✩edtwt intro✩
-Hi! Im feo
-15
cw: 185lbs ⁂ gw:80lbs ⁂ 157.5cm
-not new to edtwt
-she/her
-im just a girl 🤭
Hey chat, Im fat but im kinda funny soooo
♡︎/↻ to be moots!!!
My skinny friend tried to give me the rest of her donut that she barely ate and its so triggering. I feel like a garbage can and i know she didn’t mean to make me feel this way so i feel bad for thinking like this..
How do i buy a scale without my family knowing that im tryna be Skinny Minnie? My mommy alr thinks im trying to lose weight bc i don’t eat as much as i used to😭
June 7th
- Ive been watching my macros and stuff but my mom was mad at me so i didn’t touch any nutritional food but anyways
(Cals and steps below)
+30min workout
Ive gotta act like the bestest most perfect daughter for like a week so i can buy a body scale while telling her its a food scale bcs if she finds out i will k!ll myself😂😂
July 3
I had to eat the pasta or it was gonna go bad but the rest was for no reason😣 i burnt it off so its ok
Low key scared for tmr because my mom wants to cook for 4th of July and i don’t wanna burn off those cals😣 c/s finna come in handy
June 8th
Cals:2k+
Steps: >1k
I binged so bad i want to diie i feel so full still and its the next day its so uncomfortableee
And i couldnt workout bcs of my brother + there was a funeral
I have 0 self control wtf
Time to start a fast
. ݁𖦹₊ Day 1 End . ݁𖦹₊
✮i fell asleep and missed dinner so i had a banana (forgot to take a pic😥)✮
✮the trip really tired me out so i walked so little ✮
✮total cals: 470 ✮
✮i dont have a scale so im gonna try and go to the doctors at the end of the month✮
Should i go to dugsi tmr and be forced to eat pizza/donut (idk what their serving) or stay home and fast (i might get yelled at for being a lazy freak but ill get yelled at anyways). Im going on Sunday though anyways
✧CONTINUED ✧
✧Binge: Fast for as many days worth of calories i ate (for example if i eat 2000 cals i fast for 4 days) ✧
✧ skip breakfast ✧
✧Choose to eat dinner or lunch ✧
✧No liquid cals ✧
✧No desserts✧
✧No pizza ✧
✧ Can eat above in moderation:cheatmeal✧
✧CONTINUED 2 ✧
✧1500 cal limit on cheat day ✧
✧distract myself with games/yt ✧
✧STAY AWAY from the kitchen ✧
✧watch grosspo ✧
✧avoid food polls ✧
✧ill add more if i think of it ✧
. ݁𖦹₊Day 1 . ݁𖦹₊
✮Evening ✮
✮i was feeling a little hungry so i ate a lil sum ✮
✮fries are technically still vegetables right?✮
✮Cal est: 180✮
✮i might skip dinner idk yet✮
I just realized im getting loose skin EVERYWHERE.. Im scared but at the same time im happy bcs it means im loosing ig? Long fasts seem to be working for me but im gonna start doing like pilates and strength training if i can save enough for weights. Pls give me suggestions tohelp
How do i buy a scale without my family knowing that im tryna be Skinny Minnie? My mommy alr thinks im trying to lose weight bc i don’t eat as much as i used to😭
Rules!
- 2-3 water bottles a day
- 3 mints a day max
- atleast 5k steps
- always be very active
-lightheaded? Electrolytes.
- hot tea every morning. NO SUGAR AT ALL.
-bored? Walk.
-hungry? Workout.
Anyways you get the gist🎀
I’ll update once each day
𐬹 ۫ ۪ Rules 𐬹 ۫ ۪
✮can only eat fruits and vegetables✮
✮have to post my meals✮
✮cant eat over 500 cals✮
✮drink at least 80oz water✮
✮20-30min walk after school✮
✮if i break this mono i have to fast 48 hours✮
. ݁𖦹₊Day 2 . ݁𖦹₊
✮Evening✮
✮i got these potato wedges, apple juice and banana yogurt for lunch but didn’t get to eat the yogurt ✮
✮Cal est: 260✮
✮cant go on a walk because its raining so i might do just dance or some yt workouts✮
✧My intake: 546 or less (calculated)✧
✧step minimum: 7000 steps ✧
✧step goal: 13000 steps ✧
✧drink atleast 80oz water ✧
✧burn off all/most cals you eat ✧
✧turn down high cal fast food ✧
✧30 min workout/pilates ✧
✧1 cheat day per month ✧