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#EXJW as of Feb 2021

Auckland, New Zealand
Joined June 2021
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
My favorite thing about leaving the #JehovahsWitnesses is the assumption that I was stumbled by #apostate literature. When in reality, it was the #WTBTS own publications & Governing Body’s own words that did it! #cult #exjw #ttatt
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@apostatebarbie
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2 years
This is viral on Tiktok at the moment. What y’all think?
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3 years
I have made a masterpiece 😂🤢😬 #exjw #excult #jworg
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1 year
Do #jehovahswitnesses shun? They say no. But here are examples of the realities we face when leaving the organization. 💔 #exjw
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3 years
Someone on my tiktok comments: “you have to be disfellowshipped to be exjw.” I’m like no, I’m not disfellowshipped and I am an ex-Jehovah’s Witness. They’re like: “no that’s impossible.” Like they genuinely think you can’t decide yourself to leave.
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@apostatebarbie
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2 years
@NewyorkerRican I actually don’t think he was aggressive. To me he sounds extremely frustrated. I’m not sure if he’s a former jw or a random “worldly” I suppose it leads me to ask - is it everyone’s responsibility to reason with them? Or to wake them up?
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
10 months
Saw this on Fargo s5 the other day and they fucking nailed it 💀
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
JW Urban Legends Pt1 #exjw
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10 months
The collab you knew you needed #exjw
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@apostatebarbie
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2 years
Current JW & an ex-JW at the same event. Can you tell by the modesty of their dress which is the JW? Wait - a JW would have zero business being at an event like this right? #exjw #cult
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
A bit presumptuous, no? #jehovahswitnesses
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2 years
Omg don’t ask the Jehovahs Witnesses 🤣
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2 years
@IAmXtiaw @DUALIPA How many yrs are in a generation 🤔
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3 years
#igotout exactly one year ago today, I stumbled upon the exjw subreddit and began my journey out of the #jehovahswitnesses cult. I will be doing a tiktok/reel series about what lead me to reddit/how I left #exjw #exfundie
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3 years
This is The Bad Place #JehovahsWitnesses #exjw
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Micki
7 months
Spot the difference? #exjw
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
So I’m doing the anonymous confessions on my Instagram. This is THE ONE. It tops them all:
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Micki
2 years
Really odd that a newly baptised Jehobahs Witness starred in not one but TWO alcohol commercials during a famous event supporting competitive sports. The hypocrisy. Ain’t no way a normal JW would get away with anything near this whole mess.
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Ok ok I’m done with my Ads how about 2 Super Bowl commercials. I’m still so speechless. Thanks @MichelobULTRA and yes I can golf… a little 🙋🏿‍♀️
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2 years
26 September 2020. This was the day I “woke up” from the Jehovah’s Witness religion. It’s been 2 years. It’s still a mindfuck. I was pimo until February 2021 when I finally left via social media. What a ride.
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2 years
#JehovahsWitnesses clickbait for #InternationalWomansDay2023 - the high control religion that doesn’t even allow baptised women to wear pants in their Kingdom Halls. Or teach & lead the congregation 🤢 #exjw #cult
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
In todays installment of “What The Fuck: JW Edition” we have this absolutely horrific item -
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Micki
2 years
Just a couple of 2022 wins: -Officially became a dog groomer! -Learned to stand up for myself & hold boundaries -Reconnected with “worldly” family -Exjw content went viral on tiktok -Sorted my financial situation -Helped people online & irl to leave the cult
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Micki
2 years
Funny how all the JWs in the comments on my previous 2 tiktoks are absolutely silent on this one.
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
1 year
📍First stop on my #apostateworldtour
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
Hey guess what?! Moving to the UK in September 🧚🏻‍♀️
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Micki
1 year
Should just randomly message an old JW friend and say hey what’s up I heard y’all don’t shun anymore let’s catch up? 🙃 (Fully prepared for rejection)
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
1 year
So according to Lett, Jehovahs earthly organisation is a reflection of the heavenly organisation? So they have a CSA problem up there too? #exjw
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Micki
8 months
JWs v Norway! #exjw
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
My art was in a show this weekend 💕 #exjw
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Micki
2 years
Just your everyday terrifying pink haired apostate doing awful worldly things like having your pets photo taken with Santa 🎄🎅🏽 🐕 #exjw
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2 years
I miss having a large friend network some days. I want to go on silly adventures and share it with people. Or even just having someone to chill with on rainy days. #exjw
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Micki
1 year
Jehovahs Witness math is unless there was a second witness, it didn’t happen. #exjw #2witnessrule
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Micki
9 months
1914 “New Light”? #exjw #extj
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Micki
3 years
39 seconds in and they’ve said Jehovah directed the governing body’s decision to resume in person meetings. Tell me again how they’re not “inspired by god”? #jw #exjw
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
Instead of going to a memorial tonight, I had cider and charcuterie with my “worldly” friends while we watched the sunset at the beach. It’s only my second ever year of not attending. Oddly I can’t seem to feel any kind of way about it. 🧀🍷
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Micki
1 year
A new series I’m doing 🧚‍♀️ #exjw
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Micki
1 year
Please share! #exjw
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@apostatebarbie
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5 months
Something that’s been on my mind recently. I didn’t “lose my faith” I examined it, and discarded a belief system that is not based in reality, kindness or love. I very purposefully threw my faith away. It’s not lost. #exjw #exchristian
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3 years
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@apostatebarbie
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1 year
This person is not an exjw. She has now personally attacked me in this video. She may be a victim - but she is not helping exjw women or csa survivors - she does not deal in facts or logic.
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
10 months
Merry Christmas ho ho hoes! 🎄💝 #exjw #MerryChristmas2023
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
I don’t get people who comment things like “JWs aren’t the only religion that does this {insert harmful practice}” like okay?? Why do you have to be so dismissive? Let people talk about things sheesh.
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
#Lloydgate has prompted me to come forward with some personal information: despite my sexually repressive JW upbringing, I continue to retain complete mastery over my vagina. Thank you & goodnight 🧚🏻‍♀️
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
2yrs ago today! What a trip 😂
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
Does anyone have copies of the talk outlines? This one in particular was extremely detailed - no period sex, no anal, no oral, no animals, no self love. Oh and no refusing your male partner. #exjw
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Micki
2 years
@abcnews the JW spokesperson flat out lied in response to your article featuring @ali_l_millar . They don’t have “a list” of “objectionable clothing”. But they do produce videos such as this one below. Tell me that’s not manipulating audiences to not dress a certain way? /1
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
@deconstructgirl $1000 says Connor doesn’t wash his willy, wears beige pants and expects someone else to clean up after him.
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
New ink 💕🧚🏻‍♀️
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
Hey #EXJW peeps! The women aren’t keeping silent anymore! Had the pleasure of being part of a panel discussing that awful talk, it premieres on Sunday! Check out Wendi Renay on YouTube ✨
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3 years
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@apostatebarbie
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2 years
So apparently all the JWs up in my tiktok comments are dating worldly people, have visible tattoos & piercings, beards & unnatural hair colors, are doing spicy things in the bedroo- all the while preaching going to meetings and used at assemblies etc 🤯 1/
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
3 years
Happy New Year! I spent the last hours of 2021 at a strip club with my ‘worldly’ friends! #firstnewyears #exjw
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Micki
3 years
I cannot express how much I loathe being told to ‘just move on with life’ as if all I did was fall over in public. No. I was emotionally and mentally manipulated by people I thought were friends. I was 5 when my family joined the cult.
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
Found this: TLDR: he works nights, needs to sleep during the day asked them not to come. They didn’t come for 4 years. He also had a JW coworker who told him being gay is an abomination. Now here they are, he’s pissed & wants to make a lasting impression so they don’t come back!
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@apostatebarbie
Micki
2 years
Okay another question for the exjw community- I’ve just been told my experience of therapy being heavily discouraged is unique. I’m sure this is not the case and I can recall articles and talks to that effect. Does anyone else remember?
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Micki
2 years
I’ve been watching Bad Sisters on Apple TV (brilliant show 9/10) and this is the best sign - no way a JW would knock there!
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8 months
I’m going to go live on TikTok on the 24th so if anyone feels angry or alone we can hang out and chill. 🫶🏻 Lead with kindness - know better, do better! 🧚‍♀️ #exjw
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2 years
Someone on tiktok made this and I’m 😭💖 #exjw #exjwwomen
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Micki
2 years
I am officially a dog groomer 🤩 It’s been incredibly hard, as I woke up about a week before I started as a bather. I’ve been learning & unlearning for the last year and a half. Done is better than perfect 🧚🏻‍♀️ #exjw
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2 years
The irony of an organization that actively participates in toxic silent treatment and slander of ex members is PAYING “satans agents” (their words lmao) to promote their anti bullying propaganda - there are no words 🤣🤥🤡💀
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Micki
1 year
Dear JWs, The membership status of the predator is far more important than that of the survivor of CSA. Was he baptised? Do you claim him? Why do you protect abusers and try to silence victims? Hardly a loving (or sane) thing to do. 🫳🏻 🎤
@Larchwood20
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1 year
In a statement to the MailOnline “Jehovah’s Witnesses” said that Vardy had never been one of Jehovah’s Witnesses. She was never baptized as one but she was raised as one.
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1 year
#bestlifeever is Jehovah’s Witness propaganda. It’s a huge lie! How can an organisation - that covers up CSA on a global scale, that shuns people who leave, that forces people to hide who they are, and is a toxic breeding ground for depression and anxiety - how on earth is - 1/2
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2 years
🤯 over a million views on part 2 of random things JWs aren’t “allowed” to do! 🥳 #exjw
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6 months
Happy 420 💨 📍 Hyde Park #exjw
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1 year
Made it into a series *with receipts* #exjw
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@apostatebarbie
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3 years
In honor of convention romances I present Jade & Neeta reimagined, after finding each other and walking away from the high control religion that demands their members suppress their true selves ✨ #lgbtqart #cultsurvivor #exjw #exjwart #jwlove #jwfriends #truelove #loveislove 🌈
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Micki
7 months
A bit nerve wracking putting this out there but here we go! Don’t forget to tune in tonight!
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Micki
3 years
Did it hurt? When you realised the governing body was lying to you, and so you left the Jehovah’s Witness organization/cult and your entire social network stopped talking to you?
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2 years
Doing what I can to get the coconuts 🥥 #exjw
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Micki
3 years
Why, when some men leave the org they cling on to the misogyny & even double down on it? 🤢 like you freed yourself from the racism & homophobia but still wanna be sexist? (Reminder; don’t call women “females”, automatic 🚩) /1
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2 years
Has anyone heard of JWs not being allowed to sell cigarettes or lotto while employed at a supermarket or similar workplace? Someone just commented on my vid saying this was a rule. I worked in a supermarket and sold both. No elders ever said anything to me about it?
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Micki
3 years
I got my nose pierced today! 🥳 #exjw #cultsurvivor (and my helix)
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1 year
Part 7 of the random things JWs can’t do series #exjw #JehovahsWitnesses
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2 years
Just JW tings #exjw
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2 years
“i waS aN eLdEr” 🙄
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3 years
First Halloween as an apostate 🧟‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️👻🎃😈 #exjw
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2 years
I’m on YouTube now! Mostly posting my tiktoks as shorts - I’d love for you to support me there too 💖 #exjw
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11 months
Poor lil guy! Guess he’s uncomfy with women & POC calling out his goofy racism and sexism.
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Micki
1 year
Next month on jwborg:
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Micki
8 months
Good morning #exjw fam! Question- What’s the weirdest thing you believed as a JW? (Inspired by the post deconstructing_exjw made on instagram about ribs)
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Micki
2 years
What are some things weird or random things #JehovahsWitnesses do or believe that the general public may not know? Like how sometimes they make a woman put a tea towel on her head to pray etc.
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Micki
2 years
My first #BigGayOut 🏳️‍🌈 such a fun day!
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2 years
@SusanMo01599919 Yes i get that, but it looks like he’s at his wits end because he’s told the JWs multiple times not to come. And yet here they are.
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7 months
This is bizzare given that you are a baptised Jehovahs Witness- at the core of this religion they believe women are weaker than men, and was founded and led by men that believe black people would turn white once they reach perfection. Something they have not corrected.
@serenawilliams
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Life is not the same without you my lil Nachito 💔🐾🌈
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2 years
Breaking News! ⚠️
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3 years
Sunday’s are for TikTok’s #exjw
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2 years
@Bharistocrat There’s obviously nothing wrong with their outfits but absolutely not something a “good”jw would find acceptable let alone actually wear in public. Again my point is the hypocrisy of Serena’s lifestyle now that she’s a baptised jw.
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2 years
Birthday fit 💕
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7 months
Just a reminder for the 24th 💖
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Micki
8 months
I’m going to go live on TikTok on the 24th so if anyone feels angry or alone we can hang out and chill. 🫶🏻 Lead with kindness - know better, do better! 🧚‍♀️ #exjw
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7 months
Almost tempted to go to a meeting in this ICONIC fit 🔥 It’s high cut and the “slscks” are loose 😂 #exjw
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