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@Xixishrinks

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

No one’s getting what I’m talking about when it comes to garment construction for bigger bodies. In this case the skirt was successfully re-constructed for the plus sizes but the top was not.

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@yur1p1lled It was quite literally designed to have that effect! The processing involved in creating it causes it to y down in the body VERY quickly. Bc it feels like it dissolves you need more of it to feel the same amount of full you’d be if you had a handful of cashews or something.

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6 months

@Kur0m1x211425 @catsrangels Honestly just the fact that she’s posting herself taking bites of food is a HUGE step. We all know eds are VERY mental so even if she didn’t physically consume a lot/as much as implied, she mentally overcame the aversion she has had to being associated & seen with food

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@Xixishrinks

7 months

What’s that? We’d agreed on FASTING February? Omg I misheard, I thought you had said FATASS February 🫢 oop-

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

I’m not too keen on embracing the mindset that it’s ONLY the model’s body that makes the top unflattering (aka fatphobia) when several brands have successfully constructed flattering plus size pieces similar to their straight sizes w/o them being wholly new creations.

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

Oh lord the fatphobes have found the post. Pack it up, fun’s over.

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@Xixishrinks

9 months

@cartmancals We quite literally evolved to fast regularly which is why we store fat in the first place. Eating multiple times a day is a scam put in place by big food to profit and keep us fat and complacent and I won’t be convinced otherwise. 😤

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

Be so fucking fr. Y’all don’t see how these sleeves have a different construction? The model being larger did not make the top layer of the sleeve pull up & become awkwardly shorter.

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@valkyriezdoll Sure. But if you’re gonna offer those sizes at least use the basic tailoring techniques needed to not make it even more unflattering??

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

Why do the fatphobes think I’m complaining about how the fit doesn’t look the same on the bigger body? No fucking duh it’s gonna look different; I’m talking about the QUALITY OF THE CONSTRUCTION which doesn’t need to go down just bc the garment is bigger. Why are y’all stupid?

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@Xixishrinks

6 months

@40kgisok Like…then keep fearing it?? There are literally plenty of scary places that serve the same things and don’t contribute to a genocide

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

Gonna make a speedrun groupchat for my fellow high BMI babes; let’s escape this hell together! 🏃🏻🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏼‍♂️

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

7 months

This is what I mean when I say I feel like I’m trapped in my own body (fat)

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

10 months

@youscals The disorder is what is convincing you to feel ashamed! It’s terrified of you beating it and is doing everything it can to convince you that you coming alive again is actually a failure; don’t listen to the lies! I hope you’re able to focus on the external love you receive 💕

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@Xixishrinks

7 months

If this is how you want to look why do you keep eating?

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@mirubunnie God that is so unbelievably fucking sinister. It’s so hard not to hate the human species sometimes. 😪

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@woodlanddiaries Exactly. 🤦🏽‍♀️ It takes more than just sizing the same dimensions up & no one seems to get that.

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@hardwoodtable Fucking THANK YOU! Someone with working eyes.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

6 months

@lmndrp_ Ik it’s easier said than done, but spare some compassion for teen you ❤️‍🩹 she was doing the best she could even if it didn’t seem like it. You’re ALWAYS deserving of compassion no matter how your internal hell or outward appearance may shift /gen

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Anytime someone who isn’t overweight follows me I’m like “do they know I’m 𝖔𝖇𝖊𝖘𝖊?” 👀 Hopefully, it’s cause they believe in me & not for fatspo but who knows 🥴

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@Xixishrinks

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

If this is how much my collarbones show at an obese bmi w/ no posing, I can’t imagine how they’ll look once I’m actually normal size.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

9 months

@mybigfatdiaryy 🥳🎉 I hope you care for yourself mentally & spiritually in the New Year!

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@yur1p1lled No problem! I’m a nutrition nerd lol 🤓 (& have struggled w/ binges that involved ungodly amounts of cereal 😅)

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

11 months

How I “Recover” From A Binge Cycle

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Happy Fasting February Skinnies 💦💕

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

10 months

I actually LOVE seeing their unedited faces. 😍 I wish beauty standards didn’t demonize women’s natural beauty.

𝒞𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓇𝓎✧𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔

@2cherry2doll2

10 months

A 🧵 to remember you to not compare yourself with what you see on social media

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

& that’s a wrap on day 1 of this somehow controversial (?) post ✅ I learned: I am a seething fatty who’s not offended by the poor technique but is mad bc “fat body no look good in clothes 😡🤬” P.s. Ty for the entertainment while I was on my treadmill 🥰 the time flew by

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Ppl have been up my ass for criticizing corporate laziness JUST because it was in defense of fat people. Imagine if I had made this post about xs sizes. I we all know what the difference would be. The double standard is THRIVING.

Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

No one’s getting what I’m talking about when it comes to garment construction for bigger bodies. In this case the skirt was successfully re-constructed for the plus sizes but the top was not.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@ch1keter Another idiot missing the point w/ this same tired ass reply 🥱

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

My Fasting February Guidelines 📃

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

That time I watercolored one of my bodychecks bc I couldn’t tell just how big I was. Definitely broke through the dysmorphia with that one.

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@Xixishrinks

9 months

@luhvmeow …how can you see their quote tweet if they’re private? If you can see it bc you follow them then why do you think they’re being mean fr? /gen

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@valkyriezdoll Have you considered that’s because they overall have more options due to people not wanting to tailor for bigger bodies in the first place?

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

I think all the fatphobia on my TL is getting to me. The plus size versions just don’t look “right” (the model is gorg; but looks uncomfortable). Like once they go above a certain size they don’t tailor the clothes the same way?? Idk.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

6 months

Do NOT underestimate walking at 1.0 speed or lower on a treadmill WITH absolutely proper form. It’ll burn muscles you didn’t even know you had.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

5 months

@chippdnails I’ve heard deep core exercises are way better for muscle definition than basic crunches/sit-ups!

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@mirubunnie I try not to be parasocial but I can’t help but love & root for Megan 💕

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@Xixishrinks

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@valkyriezdoll I rarely see ppl bring up this argument when skinny ppl complain about things not fitting right & I find that interesting.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

How I look trying to explain to people who have never sewn a garment that plus sizes often get unnecessarily screwed over when it comes to construction & tailoring:

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@ch1keter You don’t have the brain capacity to lol

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

6 months

Pro-tip: binge on the first day of the month after weighing in so you have all month to make up for it 🤗 /s

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

5 months

Been surviving off of tea, coconut water, & free drinks from my job. It’s getting easier. I’ll be able to make it until May.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

6 months

The friend who I hooked up w/ last night said he’d noticed my weight loss 🙈 little does he know the ~15kg I’ve lost since he’s known me are just the beginning 😈

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@elfbunnyz I think it’s for nature to hibernate (& spring/summer lovers to suffer).

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

This is motivating as HELL omg

raven ☆

@dietwoni

8 months

jean evolution from my hw to my cw

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@raspbrrysoda That’s actually the only part I’m not referring to. Idk how people can’t see that the sleeves have sloppier construction or the other details. Maybe it’s because I’ve made clothes in the past.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Yes. My obese ass is being fatphobic bc I pointed out a problem *I* have noticed in clothes *I’VE* bought. All of edtwt shares a single brain cell. 🙄

vivi :3

@sgtSweethrt

8 months

Saying the plus size top looks weird is so backhanded 😭😭 like you’re indirectly being fatphobic too

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@ch1keter Dunning-Kruger kicking your ass too. 🥱 Fatphobes are such weird little carbon copies but carry on you seem like you’re in a good place.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

5 months

Love seeing the reversed version of this type of post. I feel like it’s always someone getting bigger from fucking up. This is WAY more motivating to me.

mai

@chvrryplm

5 months

just 3 months, trust.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

These are the things I’ve started craving instead of food dyes & preservatives; you love to see it.

dana (CEO of jiminlandia)

@thejiminmeal

8 months

Grocery shopping is so fun

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

5 months

I’m thinking about doing primarily liquids in May. …Moist May?

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

It’s Fasting February this year idc idc

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Possibly unpopular opinion but visual results >>> the number on the scale any day. I’d fr weigh 300lbs without of problem if I looked like I was a low BMI

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@Xixishrinks

6 months

Fridge goals

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Skinny disordered person has fear of change: “it’s ok sweet Angel baby being disordered is hard 🥺😢🤧” Fat disordered person has fear of change: “you’re making excuses & not trying hard enough 😡🤢🤬”

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Edtwt is making me grateful for having grown up fat & been forced to develop a unique personality

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

The likelihood that I kill myself before I reach my ugw is very high. I truly don’t know how much longer I can exist in this hellscape I’ve literally wanted to die for 20 years.

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@rabidcals Oh yeah that’s even worse 😅 must feel like nothing fits right bc they rarely have your specific body type in mind.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

9 months

@moonlightsinsz That’s exactly what I’m doing bc I’m tired of being hospitalized after failed attempts and I have a lot of people “watching” me but I can get away with slowly starving for sure.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

I can tell I’m actually gonna lose the weight this time because I no longer feel obese mentally

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Didn’t take desserts or ramen noodles from the food bank bc I didn’t have the desire for them & they were FREE. 😳 All I wanted was as much nutrient dense + fresh foods. I’ve definitely reentered my orthorexic era. 🌱

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

9 months

I need motivation to clean my apartment the demand avoidance is REAL AF

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@Xixishrinks

9 months

@hiddendying @rabidcals Right. Like you could say stoner that starves but stonerexic is much shorter.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

11 months

@mezzocals Fasting Trackers: Zero, Life Calorie Trackers: Lose it!, MyNetDiary Weight Trackers: Renpho (if you have a compatible scale) Japanese apps I like (pictured):

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

7 months

Why did this trigger me so much? 🥴 New summer body goal.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Ok fuck it. Only 16 hours until I beat my all-time dry fasting record I’ma just lay down until I hit it. I want to break that record during THIS fast dammit.

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@Xixishrinks

7 months

Can you imagine bodychecking in the coquette mirror? 🪞

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@Wawayaya170 Sleeves: added layers aren’t as symmetrical making the item look cheaper Smaller top has MORE extra lining around the neckline than the plus size which should have more lining then the smaller size to provide adequate support.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

“I just wanna kick this shit off by sayin’ FUCK Y’ALL” - Megan Thee Stallion (2024)

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Why was I put on this earth as a miserable human instead of a pretty doll?

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

5 months

@chippdnails If you’re a beginner I’d recommend simple movements you can do at home without weights (like the ones pictured). Aside from that, you could definitely look up a good deep core routine on YT at various levels!

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

This is the kinda of speedrun I need to achieve

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@Wawayaya170 Lining under the bust should have been reinforced for the plus size as well bc of the likelihood of larger breasts

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@Xixishrinks

6 months

The long pause after the guy I spent the night w/ mentioned a breakfast place nearby. Did he not see these thighs?? I don’t need food until June earliest. 😭

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@purificationlog The bar is so low you could be a mile above it and still be in hell 🥲

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

10 months

AHA! It isn’t just me!

em୨୧

@_strwbrrycals_

10 months

the skinnier I get the more feminine I feel is that weird?

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Can’t believe I used to have an actual waistline (I was still 20+lbs overweight here)

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

7 months

Me at the thirsty straights on edtwt: so, what did we learn?

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

7 months

Bought this skirt 3 months ago & couldn’t even zip it up; now I can even fasten the clasp at the top of the zipper 🥹 I’m still a disgusting fat mess BUT I AM shrinking.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Fasting February Muscle-building March Autophagy April Movement May

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

6 months

Another reason why it’s not some quirky diet or something to “dabble in” you could very well come away with lifelong consequences

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

7 months

I seriously can’t get over this photo they’re both so hot 😩

˖ ࣪ . jia ˚ .

@freejiaa

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

She said “y’all gonna see these abs I worked for dammit” love her

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@Xixishrinks

10 months

@winterangel999 The way I’d still be over 100 lbs after 🤡

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

@o4_oooooo I’m talking about how the plus size version has sloppily tailored sleeves & lacks reinforced lining in several places where it would help to be. Idk why you think I’m saying she looks worse in the outfit.

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@Xixishrinks

7 months

@aespabones When edtwt realizes non-processed food isn’t as calorie dense: 🤯🤯

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

I’m learning to appreciate it more & more

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

Who bookmarked this? 😒

Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

That time I watercolored one of my bodychecks bc I couldn’t tell just how big I was. Definitely broke through the dysmorphia with that one.

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Xixi 🪦

@Xixishrinks

8 months

@yumcountrypie Me for sure. Fasting quite literally acts like a tranquilizer for my racing thoughts or raging hormones, anxiety; all of it. It doesn’t make me feel numb or empty either, just regulated or muted.

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@Xixishrinks

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@Xixishrinks

7 months

@barbieisfasting I promise you women with long torsos exist irl without surgery 😂

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@Xixishrinks

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

I HAVE OFFICIALLY BEATEN MY ALL-TIME DRY FASTING RECORD 🥳🎉 (my old record was 69 hours) Went back to my logs & realized I had started my dry fast at the same time as my timer when I thought I hadn’t. We did it skinnies 🥹 time to switch to liquids 💦

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@Xixishrinks

8 months

The phrase “big back(ed)” instantly kills my appetite; probably because it directly applies to me 🥴

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@Xixishrinks

6 months

Winter being small enough to make Karina look average is WILD. Neither of them are even remotely big.

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