me n my mama hav started going on rlly long walks together and she’s getting into fasting whilst i’ve recently relapsed.. skinny summer for both of us ?? me thinks
really proud of myself for not doing my arm workout today :) ik that sounds weird but i’ve been forcing myself to do it so obsessively i’m so proud i resisted finally <3
@parrotfishi
@kurumiki3
EXACTLY ?? and they try to act like they’re raising awareness when rlly it’s just introducing ppl to the environment itself and it’s existence like…
just a small psa : im trans and hav autism and so PLEASE if you are racist, transphobic, homophobic, ableist etc unfollow. because frankly you disgust me. and i’m sick of being told of horrific tweets that ppl have tweeted.
been crying my eyes out bc i know i’ll have to deal with bullying at school tomorrow :( i feel like people - especially guys just prey on me because they see me as the weak anorexic girl who has no one to defend her
had a really bad incident at school yesterday :( i’m too unwell to live properly i’m so scared about my heart and i hate putting the people i love through this. going to enter my recovery era because my body won’t go on if i keep this way.
does anyone know why the thought of food is making me feel genuinely sick? like to the point i feel like i’m constantly going to throw up. it’s not ed related, ive been really ill recently and idk why i can’t stop feeling like i’m gonna be sick in relation to food
im so hungry but i hate how huge my thighs are :( i feel like they’ve got so big over the span of a few weeks and it’s devastating. i’m restricting again and will continue for 2 months but i already feel empty and further depressed now i’m eating gross food again
im addicted to my ed. i love the pain it causes me so much more than any other addiction i’ve had previously / still have. i hate it but i love it much more :DD
i had a really bad scare for the first time in a while, my heart was beating insanely quickly and i got boiling hot out of nowhere then started coughing up watery sick. i hate when this happens when i’m home alone i’m so scared i’m gonna die outside of my control
do u ever have it where u feel like u can actually feel a honeymoon phase typa thing about to happen? or more like a numbness and ability to restrict after a period of struggling
sometimes i’ll just have moments where i’ll look in the mirror and realise i’m not this immensely fat person i convince myself i am…and then i return back to my self hatred
@mirubunnie
i totally relate to this !! food always tastes mediocre and makes me feel groggy when i binge, whereas when im eating when im hungry, i appreciate it more — instead of mindlessly eating things
this is so gross but i think i’m rlly ill or something ?? i get unwell everytime after ive ate like in a physical way (bathroom or sick) since thursday
i might hav to up my intake for today a bit bc i haven’t go to the bathroom properly in almost a week and i don’t want to end up like last time where i had to go to hospital TT