Im prolly gonna leave edtwtt and try to recover my dad got so sick He had to go to the hospital and almost died of heart problems im the Reason behind this cuz of my anoraxia and mom broke done crying andblaming me i feel so bad i dont wanna live this way anymore
I thought being an anoraxic and getting deap into my ed would make People finally be interested in me but all ive gained from it is my family hating me and others scared of my body and thinking im crazy i honestly cant live this way anymore
Ive been drinking 1000L of coke zero and binging on brocoli yall im so bloated i hate my stomach so much i feel fat tomorrow imma take pics on an empty stomach
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I remember in 2021 when i lost 20kg in 2 months i used to warm up 3L of water for lipton tea and add lots of lemon to it then open superskinny vs supersize series and binge watch it till im done drinking
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Havent had a burger in 2 years now im craving it but i remember how People say eat a burger to skinny People to make them gain weight and i lost my appetite already
Guys my aunt is like an almond one and she's so goals omg she eats so healthy low cal and is underweight does lots of sports and cares for health sm i anspire to be like her
I actually think that the thing with me is that I have to prove to myself that I have discipline and can be good something so I starve myself to prove that I can do what most people can't do