I'm the eldest son of a Preacher. I'm the guy your Momma & Daddy always warned you about! I've been a Covid19 widower since before it was identified in the USA
Two different Twitter accounts. One supposedly Professional in its theme, the other where I can rant, blow off steam, speak & post unabridged, sarcastically, & without any limitations. A place to speak my mind and bear my scarred soul and loneliness. Now? No clue which is which.
I want a woman, not some little girl, who had to grow up in Daddy's big world. I want a woman that knows how to love me. Baby, that's what I want. (Ratt) Today I'm Rocking the Papa Shark Teeshirt.
Don't you ladies hate it when you don't have time to use your hair products in the morning? I don't like not having my curls in my hair. Straight it looks blown out!
I hope y'all know I was not serious about eating my gun. The Picks, yes. Life is a precious gift & always passes by so quickly. Someone took my stage jewelry including a pair of Sterling Silver Fender Guitar pick earrings; anyone know where I can find replacements?
8th Monday in a row. Beon on the phone since 5AM every day for so long I need a break...Fuck Tootsie Roll Pops. I wonder, how many 100mcg Fentanyl patches it takes to reach the bottom of a six foot hole in the ground? 🥴🤖😴☠️ I apologize-FFDP; Someone else can dig the hole.
I say this as someone who was pronounced dead more times than I care to remember. The time that sticks with me was the morning, my younger brother & boss were sitting in my hospital room. The surgeon walked in, told my brother to call the family in because I wouldn't survive.
Missing several hundred special order guitar picks. Tore the house apart looking for them. No such luck. I did find a box of 45 Caliber Wadcutters. At least if I decide it's checkout time, I won't have to worry about injuring anyone else with those damn FMJ...🤯
My days and nights always the same. I work 24/7. I can't remember what fun is. Last time I went out was to an LA Guns Concert 9/19 with my wife. Last time I had sex period. She got sick shortly afterwards and died 2/10/20 from COVID19. Pissed I shot this before she was ready!
Car sex. Great topic. 1st car '71 Maverick, doable, then 78 Dodge Colt. Thanks Mitsubishi for fully reclining bucket seats. But the best hotel on wheels was a 71 Plymouth Fury III. I'm 6'2 what a total orgy mobile & the Trunk held four large coolers.
Constantly switching guitars...One tuned to C one to D and and one to E. I learn everything I play though on all all three tunings...keeps things interesting. Blame it on the Boom Boom and now Angel Fall by THC...
Any THC Fans here?
Those who define themselves by their own pasts, must learn to accept & make peace with the histories that keep them always looking back. This very moment in time is all that we are guaranteed. Make a new start today, In this moment decide to move forward with your lives.
I don't fucking get it. What is the appeal of redneck rap? It's like someone tossed Heehaw and the very worst of rappers into the Bass-omatic, squeezed out and tossed away anything substantive and then forced fed you the bones, a few teeth, and toenails from hell.
I'm all alone
It's another rainy night, without you
Waiting by the phone alone
It's another rainy night, without you
Guess I'll leave a light on for you
It's just another rainy night (it's just another rainy night)
(It's just another rainy night)
Without you ~ Queensrÿche
So as you read, know my friends, I'd love to stay with you all. Please smile, when you think about me. My body's gone that's all. A tout le monde. A tout mes a-mis. Je vous aime. Je dois partir. These are the last words I'll ever speak, and they'll set me free. Dave Mustaine
If this is a holiday weekend, why am I working 24/7? I've been on the damn phone since 5AM... It's almost 7PM where I am located, & I haven't eaten or drank anything since a 5AM 16oz mug of Vahala Java. Thank you, Death Wish Coffee Company & Zakk Wylde, for my morning buzz. 🤖
Why is it I can eat 7-day old Thai or Korean food left in the microwave all night without incident, but a 4 day old, refrigerated Pop👀 Spicy Chicken Sandwich, kept me yakking all night like I'd downed a 5th of Gold Schlager while eating scrambled eggs and CCM Ice Cream?
All she ever wanted was to hear the angels sing
Thus begins the story of our little broken wing
Would you take it upon yourself to kneel down & pray
For the Lord’s little angel that has lost her way
For the needle & the drug left her with hell to pay ~ Angel Fall ~ THC
Sunday morning, I went to change a light bulb, I was on a folding step ladder, and it decided to collapse. I broke my big toe, dislocated my elbow, and shoulder. I can't play guitar or bass until it heals up. I'm going nuts! 😔😔😔
Girl, you drive me crazy, I don't know what to do
Every night, I keep on losing sleep
'Cause when I make my mind up, you smile that wicked smile
That's when I know I'm in too deep
I can't live without you, heaven knows I really tried
Girl, there's something wild about you B.C.
Live for yourself
There's no one else more worth living for
Begging hands and bleeding hearts
Will only cry out for more
Anthem of the heart and anthem of the mind
A funeral dirge for eyes gone blind
We marvel after those who sought
Wonders in the world they wrought ~ RUSH
I wish that I could fly
Into the sky
So very high
Just like a dragonfly
I'd fly above the trees
Over the seas
In all degrees
To anywhere I please
Oh, I want to get away
I want to fly away ~ Lenny Kravitz
Rose darling come to me
Snake Mary's gone to bed
All our steaming sounds of love
Cannot disturb her in her night
Or raise her sleeping head
All I ask of you
Is make my wildest dreams come true
No one sees and no one knows ~ Steely Dan
l it happens every time
That I let you cross my mind
We always hurt the ones we love the most
That's what happens when you're danger close
And when you're down on bended knee
Are any of your prayers for me
Tell me we're not here crying
Are any of your tears she'd for me ~ THC
How is it that even when I vet everyone; those I deal with or work with, or take an interest in, I still manage to get scammed and ripped off? Are there any honest and sincere people left on planet earth? Am I jaded? Yes. Am I giving up? Never.
Don't you hate it when you get a song stuck in your head? I'm playing Megadeth Elysian Fields on guitar & have Nickelback's If today was your last day on the brain. Not hardly compatible. Hopefully not a bad omen. Might as well play À Tout le Monde & call the game in the 6th!
If your life sucks, take a hard look inwards. The one with the most stuff wins nothing. We all die. If you are so self-absorbed that you do not take time to nurture friendships & familial ties or if you are so busy that those closest to you feel unwanted or ignored, fix it.
Livin' free was so easy, honey, honey
Those sunny days can never fade away
'Round and 'round and 'round time passes by so fast
Hey, hey, hey
The memory's all I know
And they're long gone for me
Her memory's holding on
But they're long gone for me ~ Badlands
To all my friends, Merry Christmas and a Happy and prosperous New Year! To each one of you who stole from me, stole my Identity, Beat me, robbed me, & left me for dead? To those that ruined me & my credit, & took 759K in unrecoverable funds. I forgive you. God bless you all.
Love is supposed to be patient & kind. It should never be prone to jealousy, selfishness, mistrust, doubt, dishonesty, envy, bailed on at the first sign of miscommunication or for a seemingly better individual. What has happened to us? Now jaded I'm giving up on finding true love