@9997fave
right on the starting line โโฆ tidak kamu terima secara tersurat tetapi aku yakin doaku selalu tepat.โ juga menjadi pembukaan yang tepat untuk diikuti untaian kalimat terselipkan doa di setiap ruang kosongnya :-) beautifully written, kak selโฆ ๐ค
i perceived love as riddles yearning to be unraveled. yet handing you over my devotion feels like a tranquil simplicity. the intricacies that once gnawed at me dissipate in your presence
yet again, love untangles amidst mundanityโwithin seemingly insignificant occurrences. itโs in the sight of you seated beside the car window, the gentle curve of your shape adorned by passing streetlights, that i find myself aching with longing to clumsily mumble: 'i love you.โ
i rememberย readingย the lines, "The one person that you feel safe in when they hold you, that warm you up and make you laugh. Keep that person for as long as you can",
let me stay here for a little longer, Maki. keep everything as it is. love has the right to be declared, and perhaps it is what you need the mostโ perhaps it is what i need to do the most
being presented with the world through your eyes is a soulful and heartfelt stroll that unveils the essence of love as you perceive it. i encounter corners in which love transcends mere feelings and takes on a life of its ownโa tangible, living entity
the sky also always reminds me of you tau, maki. gimana kamu dan cahaya matahari sama-sama selalu ngasih kehangataaaaan ke sekitarnya hihi semoga langit cerah kemarin juga jadi salah satu alasan kamu senyum selama menjalani hariii โก
the backstory was by the time i realized he was the only one, my only place to come home to. i decided to pick up where we left off after all these years. writing this was never easy, but i thank him for continuously unfolding a layer within me, a part of me i had no idea existed
even if my words and ink dry bare and in articulating the nuances of these feelings, my palms serve as canvases. these palms engrave prayers etched in the silent language of devotion
i hold an abundance of love that resides someplace deep within my being, so immense that i find myself uncertain where to place it. yet, i promise to figure out the tenderest way to let every fiber of this love embrace you entirely, Makiโฆ
may your life be one filled with chances to achieve growth. may you always be present in every moment that you will fondly recall. may peace be there in your path, and may you soak up the feeling of being alive in the way your soul longs forโฆ ๐ค
โmy hands love you more than me, wanting only to feed you and feed you' :_) we celebrate a love that endures far beyond the moments spent at the table โฅ๏ธ
my sole one who laughs loudly, texts ensuring to see the sky, shares poems, tells stories, is fond of hugs, is messy in the kitchen, listens with care, cherishes loved ones, is honest, and whispers fondness in his gaze
deep down, i wish that there was something more i could do to help you feel better. i wish i could have been there to hold you close, to safely say that we'll be fine. it will all be just fine, maki, i promise
God knows my heart still cries out for your name this August, too, Maki. I looked up and engraved prayers for the night sky to hold you close as it does the moon
will never cease to be the beams of light that initially shone throughout my dear spring of 2016, and God knows i am perpetually praying for their trials to end in full bloom
today, too, i hope for all of the warmth and little things you do to make people's lives a little easier to make their way back home to you in any form ๐ค
@jnscents
LUCUUUUUUUU ๐ฟ semua.. yang samoyed tโโt jeno pinter gambar.. ๐ฅบ dia pernah bilang kalo ngga nyanyi, he would study architecture ngga sih tay.. :(
i do believe that love remains preserved in food, and this time happens to be Maki's seaweed soup. the mere concept of his loved ones keeps him in their hearts while cooking it, oh the warmth of love
"The smile from his eyes spread through his lips and I thought, my pretty boy." ๐ค you have no clue how much i hold dear this color on you, my pretty maki :(
i do believe that love remains preserved in food, and this time happens to be Maki's seaweed soup. the mere concept of his loved ones keeps him in their hearts while cooking it, oh the warmth of love
each time i see a glimpse of what is happening in the little garden inside you, where magical things live and grow.. it fills me up like a cup of hot chocolate :( terima kasih sudah mau berbagi hal baik lagi, maki <3
ya Allah.. there is always enough room in your warm, kind heart for everyone ya, maki.. endlessly ensuring that everyone has a place to call their own, a place to call home
the scent of day breeze blustering through rustling leaves, deary sunbeam devotedly warming down to earth before settling softly onto eyes down to lips, petals tumbling upon blushed cheeks and rosy fingertips, granting Maki the resemblance of a dreamy little prince
the โI tell my piano the things I used to tell you" line. every time i see your fingers reach the piano, your parents are just the first thing that springs to mind
growing up in a pure loving family with a palette of tunes like it was destiny, you are now an accomplished musician and a pure loving human being yourself, maki.. ๐ค whose soul is bursting at the seams with love for its surroundings; brings warmth wherever you go
@lhcluv
jangan lupa pulangโฆ haechan, jangan lupa pulangโฆ ๐ค i hold both you and haechan dearlyโclosely to my heart, with every last fiber of my being, kakak ๐ค
i woke up with my heart aching as this love continued to grow. i still see youโlove in every single thing i come across, in the plates my Ma prepared. we shall live very well ya, and iโm glad we exist
i hope that the weight you carry on your shoulders will fall with tenderness with each step you take. i hope you do all right todaaay, maki. the big stage sorely misses you ๐ค
maki, aku suka lupa tentang ini tapi kamu ngingetin lagi that to make someone's day a little better, to put a smile on their face can start with the littleeeee teeny tiny ones ๐ค๐ป your parents raised a genuinely loving person and i thank them for that
once again showing that their love is indeed grandโฆ brimming with kindness, bet their hearts ache from loving and caring without hesitationโฆ โthis heart, my heart, is small and the love, my love, is largeโ โฅ๏ธ
i love you with everything i am, maki.. with all the warmth you have given me like a love-scented sunbeam, with all the reasons you have given me why i need to believe in love again
mother handed over an abundance of food and fed me with prayer in every mouthful today as well. a routine that she believes must not be disturbed for her little one. i ate well, Maki, and i hope you did too. please, eat well
and i will. i will hold you dear to my heart, somewhere brimming with stars, flowers blooming, and perhaps other magical things and creatures!! for as long as i can, and as long as you let me.. maki, i will
i remain to be wrapped by a blanket knitted from the yarns of the world's shambles. covered so flawlessly, iโd burst and leave a handful of pieces of my heart, but i believe i can bear anything with Maki residing in it. just as Kafka wrote to Milena
and i hope you see that being vulnerable is never a detriment. scraping the layers to make room for someone to embrace you from within is daunting, but it is a dear portrayal of your resilience to be genuine in a world that has repeatedly proven otherwise
it is only the second day of september, and i have prayed for it to be an even tender month for you. for us. and i guess semesta has already fondled you with its kindness ya, maki..
and i will forever hold you, April (with an even profound fondness for the ninth day), and the spring season close to my heartโjust as i hold onto the comfort of Maโs baked apple pie on a bitterly cold morning
can't even begin to utter how grateful i am, how dearly i look up to you, kakak. but i came across this piece of writing and wondered if it would be enough to tell everything there was for you to know about. aku bangga dan peluk kakak lewat doa, setiap harinya ๐ค
@chenleunvrse
your existence is something that the universe will always celebrate. your existence is always a gift, a blessing to this world; it makes peopleโs lives a hundred times better including mine
i love you, maki, in a million different ways, and i love you in every one of them, and i guarantee i meant every single one of those three words with every ounce of my being
seneeeeng banget to see you doing so much in your personal time. you are so warmโ too warm, maki.. ๐ค that it radiates all the way here, as if i am being squeezed by piles of woolly blankets
the innate capability to seek and create art from the teeny tiniest things encountered, you do have it residing within you. something you thought might represent one of your biggest hurdles took the loveliest u-turn to be one of your buddies in ways you hardly imagined
ngga apa-apaaaaa, maki. feel whatever it is that you are feeling inside. let them move through you. it isn't always easy, but it is a beautiful and courageous thing to do.. ngga apa-apa
then Patrick Ness's utterances slip into mind, โWhatever the world looks like now. That's not always how it's going to look. There's more. There's always more.โ Maki, Maki, Maki, your beauty is echoed through the magical place within your head..
@tyactor
aku juga baikkkkk, Alhamdulillah! agak shbshzhsnzjzs, insya Allah semuanya terlewati <3 kakak, doaku menyertai kakak selaluuuuuu! semoga semua urusannya terus dikasih kelancaran yaaaa ๐ค
when the flashback sequences hit you, i hope you realize that it is okay if you haven't found the answers you are looking for andย that there is still enough room to embrace good things.
@haezkith
FIFIIIII gapapa!!!! boleh sedih, boleh nangis, tapi abis itu balik lagi yaaa? balik senyum lagi ๐ค๐ค๐ค banyak hal baik yang nunggu kamu, gapapaaa huhu peluuuuk!!!
my thoughts and sentiments are still hard to portray and you have always been too overwhelming to articulate, maki.. but when i finally found you, whom i feel i can pour forth my soul despite grave fears when life feels out of place
@zukoest
iโm doing gooood, hayaaaa, Alhamdulillah ๐ฅบ walaupun rasanya agak dikeroyok sama kuliaaaah, tapi aku baik!!! HAYAHAYI, APA KABAAAAAR :โ( super kangen liat jeongin di timeline aku ๐ฟ
@1402YUN0
happy birthdaaaaay to my pretty ka briiii ๐ผ kakak semoga selalu dikelilingi hal baik, orang orang baik, pokoknya semua yang baik baiiiik! aku selalu doain semoga kakak selalu senyum dan segala urusannya diperlancar. i love you selalu, kakak. hope 22 treats you well ๐ค