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anger and tenderness: my selves

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sonnets to orpheus by rainer maria rilke
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this description of indigo will always get me
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april wasn't very kind to me tbh and i'm still picking up the pieces. everything i've done this month was to keep myself afloat long enough as i waded through the days like waves during a storm. this may i will find strength to swim with the current than fight against it.
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a reminder
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one of my favorite poetry lines that i’ve been using as a mantra lately is “life leans towards living.” to choose the world again and again and again. always. despite despite despite
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i’m always praying for your happiness
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“may your trials end in full bloom” has to be the most beautiful line ever written
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when ursula k. le guin said “love doesn't just sit there, like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all the time, made new.”
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“from the bottom of a glass, to a driveway slushy with memory and snow, to a freight train barreling through, all the way to the moon, it feels like everything & everyone is crying out in pain, arching towards love. love is that inhospitable land beckoning and then rejecting us.”
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damn mitski's new artist bio HITS
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me soon!
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just wrote in my journal how kindness—both towards others and myself—has saved me over and over and over again this year. i hope to share more of it in 2024.
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officially turned 24 and revisiting nietzsche’s essay written near his 30th bday. it talks about the process of self-discovery as one that isn’t about looking within but beyond. by seeking joy and inspiration in people and things that elevate your soul.
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11 months
cannot express how much these words changed my life
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1 year
“language is like an arrow that always misses its target by a narrow margin, and is also something that delivers emotions and sensations that are capable of inflicting pain.” / “i would sometimes picture all of life’s meanings, feelings, sensations, condensed into a single word.”
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me after going out and seeing my friends
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1 year
bringing this back in honor of everything everywhere all at once sweeping the oscars (and pretty much every other award show)
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yoongi who wears his vulnerability as strength
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“what do i have that's actually mine? that can't be taken away? and i know this is corny but this love that i feel in me, that i've created in me, built in me, held on to-it's mine for as long as i want it, for as long as i don't give it up or let the world take it away from me.”
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but don’t lose heart, dear ones
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1 year
on translation and the elusiveness of language.
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she is done!!!! thank you for joining me on my little sunday lego flower building journey <3
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she’s coming together!!!!
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on the subject of dissatisfaction towards one’s art, i remember when ocean vuong also said that his works are aspirational because he’s never truly achieved what he wanted and how being able to look at your work with regret and the desire to improve means you’ve grown
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she’s coming together!!!!
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how i’m spending my sunday
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on learning to accept and love ambiguity
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joon saying “i’m trying not to lose my world” and how he’s leaning on routines really struck me. i feel like i’ve just been dragging myself through each day lately but i keep telling myself as long as i show up, things will continue moving forward and i’ll be okay eventually.
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11 months
it takes courage to live softly
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i want more life
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you’re a poem
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"time will pass and someone will be forgotten. things will flow however they like. time, like a wave, will wash away like the ebb & tide. but still, don't forget to come find me." a bittersweet admission of our helplessness against time but still pleading: don't forget me anyway
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every now and then i think about the line in made in hong kong (1997), “the world is moving far too fast. so fast, that when you are trying to change, it’s another brand new world.”
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one of my favorite poems about love as a firm believer that love isn’t a grand thing, rather, it’s in everything and everyone.
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1 year
another name for love is blue
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when mitski sang “i always thought the choice was mine, and i was right but i just chose wrong” and yoongi said “i can only hope that my best choices were the right ones because they too have all passed” and joon said “whatever path you take, there will always be regrets”
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the palestine film institute is streaming a number of films for free on their website showcasing the beauty of gaza, its people, and its struggle and survival. the films are available until oct 21
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everyday i appreciate more and more yun’s “i wanna be a human before i do some art.” letting myself engage more deeply with my emotions and experiences rather than agonizing over my skills lets me connect more meaningfully with my craft and the ways i can express it.
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spent the first day of july sitting on the porch reading open water and breathing in the smell of the rain. also, i had a little friend with me <3
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“there’s so much storytelling in girlhood.”
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“when we look at something, we decide to fill our entire existence, however briefly, with that very thing. to fill your whole world with a person, if only for a few seconds, is a potent act.”
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had my lunch under a tree!!!!
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from entering the kingdom by mary oliver
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“so whether that means going to beautiful places or eating delicious food or looking at nice scenery, i think that's what romance is to me.” taehyung i love you
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i hope you grow into a strong and beautiful tree
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i don’t know how many “this too shall pass” i got left in me
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crying
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1 year
i am never not thinking about this specific postscript in one of kafka’s letters to milena
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the intersection of our souls that we’ve built over many years is stronger than the waves of time.
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the idea of “hope is a discipline” kind of rewired my brain
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yoongi who was born out of han and later bloomed into a gentle lotus flower. i love you. happy birthday.
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our college cat using my umbrella as her pillow :’)
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bell hooks on love as conversation
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october is museum and gallery month who wants to have a little museum date
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it’s from here btw!
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thinking about how chairs typically represent the absence of a person and how it’s a source of familiarity in an otherwise abandoned space. mitski being surrounded by various kinds of chairs and my love mine all mine being about how love outlives the transience of life.
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every year i have this realization that life has been incredibly kind to me and that the more i choose it the more it rewards me. the weight i’ve been carrying for so long is barely noticeable now. i don’t despair so much anymore.
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first sunrise of 2024 (you can hear the birds chirping)
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crying
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namjoon is the personification of "i live so i love"
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been going thru a depressive episode this week and lost track of how many times i cried and couldn’t leave my bed. today i had such an unbelievably warm day and it makes me think of a mantra i constantly tell myself: “the world has not abandoned me.”
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hate when i’m being sincere and telling a story about my friends and the other person starts teasing me like it’s supposed to imply something more than friendship like sorry i can experience love and kinship beyond the confines of romance
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had a reputation with for having the most atrocious sleep schedule + insomnia for years. recently i reconnected with someone i hadn't spoken to in almost two years due to complicated circumstances and their first question wasn't "how are you" but "have you been sleeping well?"
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two of my friendships finally ran their course. i’ve been thinking a lot recently that maybe i’ve been wasting time nurturing certain relationships. if i can be honest with myself, i think i cared more than they did. but i don’t want to regret that either.
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“great art becomes a reminder of the art you want to be making, and of the gigantic world outside of your small, seemingly inescapable one.”
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11 months
past lives (2023) reminded me of this quote
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from ‘freedom is a constant struggle: ferguson, palestine, and the foundations of a movement’ by angela davis
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highly recommend reading meredith whittaker’s “the steep cost of capture” which discusses how tech corporations rebranded “AI”as a groundbreaking modern innovation and how they’re shaping narratives by controlling funding to research and academic institutions
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OpenAI's Mira Murati: "some creative jobs maybe will go away, but maybe they shouldn't have been there in the first place"
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dope records @ seoul
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amygdala and looking back on painful memories, hoping you made the best choices. come back to me and circling around a lifetime of regrets, yearning for a place that is fully your own. at the end of it all, a door.
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struggling with classes lately and my mom just randomly sent me a text saying she hasn’t been very lucky with the people in her life but she thinks she was luckiest having me as a daughter. i love my mom so much
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on the occasion of remembering the turning gate (2002, dir. hong sang soo) / moonchild - rm / yun - rm (with erykah badu)
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instantly thought of playtime (1967) directed by jacques tati
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she’s taking a work nap
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though i wandered day and night in search of happiness, you have been beneath my feet all this time. as i lower my head, i’m gloriously barefoot.
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this is what yoongi’s music feels like to me. “stories are about one person saying to another: this is the way it feels to me. does it also feel this way to you?”
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photo quality is terrible but an elderly lady was carrying this plant with the loveliest pink flowers on my commute home and she said it’s a gift to a friend for them to plant in their garden :’)
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may pls be kind pls pls pls
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this april is the longest year of my life
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i've been watching a lot of vlogs with small number of views and subscribers and i stumbled on this and the way he talked about his friends and documented their time together, talking about their history....such a gem
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i don’t have social media on my phone and usually check twitter on my ipad/laptop browser so know when i reply to you it’s me on a keyboard typing like it’s a very important email
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i love that lorde shared this. made me think of my teenage bedroom which i’ve come to realize reflected my process of self-discovery.
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lost (2024) / severance (2022)
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some snippets from my trip to south korea last month
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also reminds me of yoongi’s advice on how to overcome a slump is really just to keep going and then you’ll see you’ve actually made some progress
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joon saying “i’m trying not to lose my world” and how he’s leaning on routines really struck me. i feel like i’ve just been dragging myself through each day lately but i keep telling myself as long as i show up, things will continue moving forward and i’ll be okay eventually.
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can we stay awhile and listen for heaven
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on d-day’s first anniv, i’m thinking about the duality of its opening and closing tracks. beginning with a headstrong manifesto “what are you afraid of when the past has gone and the future is yet to come”. and then closing it with a vulnerable confession: “but still, i’m afraid”
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when i got on the subway this morning i saw this father and son holding hands across from me :’) super wholesome
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i love the image of stacked chairs and how it’s essentially her no longer focusing on the individual grief brought by these absences but on the accumulation instead of love and memories that have been part of her life.
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1 year of amygdala. been trying to find the right words for the past hour. all i can offer for now is a wish that we find the strength to one day walk through our own doors. i hope you heal. i hope you bloom.
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“it’s a powerful thing to believe in the best in people. i’m learning there's also something essential to picking up what someone is putting down & holding them accountable for that. maybe there's a middle ground between dreaming and just really loving the life you're living in.”
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how i’m spending my sunday
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i want to be able to say “look how much i’ve bloomed” by the time yoongi returns
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me with all of you
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went to a cafe and my friend drew me!
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my thesis adviser treated me for coffee this afternoon and told me about their childhood growing up in the area and their love for bird watching
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“i am not ashamed to admit it: i love you the way water loves. which is to say i wish the world were through with you, so you could return to me ravaged, upon this shore: a shell held tight inside my palm.”
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some of the stores i visited around seoul today
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this poem makes me think of namjoon
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