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tw ed | -15 dni | cw 49.4 ugw 34

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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
~ { unpinning at bmi 12.0 } ~
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
everyone goes silent on twitter when they’re overeating (including me dw) and I think that’s really funny
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
idk if it's my disordered brain but why is EVERYTHING ALWAYS ABOUT FOOD. celebrations? food. visibly in a negative mood? someone brings you food. "hey wanna hang out? what should we go out to eat?" WHAT IF WE JUST RELAX AND NOT THINK ABOUT FOOD FOR A SECOND HUH????
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
@be4rcat exactly!! for how much food you’re getting, the calories are worth it and apples are so so gooddd
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
my dad took this picture of me tonight and he kept saying how beautiful I looked and now I’m sad because why can’t I see what he sees :(
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
love going to grocery stores and seeing all the newly released food items that I can’t eat
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
gm look at this beauty 🫶🏼 (the figure is a cover for the straw!)
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6 months
got such a cute drink holder (?) will update w a pic of it tmrw eeee
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
shitty uni study lounge washroom 🤍
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
wonky ass selfie from an event I went to earlier today :p
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
day 2 :ppp
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
out of bmi 15s !!!
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
me: why does my whole body hurt?? 😫 me 24/7: 🚶🏽‍♂️🚶🏽‍♂️🚶🏽‍♂️🚶🏽‍♂️
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
angles 🫶🏼 (my family is blocked out for obvious reasons)
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
if you see this drop a face pic :p (ceo of reusing the 1% of pictures where I look decent)
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
why does my brain automatically resort to “lets pig out!!!” as soon as I get to a lw like can we bask in the glory for a bit my guy 😭
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@bluntgutzss
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5 months
have not weighed myself in a month because I’ve been eatingggg but I’m starting another fast so hopefully I didn’t gain much ughhhhh I hate feeling like this
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
it’s my bday give me money
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
my parents are trying to pray my skinny away 💀
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
unpinning at bmi 14.0
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
I wanna ask for some mutuals’ numbers so that I can talk to them more frequently but I’m SCARED
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
unpinning at bmi 13.0
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
tonight’s vibes w shitty photos (it’s 5pm but I went outside already + I’m going to take an everything shower + doing everything I can to ignore my declining mood)
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
doing an unfollow spree throughout today man this takes so much time
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
finally think I can make this tweet but what would you guys do if you woke up at bmi 15.5 ??
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
to do list: borrow quest bars at some point because wtf are they $5.50 PER BAR??
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
why is everyone one my tl having nightmares about binging lately why are the ed havers being targeted someone save us
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
NEW LW THIS MORJING
@bluntgutzss
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7 months
back to last recorded lw 🫶🏼
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
recent cravings (listing them here to get them out of my head) pb&j (never had it before) sweet potato vegan poutine (again never had it before)
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
xs in my favourite clothing store is too big on me now
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
My Twitter Interaction Circle ➡️
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
was freaking out over no reason I still lost after last night (I’ve been, and still am in a huge negative net calorie deficit for almost a week what was I expecting)
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
tee hee I’m locking back in today
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
ended the last 3 nights w a binge because my biggest trigger is eating later than I planned and my cousin keeps forcing me to have dinner and then my stupid brain says hey why don’t you eat some more STUPID STUPID STUPID
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
never thought I’d be a snack/grazing foods kind of person but now I can’t stomach much at once so I let myself graze when I have to eat but PROTEIN SHAKE OMADS ARE MY GO TO 💯
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
reminders for myself: cravings last 20 minutes, they aren’t real, you don’t need the food, it’s not worth it
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
@be4rcat I put your drawing on my wall like I said I would <3
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
-5kgs save me… save me -5kgs
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
unpinning at bmi 15.0 (43.75kg)
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
LISTEN IM CONVINCED SCORPIOS ARE MY SOULMATES PLATONIC OR ROMANTIC IDGAF ITS BEEN PROVEN TIME AND TIME AGAIN SO WHOEVERS A SCORPIO I LOVE YOU
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
naturally running cold + probably anemic + dehydrated + cold weather makes for me wanting to burst into tears every second of every day but I physically can't (?) I can't even feel correctly that's so fun
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
I want a relationship but I just can’t see myself in one rn and my sex drive has been at an all time low for months maybe I don’t want one idk idk
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
dawg I need to lay off the sugar I know it’s the cause of me wanting to eat/eating without thinking I just need to swap it out with coffee and tea like I usually do I won’t survive my break at home otherwise
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
@sugarykcal ummm I stick to meal times (intermittent fasting for 16+ hrs) no sugar, never finish what’s on the plate. I might have more that I can’t think of atm.
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7 months
current hobbies: walking a fuck ton, doom scrolling on twt (obsessed w food polls too), c/s new protein bar flavours, watching suits, reading, window shopping/borrowing and trying on clothes <33
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
@corpsindresss (left to right) 11 to 9 ??? Idk dkm I’m bad at estimates 😭
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
I lied I overate again, tmrw’s a new day and I restarted my fast
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@bluntgutzss
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5 months
I’ve been thinking too much lately and was just reminded of the time I told my family I wanted to d!3 when I was 10 years old why was I so DRAMATIC 😭😭
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@bluntgutzss
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5 months
one of the most triggering things atm is the fact that I still get comments like “you need to eat” “you’re not eating enough” WHEN IM IN A BINGE CYCLE. are you not embarrassed to have me as a child when you see me go into the kitchen for food every 2 hrs?? THE GUILT IS SO REAL 😭
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
whoa what a surprise I broke my fast and have to restart again!
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
fast is going well im back in bmi 13s :)))
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
watching american psycho and continuing fast feeling good self care day :))
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
so basically I have to “maintain” for a few weeks but every calculator says that I can still get to bmi 14.0 if I stay under 900 calories so that’s the plan okay great update
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
rewrote my ed rules to remind myself because I’ve been straying from them too often lately
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
ew what-
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Ailee ׂׂ ☾ (CLIO DAY)
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8. last selfie you took?
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
got smooth move senna tea gonna drink it after I hit my lw just to boost the wl sounds like a plan 💗
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8 months
@Alice_edttwt your fast your rules! I would recommend keeping it unsweetened to minimize the calories if that’s important to you though
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
@twinf4ntasyy @polasblessings idk I’m just a habitual person and I found ways to stick to it
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
biggest fear is influencing my brother w my disordered behaviour ://
@s7rdust
Rust ✼
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edtwt who have siblings, do you ever contemplate the idea that what if they are disordered too?
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@bluntgutzss
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5 months
age i first .. 🎀 weed: never cigs: tried hookah at 8 😭 alc: (only took a sip) 14 xans: never porn: 7 💀 sex: never piercings: less than 3 y/o ?? tats: 17 starved: 12 laxatives: 17 snuck out: 17
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age i first .. 🎀 weed : never cigs : 13 alc: 6 (accident) 15 actual xans: never porn: 6 ( I DIDNT KNOW WHAT IT WAS) sex: never cuz haram piercings: as a baby tats: 16 starved : 13 laxatives: 17 snuck out: never
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
my favourite time of day is when I stand in the shower for 30 minutes and I’m warm and then I get out and sit in my bed
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
@belleanorx 19 tmrw !!
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
rules - omad protein shake - no more snacks from uni cafes - no accepting food from anyone (will add more rules if needed)
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
☕️🤎🕯️
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
I wanna get back into journaling, where can I get affordable and cute supplies like pens, markers, stickers, tape etc. ?
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
my protein bar stash is expanding quickly and I have to say I’m impressed w myself
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8 months
forgot about a dream I had yesterday and in it I made a yogurt bowl with coconut yogurt, banana, granola and berries and then I dropped the bowl ???
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
found out my brother got food poisoning while on his vacation w our mom and my first thought was “why not me” because he looked so sick (he’s fully okay now though it’s been over a week I just feel horrible for thinking like that)
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7 months
is my stomach getting toned from all the walking or am I delusional?
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5 months
@skinnytwwnk 12.0 I NEED IT
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
thinking about doing doing planks every morning and increasing the time just to see if it helps get my stomach a bit more toned. thoughts?
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
if I stick to the plan i made for this weekend and then start another fast I can reach the 40s (kg) before my trip during winter break 🙌🏼
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9 months
scared to weigh myself because I couldn’t sleep at all night
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
I hate not having anything specific to do at times because it makes me overthink so fucking much!! I’ve already meal planned and thought things through so that I don’t have to worry about what I eat at home but I’m still hung up on omg let it resttt
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
mini binge, immediately took lax and will drink lax tea, moving on I’m gonna erase this from my mind
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
just noticed the aggressive bruises on my back from the way I sit on chairs holy shit it’s so bad 💀
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
what constitutes as a comfort bone? like for me it’s my collar and hip bones because that’s where I rub when I’m anxious or stressed
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8 months
cold cold cold I’m in so much pain and my ears always close up in the wind and it gets me overstimulated because I CAN HEAR MY BREATHING IN MY EARHOLE FOR HOURS
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8 months
what’s the lowest cal alcohol that actually tastes good?
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
also who wants me to have their notifs on because I want to interact more ily you all so much <33
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6 months
I wonder who has my notifs on I’m too curious
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@bluntgutzss
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5 months
currently in bed because I’m in so much pain after binging AGAINNN I DO NOT RECOMMEND
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
burned 700 on my morning walk too I might double it if I’m too restless or bored in the evening we’ll see
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
copped ✅
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7 months
do I go out to get a new vape tmrw or not?
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
why does insomnia feel so validating?? I swear I’m in a much better mood if I don’t sleep either this is so messed up 😭
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7 months
sorry but I love giving treats to people I love seeing the joy on their faces
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
@hiejoys sometimes I give in but I stop myself (took me so fucking long to learn control, it’s lots practise and changing habits)
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8 months
I’ll do a chai + apple omad/twomad today because I feel bad about yesterday’s intake (nutrition wise)
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6 months
thought abt raiding the kitchen but roommies have ppl over so im stuck in my room w my gum and vape yeahhh
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7 months
god that’s so dramatic but I’m spiralling it’s so embarrassing in front of my family too like get a hold of yourself
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7 months
I KEEP OVEREATING SHUT YOUR MOUTH STUPID BITCH TMRW WILL BE BETTER IT HAS TO BE IM GONNA CRY I WAS SUPPOSED TO WEIGH MYSELF TOO ITS BEEN A WEEK IM DYING TO KNOW HOW MUCH I GAINED BUT IM ALSO FUCKING TERRIFIED IM SHAKING
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
confirmed chocolate protein shakes taste like doodoo trash asswipe you get the point it’s horrendous
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@bluntgutzss
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10 months
I hate hugging people because I can feel the bodychecking … like NO ONLY I AM ALLOWED TO DO THAT 😭😭
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
burned 750+ calories and going to the gym soon for 3-4 hrs we’ll see
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@bluntgutzss
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9 months
@gh0stg1rllllll it’s a great start to the night isn’t it
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
actually burnt 1400 today with my walk why was that not as difficult as I was imagining it to be
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
STOLE WHAT AM I WHAT AM I ??
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@bluntgutzss
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6 months
stolen but what vibe do I give off ? -drug addict -prostitute -mental prisoner -school bully -housekeeper
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
NOTHING FITS LIKE I WANT IT TO BUT I DONT WANT TO BUY MORE CLOTHES (lies I love shopping but I hate asking for things)
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@bluntgutzss
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8 months
been feeling so dead and I had to break my rule of not consuming anything before 10am just to get me through the walk to class
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8 months
exactly 90 lbs never thought I'd see the day
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@bluntgutzss
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7 months
fame happiness pussy 🕯️ counting on it 🕯️
@HL_2828
Nat 🎵 ×͜ײ⁸
8 months
I’m curious what you guys get
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8 months
tonight I fly back home and restrict back to lw AND THEN speedrun to bmi 13s lolol why am I excited
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