—“𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘺𝘥 𝘷𝘦 𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱: 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦” 🥀🕯️
‘who introduced you to zeynep tezel?' what could he even say to answer? she, herself barged in to his life, his space without warning. and he stood there watching the startled girl
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also i love how he didn't burst on her then and there. balkay he caressed her, hugged her then brought her home, took care of her the whole night and only in the morning expressed his disappointment and anger. husband material fr🥹🫂
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—“its too late zeynep, my uncle's ready i am not. you woke up, that's what's important let him win”
he doesn't care one bit about the post it's all for her all for her ALL FOT JUST HER 😭😭😭
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some silent gestures say a hell lot more than words! how her duppatta is wrapped around his arm, his shawl around her, the way his hand firmly held hers and her gaze never left him 🥹🫶
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a little detail i noticed is how they're standing closer to each other than they usually do, the trust building, the slow burn is so beautifully visible 🥺🤍
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—“I want the apple from the highest branch from you, Cüneyd. If you can't reach out, good luck. But it would be a shame for both of us if you don't try” ~ zeynep
THE WAY HE BLUSHED! ZENYO WHAT'S AN APPLE HE'LL GET THE WHOLE TREE FOR U!!
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cüneyd: “you're crying”
zeynep: “what is this robe for?”
the way they both worried for each other because that's how much they care for one and other. how cüneyd couldn't rest until he found the reason for her tears and how she reassured him ❤️🩹
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—“𝘊𝘶𝘯𝘺𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱'𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴” 🥀
they didn't have any conversation after he held her hand ever so suddenly, more like subconsciously, as if he knew even in a sea of humans she's the only one he could hold on to hence he did but
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i want zeynep to have a festive chic white dress as cüneyd has his beautiful white robe outfit for special days, they'll look so good entering the lodge together in matching fits 🥹🤍✨🪄
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—“𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘺𝘥 𝘷𝘦 𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱: 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸”🥀🕯️
who's more lost than a fish who doesn't know about water? water, which gives it life, a way to move, to live. this obscurity makes the habitant of sea truly lost.
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he's smiling to her without looking away or being shy without averting his gaze as he did before, this alone is a LOUD confession for me y'all 😭 as if he's saying, “i don't need to shy away from looking at someone i love”
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this was so funny of cüneyd, like instead of thinking for a strategy to tackle polis, the bby boy just straight up opened the door and peaked as if it were the neighbors asking for yogurt or smth 😭😭
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he subtly tried to stop her “enough zeynep” because sadi has made him think that he's not healthy enough to take the post, zeynep insisted him to take his own decision that he deserves the post and the way he gave in finally they're so married 😭
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—“these are clean clothes. what will you do here...like this? if you came home...”
“i'll meet my grandfather”
“meet doc levent as well, it'll do you good” she's so worried for him and it's good to see that cüneyd knows someone cares for him
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—“they knew me as a lion and you as a gazelle. there's no mercy from a lion to a gazelle nor affection from a gazelle to a lion” 😔💔
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the moment he knew she's different, unlike any other person of the sect. when she said,
“i wish i could go to the library whenever i want” all the resentment he had for her vanished, what left behind was curiosity and a will to fulfill her wishes “follow me” ❤️🩹
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under-talked scene! amongst his sadness, weariness and heartache he looked relieved seeing zeynep, as if he wasn't expecting to see her and even his words “you shouldn't have come” didn't hide the need he had to see that he wasn't all alone🥺
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the fact that he literally married her to protect her from her shit father, then stood by her side through every thick and thin even went against the whole sect for her wish to study 🥺❤️🩹
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this scene holds a special place in my heart. the fact that cüneyd resonated more with his dead mother's grave than those alive is so heartbreaking. not only did he used to spend his days by himself, but all alone in his garden with his mum's grave 💔
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such a beautiful edit 🥹🫶 couldn't help but share it here since the editor is apparently not on twitter.
editor on insta- lorufeso (amazing edits y'all should check em out tho)
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—“you taught me gülayşe hanım. someone else taught me something new today. she taught me what you told me, to not be scared...”
he talked about zeynep to his mother, the only one who worries for him and trusts him even more than himself ❤️🩹
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—“don't touch him sadi hüdayi effendi you know about cüneyd's condition” the fear on her face the horror in her voice that something worse would happen to cüneyd 💔
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it's so sad how english doesn't have a word for “ashiqui” like it's so much more than love, intense love maybe but eng doesn't have the right term. the main line goes as,
“my solace, my pain, my love all is now just you” ❤️🩹
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it's how he keeps close the things precious to him ❤️🩹🕊️
his rosary zeynep mended with her unique bead in it and his mother's scarf with her scent, the only material remain of hers. he can touch neither of them, zeynep nor his mother so he keeps their things close.
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𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘸 🫶✨
—“amin”
then he was trying to win her heart but she was so hurt that his mischievous prayer ‘may my robe gets better-’ didn't make her smile. now even the sight of him lights her up, his duas make her eyes shine ✨
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—“𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘺𝘥 𝘷𝘦 𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱: 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘨𝘢𝘻𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦”🕯️🕊️
if she was a gazelle, they saw her helplessness but missed her fire. if he was a lion, they forgot the forest belonged to him.
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𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱'𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 🥺❤️🩹
—“i’ll bring his robe to him otherwise he'll get sick!”
cüneyd: “i am not well”
—“ofcourse you caught cold, I'll make you linden tea”✨
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the fact that his extreme traumatic episodes started from the first scene because she grabbed his hand and now he asked her to stay. she's the pain and the cure, she's the reason for his triggers and now his solace from them as well ❤️🩹
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his mother didn't listen to his cries of "don't go, don't leave", she jerked his hand free and left him. for years and years cüneyd lived in the agony of keeping his hands away from everyone, so not to go through that pain of abandonment again +
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this scene defines their relationship so well. how they’re together on their journey, where he supports her enjoy freedom, grow from a mere bud to a flower whereas he just enjoys her company. where she accompanies him, supports him find himself, trusting
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the first time 'orphan' was used in context to cüneyd was when zeynep visited him in the hospital to convince him to comeback to the lodge. she said,
—“your garden is left orphaned without you”
and he cried like a child remembering his mother.
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how significant it is that cüneyd has always wanted for zeynep to feel freedom and birds signify hope, freedom, loyalty, new beginnings, all what zeynep and cüneyd experience when with each other 🥹✨🕊️
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how would anyone know that he waited for days for her to forgive him, that unlike any man from the sect he happily walked behind her because she was worried, that he tried every way just to see her smile, to listen her voice. how would they know freedom?
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she looked so pretty in white, the fact that white pallette suits them both so well as if the color defines zeynep and cüneyd. looking forward to both wearing white on eid perhaps with such smiling faces 🥹✨❤️🩹
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it still hurts a little that he has kept a key and doesn't wait at the door for her to open but it signifies that he has freed her of even this vague responsibility, she's as free in his presence as can be. also how homely they are 🥹🕊️🫶
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there's something so intimate in the fact that he hasn't touched anyone with his will since his mother and now he held her hand and asked her to stay with him and not leave him ❤️🩹✨🥺
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‘how did you silence the girl’ she asked.
—“what do you want zeynep? what would you want to be?” he'd always been the one to break her silence, to know about her, to make her wishes come true. how misunderstood he'd been he truly noticed now.
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— 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘺𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱?
I've interpreted this question a variety of different ways, cüneyd saw zeynep's uniqueness, her forgiving nature, her wisdom and knowledge, he saw an equal but was it all that made him decide? no,
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—“what is the truth?”
“that you must give zeynep freedom” what does he know about freedom? what does levent know that cüneyd himself led her to the freedom she felt for the first time. that he loved every minute of her swaying through the winds while he kept watch
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cüneyd's existential crisis have led him to wish for 'nothingness', but as the poem progresses more than it focusing on him finding himself it seems to him figuring out his end as if it was always evident, him disappearing.
— “𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘺𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘶”
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btw i feel like in s2 zeynep will propose cüneyd (for their real real marriage) like birgül did, cause cüneyd's too shy and zeyno is the risk taker and rebel in their relationship 😭
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—— They were made for the yearners who appreciate the the pure agony and longing found in the slowburn, the heartbreaking angst of hiding your love, and for those who turn their pain into poetry. They’re for the romantics, both hopeful and hopeless 🥀🪞
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—“𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘺𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱’𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴” ❤️🩹🥹
they both are each other's saviours and place of solace, oh how i love them✨
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cüneyd: i made my grandfather sick I'll do it to you as well. i am afraid of myself you should be scared as well
zeynep: don't say this, levent bey will find your treatment
cüneyd: then we'll have to be afraid of other things ❤️🩹😔
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—“𝘤𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘺𝘥, 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘻𝘦𝘺𝘯𝘦𝘱 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘦𝘮'𝘴 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴” ❤️🩹🥺
they look a bit worried especially zeynep but since they're together, they'll get through the downs ✨
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you guys do realize that the next picture we'll get of them would be a selfie or smth like that because they're definitely gonna throw it before the finale 😭
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i asked for him to pick her red bead I got it, i asked for a hospital emotional scene i got it, i asked for her first words to be cüneyd when she get up I GOT IT AND SO MUCH MORE OMG
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—“I want the apple from the highest branch from you, Cüneyd. If you can't reach out, good luck. But it would be a shame for both of us if you don't try” ~ zeynep
THE WAY HE BLUSHED! ZENYO WHAT'S AN APPLE HE'LL GET THE WHOLE TREE FOR U!!
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it feels as if cüneyd from the very first day has given zeynep the authority of the house, to make her feel like it's her home hence she always opens the door and 'lets him in'. when he said to naim
—“meryem is in her daughter's house” he drew boundaries by
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it's how for a split second his hand desperately searched for hers, someone to finally hold on to, someone to finally trust with this connection of touch. that single moment of his uncertainty while searching for her hand is where my heart resides ❤️🩹😔
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“your only concern was to take the girl away from me” his distress was all about her. he never did any wrong to her but he knows how their actions must be causing pain and hurt to her. he let go all the ill treatment he faced despite his ocd, his mind stayed on her.
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