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@arend3lle

1 year

this would be present in an episode of eating disorders horror story

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon stay long enough for them to medically help you, moon. I’m not telling you to recover, I’m not asking you to go to an ed facility, but please do enough to stay alive. I know you’re scared and nobody is approaching you either kindness or respect, but you can do this for yourself

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon it’s time bby, you made it. it’s covering everything, you can’t shrink your bones

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@arend3lle

1 year

they better be great bc my expectations are sky high

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon you’re human, moon. your body has a tolerance limit and you’ve reached that. it’s ok to accept help and it can literally save your life if you don’t wait until the last minute to give yourself a chance. I’m sorry your support system isn’t kind to you, you deserve better 🫂

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@arend3lle

1 year

@n0thvngry as a bulimic person I’m horrified at the mere idea of purging something so absurdly oily 😭

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@arend3lle

1 year

300kcal total and closing today at 500kcal 🫡

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@arend3lle

1 year

500kcal OMAD

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@arend3lle

4 years

🤡🤡🤡🤡

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon listen to your body more than ever and ask for help if you feel anything weird going on pls be safe

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@arend3lle

1 year

caramel cashew warmed up 🫶🏻

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@arend3lle

1 year

they better be great bc my expectations are sky high

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon you lose so fast for someone so tiny, moon. stay safe, pls

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@arend3lle

1 year

good morning ☀️ this is so good and so filling, I think I’m in love!!!

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon I wish someone or something could help you so see how absurdly small you’re. there’s no way you gained anything from yesterday, believe me :( pls be kind to your body

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon searched who he is and now I'm in a rabbit hole, will watch his whole channel I'm sure

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@arend3lle

1 year

@venusintravenus that’s why I said eating disorders plural, not just ana. it would be my bulimic nightmare purging that amount of oil but I can also see myself binging on that (without the pepperoni bc I’m vegetarian) and being ashamed of my poor choices 😭

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@arend3lle

1 year

so weird to see ppl ganging up on someone to tell them they’re not thin 😭 wtf guys seriously is this really needed?! y’all need to touch some grass and learn when to shut the fuck up

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@arend3lle

1 year

my boss ordered lunch for everyone today and I’m a whore for grilled cheese and tomato soup so that’s my OMAD

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@arend3lle

1 year

had to go to tjs to get the 60kcal min choc ice cream sandwich and ended up finding more interesting stuff the falafels are 250kcal per 4 pieces and the “cheese bread” is from my culture so it’s special to me

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@arend3lle

1 year

I actually prefer this protein bar over most regular candy tbh, it’s not an effort to have it as a treat

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon baby steps, moon. go for pre portioned foods to give you a sense of control, but pls don’t keep fasting. it’s way too dangerous and you’re too important. maybe call your gf while you eat to keep you company? or watch something to take your mind away of the food? but pls eat

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@arend3lle

1 year

@lurexic I was sure it was a hand before reading the tweet and going back to the picture

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon moon :( pls stop trying to compensate something that very likely didn’t have any impact on your weight, I’m rlly worried about how long you can keep going. consider having your safe 💩 maker meal instead of extending the fast, your body needs at least a tiny bit of fuel

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon plsssss buy a few bottles of gatorate zero and sip throughout the day. I swear it’ll improve your quality of life without messing with your caloric intake 🫶🏻

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon moon, receiving medical attention and getting stable isn’t the same as being forced to recover. you can give baby steps, things don’t need to be 8 or 80, there’s a lot in between

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@arend3lle

1 year

I guess I’m back to my honeymoon era ????? thank god

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon a whole cheese corn dog is about 240kcal to I'd say you ate 120 at most. I'm glad you had fun and respected your limits. are you feeling better now?

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon moon, I promise you there’s a middle ground where you can find what works best for you without self destroying so hard. you don’t have to pick between two extremes, you can break the patterns that hurt you and find sustainable alternatives, but you need to be alive to do that

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@arend3lle

1 year

finally!!! I think I’ll try the cinnamon roll tomorrow 😭 looks so good

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@arend3lle

11 months

✨I bought it so you don’t have to✨ instructions tell you to put it in the oven at 400F and let it there for 16-19 min it looks kinda burned but it actually wasn’t… I took it out at 13 min btw the cheese doesn’t bubble, it doesn’t taste like pizza at all

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon this sucks, you’re doing the best you can and that’s enough. are you feeling ok and getting to enjoy at least a bit?

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon you don’t deserve to feel like this and I’m sure there’s better ways to empathize with your mom (bc she also needs support) without making you feel shitty in the process. I’m sorry things are so tough rn, yk I’m here for whatever you need, ily

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon you barely ate at the fair. I'm sorry you're struggling and feeling bad about it, but the amount you had to walk and how demanding it was on your body completely covered any possible "extra" calories or not controlled macros you're torturing yourself about. be kind to yourself 🫶

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@arend3lle

1 year

on a random note, whyyyyyy does non disordered ppl waste calories like this 😭 there’s no reason for a lil yogurt be over 100kcal 😭

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@arend3lle

1 year

guys I did something

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@arend3lle

4 years

lunch // dinner

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon you’re allowed to have good moments with your loved ones, moon. and your intake is so low everyday, having a little bit more of food once in a while actually boosts your metabolism. enjoy the time with her 🫶🏻

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon they’re respecting your choices and the fact that you can leave at anytime doesn’t mean you should bc it’s not safe yet. it would be helpful if they could communicate a lil better but I think that’s what they’re trying to reason with you

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon it won’t mess with your progress at all, have fun and keep in mind that your body is like car. atp you have no reserves, so in order to run you need fuel. those 260kcal were used to keep you functioning. you won’t gain from eating something nice now, I promise

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@arend3lle

1 year

@littleb41664007 ikr 😭😭😭 that should be considered a crime

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@arend3lle

1 year

✨ intake accountability thread ✨ goal: stop b/p urges

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon I agree with that, it should be your choice. can you choose yourself tho? I know you can do hard things and I trust you to do your best to be safe. you deserve a chance, moon. the world is better with you here.

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon I hope you find a way to stop losing so it doesn’t get even worse. it was heartbreaking to read the thread and think of you going through it all. you deserve so so so much better, moonie 🫂

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@arend3lle

4 years

oi meninas, passando pra lembrar que na minha bio tá escrito “tw food” não é atoa viu não é a conta do ifood mas eu posto bastante comida e vou continuar postando, quem não curtir é só dar unfollow/não seguir de volta

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon this looks hella painful. maybe you could try this pillow thingy, I used it to help with lower back pain for a while when I had a physically demanding job and it was a life saver (the link just in case )

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@arend3lle

1 year

are we here to judge other people’s meals now? wow some of you are fucking unhinged and I’m blocking every asshole I see on my timeline bc I don’t need this shit in my life

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@arend3lle

1 year

finally found it after weeks trying everywhere!!!! 🫶🏻

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@arend3lle

1 year

@starvinglucy sis has no organs

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon the way I’m proud of you for using other coping mechanisms 🫶🏻 baby steps

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon wish I could hug you and promise that things will get better eventually

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon remember it’s ok if you need to ask for help to get through tonight, if you feel like it’s too much, too painful, too unsafe or too uncomfortable. and for the future, pls keep thinking about harm reduction. you deserve to feel better and suffer at least a little less 🫂

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@arend3lle

1 year

bulimia is so humiliating

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@arend3lle

4 years

brunch - 500 calories

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@arend3lle

1 year

I’m so happy I’m finally getting to interact more with nice ppl here 🫶🏻 I’ve always wanted to have cool and kind moots to vibe together

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@arend3lle

1 year

@lassquelette me but when I stopped comparing myself to teens. the bone structure makes a lot of difference and we can’t do anything about that

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@arend3lle

1 year

this is way more triggering than meanspo tbh

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon hey my love, don’t worry. we all love you too and we just want to see you doing well. did you eat anything today? maybe it’s time to give it try. take care of yourself pls so you have enough strength to hang out here. if you need anything just say a word. ily lots and lots 🫶🏻

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@arend3lle

1 year

@Adammikuu that's so beyond rude and unnecessary of you, and it shows that the only ugly thing here is your personality. consider filtering your unsolicited opinions next time.

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@arend3lle

1 year

2nd disordered meal of the day and it tastes equally amazing thanks for everything qu3st

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@arend3lle

1 year

I had no idea I was actually in the right path to be small someday and I ended up losing all my progress bc I was convinced I was failing anyway it isn’t happening again and I’m back on track

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@arend3lle

1 year

good morning y’all

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@arend3lle

11 months

updates: - it's been a while since my last b/p session - I'm back to running which is something I used to enjoy before relapsing with depression and bulimia - I've been keeping my intake under 1000kcals and burning it all exercising

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@arend3lle

4 years

lunch // dinner // dessert

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@arend3lle

1 year

life feels quite terrible rn so I’m gonna OMAD my fav protein bar and hope I won’t binge later to feel something else

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@arend3lle

1 year

that’s how I ended up with a literal suitcase of clothes one day I hope I’ll have the body and self esteem to wear in the meantime I’m just taking turns with the 2 same pants everyday

nana ☆

@uchinagaey

1 year

hate being a girlie girl into fashion and hating my body cause there's so much stuff i wanna try and experiment with my outfits but body dysmorphia is eating me up

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@arend3lle

1 year

@glossdiet wait, what Amy?

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon they kinda do in their irrational way when we’re talking about the ones that hibernate. otherwise, they’re supposed to have mechanisms to regulate their food intake based on their metabolism and how often they will be fed and it’s an evolutionary mechanism that can be fucked up

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon you’re this little 🤏🏻 moon. can you pls allow yourself to slow down a lil since you’re in the 9s? ily and i wish you could at least try to maintain now :(

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon make a poll!!!

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@arend3lle

1 year

I wanna eat rice and beans

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@arend3lle

1 year

my fav so far

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@arend3lle

1 year

girl breakfast today I won’t omad bc I’m going to a film festival later and prob will have popcorn

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon moon?! nooooo, it’s not ruined! metabolism day, remember????

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@arend3lle

1 year

@lilacknees eating meat is like eating sand, makes no sense to my brain. egg and dairy sadly are still part of my life atm

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@arend3lle

1 year

girl breakfast good morning

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@arend3lle

1 year

when will y’all understand that barking at someone with an ed won’t make them look for support/treatment? it’s basically the opposite, it’s overwhelming, it’s triggering af the way ppl interact with EC makes me me feel so bad, even the ppl trying to help… it all sucks

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@arend3lle

4 years

lunch // dinner

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon think of things that are individually portioned like protein bars, it’s a way to conquer the fear and get something in your system. it will be ok, it’s just a little fuel and when it’s over it’s over. you can’t keep fasting forever and it’s better to break it before it breaks you

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon not a safe idea, moon. pls keep up with the 500 kcal intake plan, it's still way bellow maintenance but less dangerous than fasting

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@arend3lle

4 years

como eu trato os bichinhos dos meus morangos:

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@arend3lle

1 year

@lassquelette I’m addicted to bodychecking on the microwave 😭

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@arend3lle

1 year

decided to have my fav smoothie instead of drowning in unhealthy stuff

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@arend3lle

1 year

girl breakfast today I won’t omad bc I’m going to a film festival later and prob will have popcorn

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@arend3lle

11 months

ok I hated it 😭😭😭😭😭

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@arend3lle

4 years

today we had a super special dinner and I am super happy even after eat at least 800kcal at one single meal

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@arend3lle

1 year

this one is SO bad 😭😭😭😭😭

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@arend3lle

1 year

good morning I guess 😭 330kcal and that’s definitely my today’s OMAD

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon I can imagine how scary it is but it’s necessary and you have all my support, my dms are always open for you to vent and as you know I’m a pain in your ass asking you to make good choices. ily, I wanna have you around but if you don’t stop losing things won’t end up well

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@arend3lle

1 year

a new era is coming thank me

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon sounds divine, pls report back if you do it

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon sharing food is a way to show affection and love. I know it sucks and it’s triggering, but try to focus on her intentions rather than overthinking the results (easier said than done ofc I’m aware)

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@arend3lle

11 months

I’ll sleep in peace tonight

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon I’m reading your tweets now and I think it’s safe to say you shouldn’t fast anymore bby. pls, it’s not worth it. your life is important, your health is important. I love the idea of 600kcal to start with, you could have 3 tiny meals and keep your body functioning

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@arend3lle

1 year

just had an smoothie and now I’m shivering, hope I get to burn some extra calories and going back to fast prob until saturday

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@arend3lle

1 year

@decomposedmoon this fear is just your brain playing tricks on you. rn the hardest thing is clearly starting, not stopping. I’m sorry you’re struggling to get some little nourishment. pls try to go for individually packed things, it gives you a sense of control. you deserve to feel better 💞 ily

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@arend3lle

4 years

410kcal

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@arend3lle

1 year

my bedroom is my favorite place on earth 🥹 I’m so happy here

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@arend3lle

4 years

lunch // dinner // exercises

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@arend3lle

4 years

lunch + 10 almonds

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@arend3lle

1 year

I’m deluding myself into believing I’m getting skinnier and the delusion feeds into my ed and helps me to avoid binging I’m basically gaslighting myself and manifesting my gols in the process

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