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remind today, that I am THANKFUL for YOU everyday. Thank you for sharing so many memories with me, watching movies together, laughing with me, crying with me, and loving me through when I donโt like your favorite movie.
You have forever changed my life. I am so happy youโre here.
Merry Christmas from me and mine to you and yours! โ๏ธ whatever you celebrate, I hope itโs happy, merry, and bright. Now excuse me while I eat my weight in sausage balls.
Also - thank you for being patient with me. I have not felt like myself the past 5/6 days. I havenโt gotten out of bed but a few times. Just in a really dark place right now.
Tbh, I jstarted thinking about you guys & everyone on the hot mess express. I am just sitting here crying because you are always so kind and nice and hilarious and understand with me all the time. Likeโฆ I donโt know what I did to deserve you, but Iโm so glad we have each other.
Let me tell yโall about my Monday morning: 1.) stepped in dog shit, didnโt feel it - tracked it on a couple of rugs. 2.) opened my email to some pretty nasty hate emails. 3.) randomly got a text from my dad (who Iโm estranged from)โฆ this Monday can fuck ALLLLL THE WAY OFF.
I hope you always, always, ALWAYS know that your existence changes lives. Your smile at a stranger matters.
Your kindness in traffic matters.
You MATTER. period. Full stop.
No matter what your brain says.
No matter what life throws at you.
You belong here. You matter. ๐ฉต
Hubbenโs birthday was Monday. thanks to your support AND recommendations- I was able to surprise him with the titanic
@LEGO_Group
set. He has worked on it every free second he has - already finishing a third of the ship! Happy (late) birthday hubben. I love you!
having some really awful bad brain days. i wish I could just โจdisappear โจ so if youโre having a tough time too; know weโll get thru it together.
This man finished the 10,000 piece titanic
@LEGO_Group
set TWO WEEKS TO THE DAY. over 4 feet long, moving engines, iceberg not included but beans giving it her best shot.
Just a reminder that whatever is thrown your way the next few days - I love every moment we spend together. I love watching movies for the first time with you, playing games, telling stories. I love laughing with YOU. You always have a community that values you ๐ฉต๐ฉต
Also what is actually up with all the Captain Marvel hate?? (Not my review but the movie in general???) I got sooooo many comments telling me to skip it and now people are shocked I liked it. So itโs real question for ya: why the hate on this one?
Helllo. I am drunk. Honestly. Crossfaded. Love you. Be responsible. Please. I packed a bag to stay at their house. You do the same. Please love you pkwy baby.
in case no one told you recently: Iโm so proud of you. Look at the hard stuff youโve been going thru & Youโre not giving up!! Thatโs amazing. I hope you see a dog today. I hope you belly laugh at meme. I hope you know how much I love you. You deserve to be here. ๐ฉต
Blake just rolled over, dead asleep, and said โAshleighโฆ she wants to talk to you.. the lady who just went up stairs.โ
So Iโm not sleeping anymore tonight
hey by the way ๐ฉต thanks for being cool about the twitch stream yesterday. I got so many things done and we are back on track for a rootinโ tootinโ good time on the Hot Mess Express. See you Sunday for the LIVE on YouTube!
I think I've had just about enough of
@awk_ashleigh
and her movie reactions - too much mugging for the camera, and then screaming about missing obvious plot elements that she'd pick up on if she weren't A) distracted, or B) just dumb.
Sad thing is, she'll probably never change.
hey you. itโs okay to not: see family, leave the function early, not talk to certain people. itโs okay if you donโt feel โmerry and bright.โ The holidays can be hard, and your brain can be mean. Always remember that there is always a seat at my table for you - just as you are. ๐ฉต
Being silly with you guys on the internet makes a bad brain day so much better. Thank you for existing and being here and riding the hot mess express! ๐ฉต๐ฅฒ
Thank you for all your kind messages while Iโve been sick. Youโre the best community on the internet, I mean it. ๐ฅฐ
Thank you for understanding my canceling of streaming but I need to do it again. While I am feeling a bit better; my lungs ache from the heavy coughing fits.
Iโve done my hair and make up. Iโm about to get Taco Bell. And then Iโm filming a couple (maybe three) movies. So this shit day can suck my productive DICK.
Let me tell yโall about my Monday morning: 1.) stepped in dog shit, didnโt feel it - tracked it on a couple of rugs. 2.) opened my email to some pretty nasty hate emails. 3.) randomly got a text from my dad (who Iโm estranged from)โฆ this Monday can fuck ALLLLL THE WAY OFF.
Good morning everyone! It got scary here in Nashville last night, with at least one tornado touching down in a neighboring town. Thank you for checking on us throughout the night! We havenโt gotten out to assess any damage yet.