nicolas

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3 years

the borderline urge to make yourself worse on purpose

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nicolas

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28 days

“hot girl walk” but it’s me pacing in circles and muttering to myself in my bedroom

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6 months

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nicolas

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7 months

okay. march is gonna be my month fr this time

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7 months

i love getting used books . the person who read this b4 me was Not having it

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5 months

i need to be an emaciated emo twink for gender reasons unrelated to my disorder actually

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nicolas

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20 days

replacing my substance abuse issues with exercise addiction

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nicolas

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8 months

does grief ever actually get easier to deal with or is everyone just lying

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26 days

touch starved but also i hate being touched so i’m just doomed to be constantly craving something i don’t even want

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6 months

sometimes i take a personality test a moot posted & the result is so humiliating i don’t even post it

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5 months

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6 months

not hungry not full but a secret third thing

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nicolas

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3 years

anyways i’m officially coming out as a lesbian <3 i’ve identified as bi for some time but i’m realizing now it was just comphet

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nicolas

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3 years

i wanna show u guys my silly little carebear i’ve had since i was a baby

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nicolas

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2 years

wish i was dead but i’ll settle for being skinny

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nicolas

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18 days

this is not impressive at all but i can finally plank for 1 minute and 30 seconds! a month ago i could barely go for 45 seconds so i’m happy with my progress so far ^_^

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27 days

yes i am having chocolate milk at midnight on my birthday because i can’t sleep and i’m miserable

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nicolas

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7 months

banana w milk . life is beautiful

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nicolas

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5 months

me w my bigass salad omads

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nicolas

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4 months

repeating this like a prayer

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nicolas

@centipxde

5 months

considering recovery tbh .

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nicolas

@centipxde

6 months

sometimes i forget some ppl don’t follow me back and i interact w them like we’re besties oops

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nicolas

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5 months

this is going to fix me

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nicolas

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4 months

made mushroom risotto because it looked so good in dunmeshi

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nicolas

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2 months

wearing a binder in 99 degree heat while heavily restricting >>>>>> i am a fool

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nicolas

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3 months

guess i don’t dress hypermasculine enough to be considered valid. “clothes don’t have gender!” until it’s a trans person wearing them :////

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nicolas

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6 months

locking in for skinny emo boy summer

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nicolas

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6 months

ignore my wet hair my thigh gap is coming back

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nicolas

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2 months

“oh i’m sorry i keep forgetting you don’t use she/they!” i haven’t used feminine pronouns in 5 years try harder

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nicolas

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7 months

my mooties all deserve so much goodness and love in their lives i wish we weren’t all sick

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nicolas

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6 months

i hate bpd anger this isn’t me this isn’t my heart 😭

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nicolas

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3 months

apparently i forgot to end my last fast on life 💀

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nicolas

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5 months

if you think people with bpd are inherently abusive please block me i am so tired

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nicolas

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5 months

@Xsmallpath me after following that rabbit

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nicolas

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6 months

i didn’t cry & the piercer told me i did a good job

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nicolas

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20 days

my friends are making fun of me for liking vanilla protein shakes ?? it’s the best and most agreeable flavor i stand with vanilla

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nicolas

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4 months

opening spotify to see this felt like getting punched

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nicolas

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19 days

why is it so blurry . my omelette.

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nicolas

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3 months

kind of don’t want to use they anymore. strictly he/it from now on <3 mostly because i am frustrated that my irls all default to they for me . like i Know why they do it and it makes me uncomfortable

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nicolas

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6 months

boy dinner

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nicolas

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5 months

yall ever have a hyperfixation so bad you genuinely ruined several friendships because you could just not shut up abt it or am i a special kind of annoying

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nicolas

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5 months

had to delete life app to make room for minecraft 🧍

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nicolas

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3 months

dean who eats anything & everything he can because he’s constantly in survival mode since childhood vs sam who obsessively controls what he eats to feel clean . the eating disorder brothers

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nicolas

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8 months

when your hyperfixation is fading and you can feel the chronic emptiness seeping back in and you have to hold yourself back from slamming your head into the wall .

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nicolas

@centipxde

6 months

psa if i ever act too friendly/familiar don’t hesitate to lmk to back off a little, i have a hard time differentiating from like. casual acquaintance vs Friend so i tend to just jump to the second one

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nicolas

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4 months

giving recovery another shot pls ignore how often i change my mind about it. i think deep down i don’t feel like i deserve to get better which makes it hard to actually commit to it. but i want to

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nicolas

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7 months

oh the bpd is bpding someone put me down

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nicolas

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7 months

new layout don’t forget me 😔 thinking abt those damb spiders again

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nicolas

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6 months

if i was a cat i would bite the corner of a laptop i bet that feels good af to a cat

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nicolas

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2 months

due to unforeseen circumstances me and grandma are baking strawberry muffins at nearly 2am . canon event cannot be avoided really

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nicolas

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4 months

recoveryspo

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nicolas

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6 months

omad. gone in 3 bites.

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nicolas

@centipxde

28 days

what is even the point if i’m not perceived as a pretty boy

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nicolas

@centipxde

3 months

i was so obsessed with tea parties as a kid that now i have a habit of holding my pinky up whenever i hold a drink and it’s so embarrassing when i realize i’m like in public drinking a redbull w my gay little pinky out

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nicolas

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