Iโm looking for moots, pls I want more interactions on here I feel so lonely
anyone over 18, who wants to be moots pls just interact with this post ๐ค๐
That first picture was even taken in the mid 17s because I was already in an one week binge streak even back then lol, so basically Iโve been binging 5 MONTHS STRAIGHT
And thatโs only the legs, Iโm so wide now in the waist, too, but I donโt have much before pictures at my lw unfortunately for comparison. BUT Iโm going to start taking pictures now, I want to be as aware of my body as I possibly can
Genuine question, please answer if you know
Do antidepressants work? Iโd go to a therapist if itโs true, because I feel like Iโd do something stupid. My mind is in a really dark place rn
@neocollector
yes you have a point, itโs just that three of my boyfriends have watched porn to jerk off when weโve been separate for a week or longer and i started thinking that it was normal
Guys please say that youโre proud of me I havenโt binged in one month๐ฅน๐ฅนโค๏ธโค๏ธand Iโm minus 5.5 kg!!!
I had a couple of days where I ate at maintenance because I was with my family
@j3nrexic
Honestly with Cola Zero๐I work at fast food chain and have unlimited free drinks during my shifts, so I just drink like 2 liters a day๐ซก
guys, i may get into making apps again kinda? iโm a software engineer major in uni and have programmed since 14yo, it was actually my biggest passion before giving in to my ed and it demolishing all my hobbies in life
Heyyy to all my new moots, sorry I was ia but yesterday was a pretty rough day for me tbh, anyways hello and I hope to be on friendly terms as the peace here should be maintained
Wishing you best of a day๐ค
Just wanted to let you know, that I literally DO NOT judge any of you. Your calorie limit, your binge cycles, how much and what you eat (even during a binge), you can even eat out of the trash can and I wonโt judge you in the slightest. Why? Because Iโve already experienced it.๐ค
Nah, idc anymore I will start my honeymoon phase by force. Iโm done with this binging, every time I binge and I just feel 100x more miserable and it isnโt worth it. But when I restrict, I feel clean and am somehow more productive in the day.
the reality check that hits when youโre surrounded by non disordered people hits different, like wdym these people donโt have food and calories on their minds 24/7?
@B0NGBONES
Unfortunately, all I have to say is through fucking willpower and willpower alone. You literally have to withstand this game of the mind/body, currently what Iโm trying to do, too! Donโt be discouraged, you are not alone.๐Good luck!๐
Guyssss help๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ 19 days binge free and I lost around 5kg (including food weight)!!! Now Iโm back in the 59ssss๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค
I canโt wait to be under bmi 20 again๐ญI just want to speedrun this but Iโm kinda active in my life rn so I need to eat in order to function at least a little
@chicdietchick
Literally when Iโm binging, I just rot the day away because I feel like a failure, but when Iโm restricting and have lost since yesterday, I feel so pure and just do more things in general (obviously I do some things to distract myself from the hunger also haha)