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dabi being a virgin is my favorite hc because I just can't picture him thinking about anything other than his dad. but if he fucks and STILL keeps thinking about enji even whilst in the act then its even funnier so like. ill keep both versions I guess
something so sacred about enji praying to touya in front of his shrine unknowning that touya is still alive and, in a way, watching over enji like a corrupted, sick guardian angel
in my head, touya is a pretty boy-easy on the eyes-sexually appealing and all that, but too insecure and weird for him to be actually seductive or alluring....just ends up looking comical and a little silly when he's trying to act sexy......but enji eats it up every timeโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
I cant picture them fucking as they are now, but touya can sure watch enji if he were to jerk it in front of him while touya is trapped in his cylinder of doom........
wait, ok. I actually DO have qualms about touya becoming remorseful at deaths door. Because why does he have to suffer more than what he already did? Dying without a conscience would at least ease that pain....after all he went through :( ENJI FIX THIS WTF its all ur fault ๐ญ
enji and touya are so romantic because their relationship is infested with grief. it's in the foundations of it. its around them like smoke. it was there from the start and it will be there until the very end
omg I think Ive interacted with the fandom so much and for so long, that now when I see the todorokis in the mha anime it feels SO weird.....like a celebrity is in front of me or something o__o
It also seems to me like when natsu told enji that "this is the last I'll ever see you" he implied that he wont ever visit touya again as well....it's so sad! touya and natsu were closest as kids after all, but I guess maybe natsu just wants to put the past to rest and move on
sometimes I go back to that screen recording video I took of my twt timeline when the dabi-touya reveal happened, and honestly there is no high quite like the todocest fandom collectively finding out touya was actually a daddy's boy the entire time LOL
the end to enji and touya's story was a lot more sober than I was expecting, I guess I had imagined something more dramatic like them losing their lives together in a fiery murder-hug or something akhdkshd
Im trying to draw something for enji's birthday and like trying to make it lighthearted but his situation is so depressing I cant help getting all SAD omfg aaaahhhhhh ๐๐๐๐๐๐
Im trying to draw something for enji's birthday and like trying to make it lighthearted but his situation is so depressing I cant help getting all SAD omfg aaaahhhhhh ๐๐๐๐๐๐
im all caught up with the manga now! Im a lot more emotionally attached to the manga than I thought.....having it come to an end is making me super sad HAHA but im happy about it at the same time
imagine them in some big fight with villains and they're backed up by other heroes and touya wants his dad's help and he just yells "daddy!!!!!!!" across the battlefield ๐๐๐๐๐๐
I fear this is gonna drive me nuts....I really hope that once this final todoroki chapter gets animated, touya's state and the machinery around him will be more clear to my eyes orz
ok I read ch430!!! im still shocked that this manga has ended, it feels so strange.....my only thought right now is that pro hero shouto is super cute :,)
a big part of being able to fixate on something and then make art of it is having the time to do it. the older I get though, the less time I have for my hobbies........
ive totally been avoiding twitter and discord because I wanted to catch up with the bnha manga without seeing any spoilers and now im ALMOST caught up....!!!!!
middle school touya getting vday cards and chocolates from his classmates, only to reject it all rudely but all he REALLY wants is attention from his dad รบ__รน
its one thing for fandom artists/writers to get critical with fellow artists/writers but it just irks me so much when a fan who doesn't contribute to fandom in this way criticizes the way someone writes or draws or characterizes a character in their fan work
now that its been a few years its funny to look back and how a lot of us thought touya was basically an evil shouto when in reality. hes a diva. and he loves his dad more than anything in the entire world. and only ever cared about his dad/ dad-adjacent things ๐๐๐๐
i love hawks with enji simply because I know touya would not be able to handle the jealous RAGE at the sight of his dad dating or generally paying attention to anyone who is Not Him !!!!
lowkey I really do enjoy when fics have the dividers and then an unnecesary A/N in the middle of the story. Like when its all:
fic sentence.
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OMG here comes the smut!!!!!! >w< *blushes and hides*
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fic sentence.
im sure it must have been a painful decision for him...or maybe he's still just too angry. I still cant forget about how callous he was when he spoke about touya after he revealed himself to be dabi ๐ฌ
I understand natsu but I still find myself wishing he'd have some desire to talk to touya.....which is so delusional of me its kind of giving fuyumi HAHA
im not judgemental towards other ppl and what they like to draw.........but I am very judging towards MYSELF and now that ive been into rpf im sooooo......UGH. but I cant stooooop ๐ญ๐ญ๐ซ ๐ซ ๐ซ
its my absolute job to put every fandom designated top toxic manly-man male character into pink frilly fem underwear. and have them like it. its my JOB ok
I have some leftover merch from selling at this con and i thiiiiink ill put it up online maybe? im proud of a few things and I think some people might like the stuff I made too...!!
looking at old drawings is fun because I get to remember what was going around me and also in my head at the time. But I also cringe because its old art and its ugly now rip ๐
I thought this thing circling the middle of his face was some sort of breathing support, but upon closer look, it seems like its a bar that bolts his face in to place?
if you only lurk thats fine! its only when people get entitled and mean in addition to not even having any creative background at all that I get annoyed ajdhkshdke
I liked how poignant it ends for enji and touya, their story was and always will be a tragedy, so, this ending is fitting. I found it sweet that enji just wants to talk to his son until he dies on his own from the damage he took.....๐๐๐๐
@dolcescuro
-its the way death is portrayed in an abstract way, like it is in most religions and especially christianity which is what I grew up practicing. That's to say that people die but also not really.....theres an afterlife, that can be in hell or heaven, and so-
@dolcescuro
oh!!! well, in my mind there's a very strong association between death and religious notions, I guess especially the idea of "dying in life" like touya did (and then consequently transformed into dabi) and even enji too getting "killed" by touya as the hero endeavor...I guess-
touya's favorite food is soba ๐๐๐๐๐ yall think enji got angsty when shouto would ask to eat soba as a kid right after touya's death and then proceeded to be extra violent on the next training session? LOL
theres a couple hours here and there in my day but the mental exhaustion Im experiencing makes it so difficult to draw and make stuff....I miss it but my brain is overworked mush
dabien mutuals, if you're feeling up to it, shoot me a dm...im trying to figure out a storyline for a doujinshi I want to make, but im a little stuck with a detail and I need to bounce ideas!
@dolcescuro
-to me it feels like both of them are living-dead in a hell of their own creation. (also the fact that they experience the same hell together is also unquestionably romantic in my eyes hehe)
aside from his obvious face scar, of course. Touya would probably have some from training too, but not as many I think. They're also probably all covered up by his patchwork burns lol
now that Im giving jjk a rewatch, Im wondering if geto wears regular modern underwear beneath his monk robes ๐ค and also does he keep up the showmanship look to bed, or does he sleep in regular old pajamas? I need to know its vital........