First time I was in Texas for DH Austin
@EsfandTV
drove me to the airport & sent me off.
First time Esfand is in Sweden for DreamHack -I drove him to the airport & sent him off.😁
We've come full circle 1yr later! I thank DreamHack for making me leave cave & meet new friends 🙏
Happy Birthday
@Elajjaz
!
You help make this world a better place everyday with your warmth and I couldn't be more proud of you and what you do.
Being able to call you one of my closest friends is a blessing. Grateful for you & can't wait to beat ur ass in Catan in 2 days. 🙏🎂
Crazy thing about all memes circulating about worldwar3 & dropping bombs on Iran is how desensitized you all are to it.
That's my whole family there. Iranians are good, hospitable people. But you know nothing about Iran, it's history or how well you'd be treated there, do you??
My girl
@anniefuchsia
hit a milestone of over $10,000 raised for
@SavetheChildren
over the years- today and I just wanna tell the world that I think she's absolutely amazing!!
Real life heroine right here! ❤️
@PhantomL0rd
@RLewisReports
A sorry for knowingly & willingly deceiving & entrapping people and for a large part CHILDREN.. in your shady shit for your own profit.
I don't know what to say.
Today is the day and I don't think it's going to be a good one.
I'm sad because everyone is fighting over copyright with a dumb proposal that restricts the development of the Internet.
I don't talk about what I do so often, but I think it's important.
Why is it we celebrate people when they are dead and not when they are alive?
Everyone always has so much to say when someone passes, but where are those words when it truly matters?
Do you tell people around you that they have a positive impact on you & you appreciate them?
The past 3yrs my self-confidence was non-existent. I was repulsed by my face & body no matter what people said.
This year I've focused so much on my well-being/MH & despite being heavier now than ever b4- I'm feeling relief & love towards myself again.
'twas all in my head 1/4
If I may be so bold and wish for something today..
I would wish for you all to share something that makes you proud over yourself. No matter how big or small. Maybe something positive you've done or do.☺️
Thank you!
Seeing this stuff will definitely make my day & inspire me ❤️
People always ask "who took the picture / who are you with?? 😉 / are you dating??"
Bitch, it's called a timer and I'm as lonely as Lonesome George, k? 😑
Thank you
@DreamHack
for putting together the Dodgeball activity this summer, again. Shoutout to
@michirage
and Blaine for hosting!
We had so much fun! 🧡
Started this year at 72kg!
Going into march at 68.5kg!
I'm so proud of myself 😊
Finally creating sustainable and healthy habits with an honest approach where I hold myself accountable!
It's nice but I hope I don't jinx myself by posting this now 😅
Goal is 64kg
The bitch who took my name. (both maral and maralle) I swear.. I am gonna dedicate my wow classic experience griefing you so hard in this game you'll regret you were born.
This is probably gonna sound so stupid to many.. but..
For the first time I'm actually low-key scared of going to America & attending a gaming convention. 😔
Am I being a silly goose?
Many people feel shattered learning their friends or favorite streamers are abusers.
An abuser is charming, funny, can be kind, caring & all other things a normal person can be.. It's hard to pinpoint abusers without engaging deeply.
Don't blame yourself for not seeing it. ❤️
@PhantomL0rd
@RLewisReports
I sincerely hope that nobody in this industry works with you anymore. For It's integrity. It's not personal, what you did is unforgiveable.
Love Dark Souls 1-3, Bloodborne & Demon Souls? Tune in on December 1-3 to watch some of the best players in the world showcase speedruns, races, challengeruns and more for charity, you don't want to miss this! 😊
#SaveTheChildren
#FromSoftware
@Sodapoppintv
Do it! Everyone who follows your stream knows how much this game means to you.
Maybe record your leveling process and release it some months after on YouTube when you are ready for people knowing your name. This way you can level peacefully too and not have to speed thru content
Classic Ready! Just gotta..
*Move to Germany tomorrow
* Wrap up my work stuff to reduce load in September
*Drive 9h to Netherlands from Berlin to kidnap someone
*Drive 10h back & join Charles Manson's hippie cult
*Strike a pose, say goodbye 2 life
*Sign in
I am now undead
Wow.. I'll be 30 this year.
Maybe I should take a bunch of lewds while I'm still decent and release them when I'm 70 and catfish everyone with my "retro packs" cuz my pension might be shit & I need some extra cash to get by as an oldie because nobody will care for old people. 👵
Crazy cool and beautiful. 📚🏛️
This uncensored library in Minecraft features texts & articles banned in certain countries.
Many articles and works in this library were written by journalists/authors who were imprisoned due to their work and in some cases even killed.
We're proud to launch one of our most challenging projects to date: The Uncensored Library. We've built a virtual library in
#Minecraft
which bypasses press censorship in oppressive regimes.
Find out more at:
This is random but...
If you've been part of my life in any shape or form until now then I am grateful for you & our interactions- no matter if good or bad. ❤️
For those I have not crossed paths with yet - I'm excited to get to know you & meet you. 😊
The absolute champion, with cramps and pain through the murder hill he just spurted past everyone. 😭 Hard to put into words how emotional this part was to witness.
How can anyone be this determined & amazing?
@Elajjaz
is livestreaming his pursuit for the Swedish Classic, it's
Y'ALL if this isn't the prettiest Stream Deck ever then I don't knowww fam! 😍🥰
Thank you
@elgato
for making my day & for your incredible support of charity, making this world a better place for all. 🌍❤️
(This was a reward for people fundraising during
#GamingTuesday
btw! 😅)
My mom is a real
#PowerWoman
. In every aspect of life.
She came to Sweden during the war between Iraq and Iran. My father passed away suddenly and she was in a foreign country with 2 kids, alone. She raised us while getting her education and started her own thriving business~
Good Morning!! ☀️☕
I'm rolling on 3h of sleep and am about to take off for my move to Germany. ✈️ Everything is going smooth so far~
A guy once asked me If I could crush melons with my thighs.
I'm sorry to let you down.. I can't do such a thing..
... Or.. can I? 😏
When you casually go to your favorite 24/7 space (that normally doesn't host a single soul-maybe just 2..) to work and it suddenly packs up with hundreds of people watching football and you're wearing Totoro thinking nobody would see you today..... 🙄
Real growth comes from learning how to make the right calls regardless of how you feel and that is where real self esteem comes from.
The reputation you have with yourself (self esteem) goes up because you prove to yourself that you can trust yourself.
❤️ Love yourself for real
Second week of workouts done here in Forst, Germany + IF and a plantbased diet (Vegan) for the past 3 weeks.. Already feeling much better about myself despite not seeing much of a difference, tons of it really sits in the mind and mindset.
I feel healthy & proud of myself🌱
I'm curious..
Is there a responsible, compassionate, smart, concious/aware and funny guy out there whom is loyal, understanding of me and my work, communicates well and treats others the way he wants to be treated?
Or should I just get a dog?? 🤔
merry christmas everyone~
thank you for being part of my life and allowing me to be part of yours in whatever capacity that may be- i am truly grateful.
much love
x
⚖️ Weightloss progression 📉:
Jan: 72kg
Apr start: 66.1kg
Apr end: 65.2kg
Today I tried on shorts I had @ TwitchCon!! It feels surreal. I know I've lost weight but when you see yourself everyday you don't quite realize the difference.. 😭 I've struggled to lose this for years.
Went for a cruise in Gothenburgs Archipelago with friends and fam where I taught
@Elajjaz
how to peel shrimps for his first time. Judging by the last picture you can tell he's insanely proud over himself. 😅🙏 Bless. Very proud having stepped out of his comfort zone. 👏👏👏
@BronnyoCosta
@PhantomL0rd
@RLewisReports
you fail to see where It's his fault by painting up an unreal picture for a child's mind in "how easy" it is to make big money. Integrity.
For the past 11 years (before Twitch) I have been involved in the gaming space primarily doing charity work & this would be the first time I've ever been nominated for anything like this! 😍
Thank you for recognizing my work.
I am flattered & happy someone thought of me.
After many amazing years, full of memories, friendships & laughter, I have decided to step down from my position as a lead
@esamarathon
.
Leaving behind a wonderful team of dedicated individuals whom I have full confidence in. I wish them all the best in the years to come. 🧡💜
My 9 year old cousin called me just now to ask "a VERY important question"... he wanted my advice on what's best for him... Xbox or Playstation.
When I gave my answer he shouted "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I REPORTED YOU IN FORTNITE, BYE"
??? wat
And why is he up at 1:30 am??!??!
Drunk rant but honestly, never fuckin let people emotionally manipulate you when you are busy doing your own work. Like fuck that. People who do that don't care about you, okay??
Had a great night but it's insane how the action of 1 person can shift ur mood n really piss u off.
Today is the National Day of Sweden! ❤️🇸🇪
Forever grateful to my parents who escaped a war-torn Iran & religious oppression after the revolution, to build a new life in a country that allowed me, as a child, the same equal opportunities in life as my next door neighbours.
❤️😭
I am always left speechless by Ela's determination, the teams dedication and the communitys generosity...
Thank you
@Elajjaz
& team for everything. ❤️
2 down, 2 to go.
See you in September!
Who needs TwitchCon when you can harvest potatoes & corn instead??? 👀🥲
(Tested negative yesterday! Hope you're all having a great time and pls go say hi to my colleagues at the Save the Children booth if you can from me! ❤️)
Felt super stressed today. Then took a moment to reflect.. And man..
I live in a coworking space with 50 other people who want to have a positive impact on the world and dressed in pyjama all day while working.
I appreciate life. I have it good. Things could be worse. ❤️ 🙏
I've promised myself to walk atleast 10,000 steps everyday and I had only gotten in 7000 today so I decided to go for a small night stroll and I bumped into this very uplifting tree!
It's silly but reading all the notes actually made me feel happi & fuzzi inside. Thank you 🌳!
In Sweden/West I'm considered brown, in Africa I'm considered white. Although the first one is associated with a lot more negativity. Why do ppl still care about skin color in 2019?
My favorite song played on the radio here in Uganda, Lucky Dube's "Different Colors/One People"🇺🇬
To all going
#ESASummer19
- Safe travels, have super fun & take care of eachother!
Felt nostalgic so wen't back to find pictures on my phone.. turns out my only pics ESA18 were 2 selfies in the elevator??🤔😒
Send me all your elevator-selfies this year, okay? 😅 I'll miss you!
All Female team won the BYOC tournament at
@DreamHack
- huge congratulations to these girls
@TeamContemno
. ❤️🎉🎊💐
Thanks to orgs like
@FemaleLegendsSE
girls are given more opportunities to be seen and taken serious in e-sports.
This is a step in the right direction!
20s vs 30s
Can I have my full head of hair, curls included (sorry i kept hating on you), skin color and confidence back, please? Much appreciated.
And yup that's day 5 of not washing my hair in this quarantine, Imma wash it tonite don't @ me
Good Morning World.
Sweater weather already arrived sometime ago, but I've refused to adapt, until today. Time to pack down all the summer stuff and make space for fall/winter. 🍂
Bye bye summer maralli~ 🌞
Would anyone like to adopt me? Feed me healthy stuff, put me in a camp? Force me to workout? I promise im a nice one.
Lol, I feel so out of it, like I have no energy to do these things for myself, even though I want them in the longrun! Any1 got tips apart from "just do it"? :)
King on King.
Did you know that the characters for King in Tekken work taking care of orphaned children? Suitable for Ela having raised nearly 300,000 USD (lifetime) for children across the world in Save the Children's programs. ❤️
The skii-suit for my last Swedish Classic charity event has arrived! Brought to you by Tekken 8.
This Sunday March 3rd at around 7am CET we go live! I'll be cross-country skiing 90km in the worlds biggest cross-country skii race, Vasaloppet.
Huge thanks to
@BandaiNamcoNO
!
I got up super early. Went for breakfast went back to bed and woke up again midday. 😴
I really don't want to leave Africa and my biggest fear of being infected with mango worms, did not happen, so life is pretty good! (Google it at your own risk!)
Good Midday to you all ✈️
Update on workouts:
I go consistently for 2 weeks, then stop for 2 weeks, eat all the bad stuff and then i go back to gym 2 weeks. This cycle really needs to stop 😒..
However, the best part of having put on extra weight is that I look like someone you shouldn't mess with 😂👊
This is Daniel. He used to bully me alot when I was younger and then genuinely apologized 8 years later.
I forgave him and now a couple of years past the apology we are good friends and he says I'm the coolest person he knows. 😎
#imcool
Had the best jog while listening to Rammstein. Forst / Germany doesn't need a filter to look ghastly as fuck.
All I need now is an army of undead to arise when I lift my arms up while listening to REISE REISE.
Although this picture is more ICH WILL-ish..
From a young age I had bad cystic acne for a very long time.
Remember a boy I had a crush on in school named Robin. He told me: "You're great, whenever I talk to you I don't even think about all the stuff u have on ur face"
Taught me beauty is found within. Even if it hurt 😂😭
I don't really stream, but when I do this lil community always comes through!!
We raised over $4000 in 4 hours & while it's not really my own achievement it still make me feel like a damn queen. Thank you everyone for donating to keep children safe, healthy & educated. Love you!
This convention I rather than speaking very little to very many, decided to have longer & more meaningful conversations with anyone I met- if I could.
And honestly.. This was my favourite TC. No stress & learnt so much about people I love & adore. Can't wait til next year! ❤️
I did not know Byron but as an observer I think one of his most beautiful traits was his ability to be vulnerable infront of everyone.
It takes a lot of guts to allow yourself to be as open & raw as he was.
I'm so very sorry, everyone who knew him, for your immense loss. 💔😔