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🩺 this love is all consuming. 20

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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Fuck her family for punishing her for things she never did, fuck her mom for abandoning her, fuck her dad for hitting her, fuck the guy who left her alone pregnant with his child, fuck her brother for never standing up for her. I hope you're happy now.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Hey! I got a call from her house this morning @Im_Aanya passed away 10 days ago. Rest in peace Aanu.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
So beautiful so full of life. I'm sorry yrr I couldn't save you. You're an angel..
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I wish I could just log off and lay down but it feels like her last day with us, everyone will move on tomorrow this place will never be the same for me. I want to keep remembering her and I want to keep hanging on to her tweets and messages, jokes and compliments.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
She would flirt with you like you're the most important person in her life and charm you with her words and such a big heart.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I wish aanya was here
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Some of us close her know how she passed away and I don't want to tweet about it publicly because people get nasty and they hate and she's not here to defend herself, if you were close to her and want to know please dm me I'll answer.
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
I miss you. Rest well baby
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@LT28ismysaviour
×͜× Mariana ⛵️🧭
2 months
She brought light to so many hearts around the world I feel like this would be a good way to come together and honor her memory. 🕯️
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I said I love you, you say nothing back..
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Felt so peaceful. Prayed for her..
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
In my next life i will be @Im_Aanya s lover, wait for me baby each passing day I'm closer to being with you..
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
If your person is alive please don't waste time on stupid fights it's not worth it.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I think I don't want to talk anymore and I'll be off for a while. I just can't do it rn.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Tw: ED She was struggling so hard there were days where she couldn't eat and every bite of food she ate she would sob and the worst part is she was trying you know to come out of it. No more crying angel..
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
🥺 kitni pyaari
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Everyone is moving on 💔
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
You know aanya was the type of person who would reply to every text separately and I miss that and I couldn't be that for her. I miss having someone who knew me more than I knew myself.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I received a similar one 💔 I can't bear the thought of even reading it.
@wibblewaddle
Quinn 🐥 Trying my best to make her proud ❤️‍🩹
2 months
I will forever be grateful for your love ❤️
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
The way she would send I love you's or write letters just to make everyone's day I wish I could've done that for her it would've made her the happiest, she would give and I would reciprocate I was so bad at showing her how much she meant to me.
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
Grief taught me that it's so important to express your love and resolve any grudges you have against anyone you so dearly love because if the next day one of you is no more, you don't have to go through the pain and guilt of thinking about how things could've gone differently.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
They don't even know so many people love her something that they failed to give her.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Dming dead oomf
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Lol made me giggle in class, what a cheeky fucker
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Meri aanu
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@antiport_
Muskan
26 days
I miss aanya
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Before going to the hospital she messaged me saying she doesn't want to go usko Akele darr lagta hai.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I miss you princess I miss you a lot.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Dubara milenge yar tu chinta mat karna Mai hu tere saath. Kabhi akela na feel karna Mai rakhungi tujhe apne saath humesha. Mera forever ka promise fake nahi Tha. Kaash jab tune bola Tha Maine tujhe apne pass aane diya hota.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
You kept fighting
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
1 month since we lost you
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Everyone copes differently please understand, don't make it harder for everyone grieving.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Every 2 mins a new memory floods my brain and it's so so stupid she would make me giggle and I would pretend to be annoyed and she would know it's a facade and I'm just pretending.
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
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@Ilwt24
koyna✿louis replied✨
1 month
today is aanya's birthday and i wanted to write her a letter, so if y'all want to take a part in this and write her letters too, you can reply/quote with your letters for her. you can use your pvt/main and any other ways that is comfortable, it'll be like her birthday letterbox💌
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
When she changed her dn to "navy's property" 😭😭
@navypaths
Nav ||gayos left the chat
2 months
Guys remember the time me and @Im_Aanya used to sext on the main😭😭😭 god it's making me smile through all of this pain. Cheeky little bunny she was ❤️
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
Happy birthday @Im_Aanya there's so much I want to say to you and still I have no words.
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
Even smiling and going about life makes me feel guilty, looking at harry and louis makes me want to throw up. There will never not be a time when I'll think of harry without thinking of you bub @Im_Aanya
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Her dms will forever be my safe space
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
It feels like someone sucked the soul out of this place.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I keep thinking about how you were alone in your last moments, did you struggle or was it peaceful I don't know, were you hurting, you must've been so anxious so scared. You were so strong yet so fragile they never knew how to take care of you.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Pls stop talking about hacking it. I beg, it's not right and she never wanted her family to find out about it. The fact that they found out and deleted it is like enough she would be so upset.
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
I have exams so I'm thinking of deactivating for a while idk if matters to anyone but just putting it out there.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
@Doctors__squad Multiple myeloma (punched out lesions) Omg for the first time in my life I know a diagnosis 😭😭
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I broke down in the middle of it and professor went "we don't have time for such dramatics" fuck him fuck them fuck everyone WHEN WILL THIS STOP
@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I can't break down. I literally have a case presentation on drug overdose in 10 minutes
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
December 2022 she asked me to be her girlfriend and I couldn't say yes I'll never forgive myself. Kabhi ni..
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@antiport_
Muskan
13 days
2 months since you went away Life was so cruel to you, you were struggling in your last moments too maybe you were fighting for it, maybe you were fighting against it, I wouldn't know baby. I hope things are easier for you now. I wish I had done enough. This guilt is so heavy.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
When I got that call I couldn't process I sat through hours worth of classes before I was even allowed to use my phone, no one knew because no matter how much it was breaking me I had to go on. Now I'm at a point where I'm actively avoiding talking about her doesn't mean we don't
@maeintheam_
mae 🌈𓆉︎
2 months
Please tell me you're joking.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
This is brutal bro you can't just erase her existence
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Dreamt about her, I want to throw up
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
4 days until 1 month to her death 10 days to her birthday She wasn't even 24 I failed as a friend cause why did she ever think there was no way out and she was alone. I should have been there for her when she was struggling and putting on a brave face.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I have so many assignments due tomorrow and I just can't bring myself to care
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
This thread 🥺🥺
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Birthday in 25 days come back please baby
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
I also feel betrayed because why did you not tell me it had gotten that bad you lied to me just to make me feel okay I hate myself for believing you.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Harry louis twitter food family mental health it all comes back to her
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
The amount of young girls who get abused by older women or girls within families here is INSANE and nobody talks about it.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
CAN YOU IMAGINE HER FIRST EVER TWEET and she already was so loved 😭😭😭🫶🫶💔💔
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@antiport_
Muskan
13 days
You are loved You are missed
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
Aanya I miss you
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@antiport_
Muskan
21 days
I go about my Day not even thinking about her and then there's a moment where I realise I'm forgetting her I start panicking I don't want to forget her..
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Kon hota hai aisa? So selfless Mai kya karu
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I'm trying to find her saree Wali photo but mil hi nahi rahi 😭
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I need her to forgive me
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@antiport_
Muskan
21 days
Men need to realise that "not all men" is not something you raise when women are fighting for their rights, by bringing up this argument you're not only minimizing our problems but also not getting a solution for your own. You think you want people to know that not all men are
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Mandir gyi thi bohot royi.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Why did I never say this to you
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Gonna cry again
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
She's dead dead 😭
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I miss her
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
1 month to last tweet
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
I see people interacting with moots and I miss her 🥺
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Mujhe aisa dost zindagi Mai kabhi ni milega 🥺
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
She would feel so helpless somedays just wanting to be held we'd spend days just trying to make it through nightmares and panic attacks "moose you won't leave me right? please don't leave me, I know I'm such a burden but please"
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
No 💔
@obViOuSly_str8_
Oli²⁸🇵🇸
2 months
guys....ill start sobbing
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@antiport_
Muskan
24 days
Take me back in time to my first interaction with her 🥺
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Ruk jana nahin tu kahin haar ke Kaanton pe chalke Milenge saaye bahaar ke
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@antiport_
Muskan
28 days
I miss her a lot you know
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Please don't talk to me about her
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
इक आह भरी होगी हमने ना सुनी होगी जाते जाते तूने इक आवाज़ तो दी होगी
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Shattered
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I wish you were here I feel so alone and guilty because I don't want you to feel like I replaced you so easily.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
All the songs everyone sent her
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@antiport_
Muskan
3 months
What the fuck is wrong with people what the fuck is wrong if some people peacefully believe that two men are together and love each other. Did they harm you personally in any way shape or form? No right, then why do YOU have to get personal. FUCKING FUCKTARD SOLOS
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
Birthdays were so hard for her she said it was a reminder of how lonely she was and I FUCK I CANT
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Usko itna dard ho rha Tha or mujhe realise bhi ni hua ki things have gotten so bad.
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I wanted to meet her once in my life
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@antiport_
Muskan
24 days
Avoider
@halalboozee
mine?
24 days
Are you a caller ? A texter? Or a Facetimer?
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
I month back she went to the hospital
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
Aani
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
"Moose you'll be the best doctor ever, I'm so proud of you"
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
💔 please
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
Grief is the worst of all emotions because I don't know how to channel it
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
It's Sunday and there will no class to distract me today.
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@antiport_
Muskan
1 month
On my birthday se wrote me a letter :( why did I never write her a letter...
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@antiport_
Muskan
3 months
Realising that solos just want their fav to be a victim so bad, "he hates that band he's so happy now" like:
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@antiport_
Muskan
4 months
@scalpelinhand You might take it personally but it's not personal trust me it's just a sense of safety that females don't feel around men in general. Had the society treated women better and made them feel safer there wouldn't be a need to even raise this issue..
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
कागा कागा रे मोरी इतनी अरज तोसे चुन चुन खाइयो मांस अरजिया रे खाइयों ना तू नैना मोरे खाइयों ना तू नैना मोहे पिया के मिलन की आस
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
Usne bola bhi Tha "What if one day you think I'm offline but I'm actually dead" and I got mad pls baby come back
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@antiport_
Muskan
2 months
💔 I miss her please wapis aaja
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