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18 | inactive ed acc attempting semi recovery🫶🏻

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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
sorry its so long, i hope it all makes sense, im still trying to work out my feelings abt this. but i feel like i needed to say it now, its been on my mind since i got home from the hospital. even tho it was a horrible experience in there, it kind of shifted my way of thinking.
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
i finally hit my goal weight!! this is my lowest weight yet🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
hospital body check from a few days ago when i was fasting. i hope i still look like this when i get discharged<\3
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1 year
morning skinny🤍 this me after breakfast tho
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
hit a new lw!!🤍 i lost 600g overnight?? most of it was probably just water weight but still😭🫶🏻
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
worked out how to weigh myself on the hospital beds since they wont allow me to see the number on the scales:/ not knowing is worse than knowing, i thought i gained way more😭 its still hard to see a higher number but it could be worse :(
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
NEW LW!!🫶🏻🫶🏻 im so happy apart from the fact im one sip of water away from 40kg again😔 but still this is progress🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
new pants and body checkk, i love how my legs look in these🤍🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
im sorry everyone, im alive. im in the hospital rn. ill answer everyone soon<3
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
i think ive lost weight since being in the hospital? i cant see my weight so i dont know :(
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
im still in the hospital and im getting transferred to the psychward for a few days. thank you everyone for the kind messages, theres too many to reply to😭but i read every single one and i appreciate all the support ive received <33
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
the recommended meal plan the dietitian gave me, but im not being forced to eat since up just above medically stable somehow, i can get away with water fasting or omad and they dont care. im not wanting to recover right now.
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
i wanna c/s an entire cake one day, i keep seeing other people post abt it😔
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
the doctors caught on that i hadnt really been eating for 5 days and now ive had two met calls due to my heart rate, blood pressure and blood sugar. they want to me admit me to the medical ward now:/ i didnt mean for this to happen, i just dont want to eat and gain weight:(
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
╭┈◦•◦❥•◦this or that food poll ╰┈➤ protein bar version ↺ & ♡ appreciated
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
i hit my gw and im at a new lw, but im still unhappy with how i look. this ed is so unfair. i know this was going to happen why did i expect anything different
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
they let me choose my meals finally, does anyone know which options are lower cal? like which would be the lower cal meals i can pick
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
migjt be my last post im not sure. i just want to let you all know im sorry, i love you all <33 take care of yourselves
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@bpdkaraa
⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
been hospitalized 2 weeks now:( i hope i get out soon😭
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
this or that my meals food poll .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. ↺ & ♡ appreciated
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
i actually got discharged today!! i got medically stable enough that they didnt have any reason to keep me any longer. and i just had to agree to weekly doctor appointments to monitor my ed. im so happy to be home tho, after a rough few weeks😭
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
mid workout bodycheck🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
weighed myself first thing i got home with my own scales, turns out i only gained 1.5kg from the whole admission and still in bmi 15s🫶🏻 my brain was definitely overreacting and thinking the worst case scenario😭
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
the nurses have given up trying to stop me pacing, they cant force me to lay in bed for a week. now i pace for around 3 hours a day, feels good to have some control and movement in my days 🫶🏻
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
what bmi do i look like? no cheating😔
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
at first i thought i was just getting a medical admission for my physical symptoms, thats what the doctors told me, but now theyre trying to make me stay longer and forcing recovery on me by having 6meals a day 1,700+cals. if i refuse theyd put me on a treatment order & tube me:(
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
body check🤍 i love being able to wrap my hands around my thigh (ignore the §h and bruises)
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
they upped my meal plan😭😭its over 2k cals now kms. how much would i gain if i eat 2.3k cals for a week at most? plus how long would it take me to lose that weight?
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
did the arm bc in my baggy hoodie🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
howd i get put in the hospital for my ed from a failed attempt 😭are they wanting me to try again when i get out if i gain weight:/
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
if i hadnt told anyone about my eating disorder a year ago maybe id be at my ugw by now
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
442 cals for the whole pizza🫶🏻 221cals for what i had, also dni if you dont like pineapple on pizza<\3
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
i cant wait to get out of here and lose all this extra weight, itll be easier now that my metab has kinda been fixed while being here🙏🏼
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
body check in my new dress🤍 my legs look sm slimmer in black tights i love it<3
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
feeling very droswy so if i dont reply ive fallen asleep. i hope i dont wakr up
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
nothing more triggering than non disordered people saying they havent eaten all day/hardly eat/forget to eat
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
╭┈◦•◦❥•◦weightloss progress! top pic: 46.4kg middle pic: 41.2kg bottom pic: 40.5kg
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
lowering my ugw cuz i dont feel small enough
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
omg?? 1kg away from my first gw<3
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
water weight isnt my real weight, water weight isnt my real weight, water weight isnt my real weight, water weight isnt my real weight 🥲🥲
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
i can almost wrap my hands around my upper thigh🙏🏼
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
sorry for spamming depressing posts. i think im going though another bpd episode.
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
barbie movie outfit bc🤍 i dont own any pink clothes<\3 but i found a cute top that matches my new jeans
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
this was a rushed bc of the jeans i got, the smallest size they had 🥲 also look how cute the skirt is in the background but it was too big<\3
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
i feel like my legs dont match my bmi<\3
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
╭┈◦•◦❥•◦my august meals⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ a 🧵 for edtwt ༺ ˎˊ-↴  ↺ & ♡ appreciated
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
im finally out of my plateau!! new lw🫶🏻
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
my breakfast looks so mealspo🫶🏻 194cals 20g protein
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
things i havent done are crossed off, so glad the worst ana symptoms havent happened to me🙏🏼
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@bpdkaraa
⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
found my old jeans🤍 2021 - 2023
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
either my hands are just too small or my arms are huge !!healed!! nothing fresh shown
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
managed to get away with not eating dinner cuz my mum thinks i ate at my friends house and my friend thinks im having food at home🙏🏼🙏🏼
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1 year
-ˋˏ ༻bodycheck progress༺ ˎˊ- this month vs a year ago
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
@anoraixia ikr the amount of full cream milk in it😭AND this is only meal plan 1 it goes up to like 7 or 8 i think💀💀
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
dissociating so bad rn, i dont feel real, i just feel so empty and numb
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
another shopping haul!🤍 im trying to get as many different flavours as possible 🙏🏼
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
i have bad news moots, my doctors sending me to the hospital cuz my heart rate is 50bpm and my blood pressure is in the low 80s. and my hemoglobin is way too low that theyre talking about giving me a blood transfusion. im going to the er soon, ily
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
im going to a engagement party this weekend and theres gonna be so much food there im terrified for it😭 does anyone have any tips for avoiding eating in social gatherings?🙏🏼
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1 year
protein bar haul🫶🏻 im trying some new flavours and they were on special so i got a few doubles
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
the urge to stop responding and posting and just disappear is strong rn
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
the mental hunger is getting to me, i gotta stay strong tho😔🙏🏼
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
im getting really sharp pain on the left side of my chest should i be concerned😭 its been a few minutes and its not going away
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
my mum just put an ed documentary on tv and its so triggering. its about people who have recovered but im not ready to recover and i dont think ill ever be ready to recover :/
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@bpdkaraa
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1 year
-ˋˏ ༻bodycheck progress༺ ˎˊ- this month vs a year ago
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11 months
i just had the best protein bar ever😩 quest white choc raspberry has my heart now<3
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11 months
my hit tweets keep getting on the wrong side of twt😭 like non edtwt dni!!
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
drunkorexia bc🤍 700ml bottle
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ milo cereal & blueberry yoghurt bowl 181cals 22g protein
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
evening body check ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
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@bpdkaraa
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10 months
i think ive lost weight since being in the hospital? i cant see my weight so i dont know :(
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mini shopping haul<3
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11 months
i didnt post an october accountability or my daily meals this time cuz i dont see myself getting though this month
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11 months
cal estimate?😭 its chicken fried rice with vegetables, i ate about half
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11 months
i be scrolling edtwt in the doctors office idc🙏🏼
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@bpdkaraa
⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
hospital body check from a few days ago when i was fasting. i hope i still look like this when i get discharged<\3
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
mid workout bodycheck🤍
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10 months
@ribcakie i picked weetbix, salad filling and for dinners i alternated chicken and fish, same with veggies. thank youu tho<33
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. end of thread thank you for playing🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
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@bpdkaraa
⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
new pants and body checkk, i love how my legs look in these🤍🤍
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i hate when my food plans get disturbed. i planned all my meals out this week and then mum suggests i have pasta for lunch, but it wont fit in my cal limit so now i have to rearrage everything cuz i cant have one specific type of meal with another specific type, its a whole thing
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
something i keep reminding myself when i see a higher number on the scale after ive eaten a lot is, this number used to be my lowest weight in the morning before eating or drinking at some point, now its my weight after eating sm at the end of the day. thats progress🙏🏼
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
september could have been sm better. i hit a new lw but maintained it the whole month, self sabotage september fr
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
@Snorcx1 i double tapped the screen to turn it on, and on the side of the home screen was different like features and one has a scale pic so i clicked that and just lay on the bed💀
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
11 months
i c/s my entire binge and consumed nothing. i felt in control but also it was satisfying my binge urges without gaining weight from it, im a genius🙏🏼
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
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@bpdkaraa
⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
did the arm bc in my baggy hoodie🤍
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@bpdkaraa
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1 year
╭┈◦•◦❥•◦body check, finally in bmi 16s🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
i wish there was a way to c/s protein bars but absorb all the protein and none of the cals
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
1 year
also just so everyone is aware, im pro recovery for everyone 🫶🏻 im not pr0ana or f4tphobic or any of the other phobes
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1 year
girl dinner
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1 year
╭┈◦•◦❥•◦body check, finally in bmi 16s🤍
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
@st4rve4pines not really😭i calculated some of it, and like the mash potato would obv be higher cal than the carrots wouldnt it?😭 it might all be similar true, but at least anything lower cal id prefer:,) tyyy tho<33
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
10 months
@M0RGANAVALERIA yeah thats truee, and i never really trust bed scales compared to normal ones. plus this is my weight with all my clothes on too so😭 makes me feel a bit better abt it then:)
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⭑꙳⭒kara⭑꙳⭒
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tried one of these for the first time theyre nice, id buy again👍definitely helps with the chocolate cravings and still low cal
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