New intro\(^ヮ^)/ 🧵🪡
Call me lapis🎀
-bpd, asd, ocd, endos, add, pica, afrid ect
- shtwt, edtwt, bpdtwt
- im 16
- on and off restriction, cant lose weight bc of meds and conditions😪 bmi: 20ish
IM PRO RECOVERY pls fuck off if ur anti recovery( ̄▽ ̄)
Am I meant to do a scar reveal to my friends? Like surprise my thighs are slashed up that’s why u don’t see them :3! Or do I just pretend its not there and let the elephant stay in the room
Bc both feel wrong
You’ll never catch me making those 5cal brownies made of just protein powder and egg THAT SHIT IS NOT A BROWNIE idc im saving my cals if I want smth that bad
@yoouunghoon
There are other types of eds queen if u didnt realise its not anatwt its EDtwt which includes mia, bed, pica, ortho, afrid and more pls touch grass
Just ordered 50 blades, 40 gauze, 12 bandage rolls, 12 eyebrow razors and 2 pen knives out of my parents money I will make a haul when the stuff comes🤞 im going on vacation in a few weeks tho so no sesh till after
My psychiatrist asked how often I eat I said I eat one meal a day and hate myself after and she said “ok good looks like ur eating fine I hope u continue to stay healthy” HUHHHH MY ORGANS WERE ABOUT TO START SHUTTING DOWN TF DO U MEAN
Probably going to cut bc im having an episode rn and if I don’t I will smash everything in my house, should I try baby beans bc I just got a bunch of new aftercare
@fyobiotic
Unless she is a rugby player/ that’s a shit tone of muscle that is not healthy 😭 I’m all for supporting ppl with BED/ binge eating disorders but it’s the fact she’s trying to say it’s healthy 💀
Sorry to all the ortho girlies but I would so much rather a slice of pizza then a plain yogurt and granola bowl
Call me big backed idc bc at the end of the day we are having the same amount of cals and I’m eating tasty food
“Wonyoungism made me lose 20kg” no u just have an ed! Can kpop fans stop posting proana things on tiktok and marketing it as self care bc eating 500cals, working out all day and getting up at 4am isn’t self care lets be honest its disordered at least admit it
@flwrdiet
She also tried to make ppl watch her kill herself & made fun of sm who was txting her tweaking while high 4 help and posted a shit tone of things making fun of them saying they are faking bc apparently only she can get high💀
@Azure_edtwt
I might agree on the counting squash is a bit too much if it’s 12 cals but the rest 😭💀 like that is a fine wieiad its healthy enough and not too low or high cal
My toxic trait is that if I eat smth all at once it has a bunch of cals but if I eat it throughout the day it’s 0 cals
Like 4 squares of chocolate? 147 cals
1 square, 4 times? 0 cals
𝓶𝔂 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓸
🎀Call me Lapis🩷 Im 16, I love nana, magical girls, jfashion and sanrio ofc. On shedtwt but not very slim bc meds make me gain but I try my best. Need shedtwt moots/ will try post more but I dont want irls to know this is me so limited pics🪼
The doctors told my mom to search my whole room every time im out and not let me inside till she pats me down to make sure I don’t have blade WHAT IS THIS?!? PRISON?!? WILL I HAVE TO SQUAT AND COUGH NEXT⁉️