On a journey of expanded consciousness,
exploring more than the eyes can see.
Deepening into the embodiment of love, witnessing the divine within you and me.
I love this clearing affirmation which can be adapted when you need to spring clean something specific. I repeat 3 times and close with, and so it is. Gratitude to Wendy for sharing originally
SEXUAL DISSOCIATION - A short thread.
When you "turn off" your sexuality, you are suppressing a natural part of yourself which causes energetic blocks.
Your sexual creative energy keeps you vital & alive. It's why it's coveted by outside forces for their own ends 👇
My heart is cracking open again and it's the widest it's ever been. Man, it feels like the most beautiful pure love of the universe is flowing through me, like a river of love directly from God. I know it probably sound crazy but I wish for you all to feel this loved. 😭
I am genuinely so confused right now about what the heck it is I should be eating. The fruits n veg are full of gmos, the meat n dairy is full of god knows what, the water is poisoned. I feel like I need to train to be a Buddha and learn to live on bloody fresh air.
Have you ever had experiences where they are so out there you can't actually tell anyone, mostly because you're not quite sure what's going on and you're staring to seriously question your own sanity?
Honey is a gift from the divine. Bee's are keepers of it's secrets and with it, the hidden knowledge of healing through perfect symmetry, through sound and vibration. They are nature's alchemical masters.
@xirtempest
A period of intentional celibacy with the intent to do those things is absolutely beneficial, it can reinforce energetically removal of ties and attachments to previous partners. For this reason I'd not advocate using the getting under someone to get over someone approach...
My idea of being spiritual drastically changed. My focus is more on being an embodied & authentic person, rather than trying to squeeze myself into metaphysical platitudes that sounded right but didn't quite fit. I now try to act in my highest joy, not what I think joy should be.
I don't usually do this but I have a message and it's pretty persistent.
You need to know you matter. You are here because you matter and your worth is not anything that can be defined within a limited material context. You are valued and loved in ways you cannot yet understand
I appear to be going through an unresolved childhood trauma phase. I've recently admitted to myself that I was neglected in my teenage years but had blocked it out. I share this as at 36 you'd think this would be obvious but time is irrelevant, you're ready when you're ready
@xirtempest
I would also suggest celibacy is best employed in situations of low self esteem, co-dependency issues & if you have unbalanced attatchment issues or energetic leakage (sovereignty) issues. This gives you space to energetically & emotionally heal and balance. Engaging in
I have this feeling like we are in the waiting room. Calm anticipation fills me up. I have a knowing that a huge change is upon us and it feels like nothing will ever be the same again.
I look at some accounts sharing genuinely well researched/ spiritually well developed information & content with very low followers but then there's some huge accounts that sharing mind candy and I just think frequency match wise more people like entertainment than authenticity
My daughter likes to play the "what if" game.
Today it was, what if everyone with ADHD/autism came from another universe & a part of their consciousness was still there & when they act different they're just remembering who they are?
I swear this is without my influence...
Trying to parent while you are under going a full physical/emotional/ spiritual metamorphosis, to essentially become a whole new person, is so fucking hard.
I want to weep under the bed covers but I gotta do dinner 😅
When you leave someone guessing you aren't being alluring as many magazines and influencers tell you. You're being an emotional fuckwit and leading the other person to become unsure of your feelings leading to a lack of feeling safe and nervous system disregulation
When you meet someone who sparks you at a soul level and you connect, you create this magnetic field which encapsulates you both, changing the reality around you and pulling you into alignment. You'll know it when you feel it and will be like nothing else you've felt before.
I call back all my energy from all places, times, dimensions and universes.
I remove all cords and attachments and transmute them in the light of God and fill any spaces left with source light.
I invoke the Violet flame to seal and protect my auric field.
And so it is.
This is a bit of an experiment
I'm infusing this post with the intention - to create the highest/ best good to you when you read it but only if you consent. It could cause a sudden shift, a feeling or some other anomalous result.
If you feel guided I love to hear if it works
When are you going to realise they want your energy? That's the top and bottom of it. That's the currency, that's the power, that's how we create. Everything else is just an expression of that, so remember your energy is priceless.
Have you ever cried tears for other people? Felt love or joy on their behalf?
You can actually tap into other people's emotions unconsciously. Healers who are not adept and shielding their energy can take on and transmute others pain. The issues come when the body can't do this
Find someone who inspires you to believe,
There's no limits on what you can achieve,
That the sun and moon dance for you,
That the star light inside will guide you through.
This life time, this time period we are experiencing now, is the spiritual equivalent of a crash course in soul evolution.
If you're here sharing this experience then you have chosen the fast track, intensive.
Congratulations you're both incredibly brave and a little nuts.
Don't forget the things we pull into our awareness have to have an energetic frequency match, (we have to have a bit of that charge within us) so as we heal and evolve, so do the things we experience and attract. Sexual energy is your manifesting magick, so let it flow.
Everyone's going on about current affairs so I'll put my 10 pence in & bow out..
Nothing you see is as it appears. Go inside, strengthen yourself & don't leak your energy to traps designed to steal your creative power. Never has it been more imperative to be the neutral observer.
Have you ever cried tears for someone you have to let go of, while at very same time your heart is feeling the pain, it is also feel the wonder of love and joy? It's like being stretched open.
I'm actually desperate to start a discussion on energy sex. It's difficult to find books dealing specifically with that area and I'd like some refinement and also it's just a fascinating topic.
Porn aside (that's a huge thread in it's own right).
When I say willfully use it, I don't just mean having sex. This is an energy force of creation. You can put it into projects, relationships ect or simply let it circulate through your system to build, heal or release. 👇
I love people, who love people. I've no room for fake shit, or pulling people down. I want to uplift those in my life and hopefully get a little uplifting back. We grow together.
When a woman is flirty, kind, compassionate, fun, attentive & open to people, when she lives through her heart there's a tendency to think she wants more. I don't, I've found the love of my life this week & I don't say that lightly. I'm embodying the goddess not looking for sex.
My sister told me straight up yesterday that I have an unnatural defiance towards authority figures.
Of course I do, I was born with hammer to take this shit down. I didn't come here to comply, I came to be my own brand of special.
It feels as though the age of the goddess, the feminine is returning. This is not to emasculate the masculine but to equally compliment through contrast in divine balance. We are being restored to the original template through the womb of creation.
I've so, so much love pouring through me. I don't actually know what to do with it all. I feel like my heart was gated and once I opened the lock, it's all just flowing through me without restraint.
Time is speeding up, we are hurtling towards a nexus point. The synch, the constant test, initiation, integration, repeat cycles are on amphetamine. It's coming, it's coming quickly what ever it is and it's going to blow the lid off of the reality we think we know.
If you don't use it (willfully) you lose it. It's why trauma/shadow work/inner child work is so important.
Any wound can cause leaks or openings for things to come in, attach & feed or manipulate you. Why do you think porn is free? Sexual wounding is big business. 👇
Is telling ppl to keep their vibe high a misnomer?
Can you become so obsessed with keeping it high that you end up not dealing with things that ultimately keep you stuck or cause further problems?
Can we mask our true feelings to keep the high vibe?
Thoughts?
My daughter has just telepathically told me she was hungry.
She came in to check I'd got it. I asked did you just think about bring hungry. She replied, I told you I was hungry, did you hear?
So telepathy 😂😂 shit, I'm going to clean my mind!
Ever wonder why you just can't get enough of some people?
They're magnetic. Magnetism doesn't just effect metals.
People with a strong magnetic pull, will suck you into their orbit & will feel pretty good.
They're high energy and will "charge" you up just by being with them
Getting stoned to get the giggles...
Then remembering I've been purging deep emotional shit at the moment and my inability to express myself turned into a fountain of emotions. Now I've said too much... and the bloody tears are back. Does anyone else feel like they're losing it?
Timelines are collapsing now, merging, morphing. My friends told me how she read the obituary of a woman she knew, saw the Facebook posts and then 10 days later she attended an event and the lady was alive! Reality is literally melting before our eyes.
I don't care what anyone says, weed is medicinal when used correctly. I asked the spirit of the plant for guidance yesterday and I've woken up today feeling lighter and freer than I have in a while.
Can I just say that I have connected with some absolute fucking diamonds of humanity on here.
You guys inspire me & give hope for the future. To everyone of you amazing, beautiful bastards who has ever connected with me or will, I love you & thank you for being a shining light
The name of the game is energy potency and flow.
When you deny this part of yourself it can stagnate. You want to feel into it and if there are emotions like shame ect, if you are full of uncontrolled lust, these are areas you can feel into for witnessing & healing. 👇
Feeling called to share, when I was younger I was visited and I'm assuming taken by visiting beings. That's my truth and not everyone will align with it but I'm here straight up telling you there is more out there than you will ever understand. Sometimes surrender is all we have
When people tell me what to do, even if it's meant kindly, I have this defiance that bubbles up within me. It's like an internal challenge. I regulate it but sometimes I have this massive urge just to say no! 😆
Unpopular opinion, when you call your body a "meat suit" you are dissociating from it.
You come into this experience with a divine vessel. It is the only thing you will ever truly own.
It's important to recognise we're more than the body as we live fully in it simultaneously
When people tell me that spiritual people don't swear, I laugh. I laugh hard.
I want authentic spirituality not a fake pop up prophet with a secret shame agenda and messiah complex.
People talk about looking for their purpose. I think the number one purpose is mastering yourself. Once you've started on that long path, everything else falls into place.
I've had my meeting with work and it's been agreed that the ball has been set in motion officially that I'm ending my nursing career. On to my next projects, getting well and releasing all the toxic energy carried over the last few years. I can finally tell you my names Samantha!
Having an little identity crisis. The question comes up again, loudly.. who even am I?
I don't need to be told about the perceptions of the ego, of gratitude, of divine guidance.
I need to explore myself, to find my way back to myself. I might get a little messy, it's ok.
I'm grieving for the part of me as a young teenager that became so messed up because I was blind drunk and "let" 3 men have sex with me. It's impacted myself image, my relationships and how I operated in the world. I'm owning it today and letting the shame go. I'm healing now.
When you're in flow, your life will become, one huge synchronicity. You can't deny that there is a universal current which we move in and life unfolds in a miraculous geometry.
I'd say the key is to strengthen your mind, awareness of the body, emotions and spirit within you. Begin to know who you are and what you want. As we unpack and let go of ideas, beliefs, experiences, people, places that weigh us down, our energy will expand. 👇
I'm just putting it out there that I'm actually socially awkward... if I say things that seem weird, it's because I am ultimately a funny weirdo and I've made peace with that. There's no malicious intent or secret jibe, I'm just odd guys.
Going hand in hand with shadow work is energetic awareness. Once you begin to get a feel of your own energy, you know where your boundaries are and can strengthen them. Breathwork & meditation or even a physical martial arts practice can help you do this. 👇
I've had such a great day, thank you for all my birthday messages. I'll get back to you all when I'm not as intoxicated... no it's not a wig, yes that is how big hair has gotten... if you've lost some change or a child, it could be in there.... also yes, I am battered!