Cried some on the way to the hospital. Can't let the boy see me cry. He had a rough day today. We're past the point of no return here as the chemo destroys his bone marrow, and he's feeling it. Next week he starts the radiation.
The boy is wiped out. Next dose of radiation is in a few hours. The wife is in pain from the injections getting her ready to be the stem cell donor. All I can do is be here for them.
Day 12 post stem cell transplant
The transplant doc came by and was very happy with Ulysses' blood counts. He said that we could be going home as early as next week. This is fantastic news.
We have a beautiful boy who is just now coming out of his 4 year battle with leukemia, and we, as his aged parents, have tried to do the best we can to get him thorough this have almost, but not quite gotten him to the finish line. We're losing his home. I'm so sorry.
More good news for the transplant! The wife's test results came in right where they needed to be. All the pain from the medication has made plenty of cells for the boy's transplant. Tomorrow morning they'll collect the cells for processing. Thursday is a go!
Day 13 post stem cell transplant.
Ulysses' counts continue to improve. He hasn't had a fever in days now, and he's starting to have an appetite again. This is all good.
Yes I get it -- people are tired of covid. I am too. The thing is that it keeps getting easier to infect and more resistant to vaccines. When I go shopping now, I'm about the only one still wearing a mask.
Post transplant Day 1:
Ulysses is doing really well. His energy is good, and he's busy turning the known universe into paper clips (it's a game). He doesn't have much of an appetite, but some of that is the feeding tube and the overnight nutrition.
Our little boy is hanging in there. They switched him to a new med to fight the nausea. Eating and drinking is still hard for him. I love him so much. I made him a pitcher of sweet tea for him to drink this morning.
Some of the boys test results have come back, and they look good. There's no sign of leukemia in his bone marrow. The more accurate tests take a little longer, but this is still really good news.
The initial test results from the boy's bone marrow biopsy don't show any sign of leukemia. They said that it looks like his marrow is finally starting to recover. They said that his anemia was most likely from the virus he contracted. He's much better now.
Yesterday was better for the boy. He didn't throw up and managed to have some chicken soup and then some noodles with cottage cheese. He drank most of the pitcher of sweet tea that I made for him. Last night he said that he feels better.
Talked to my father today. Told him the boy was doing well. Went into some detail about what's been going on. It was a bit much for him. It's been a bit much for us as well. Good news is that the boy is doing well. Next few months will tell.
Tomorrow is my birthday. Before the pandemic and my son's leukemia, I would go thrift store hopping. One year I found a fantastic rotisserie for cooking meats. I think I'll do a leg of lamb on it tomorrow.
The doctor called to let us know that they don't actually need another bone marrow biopsy at this time. Tomorrow's procedure will just be to remove the boy's central line port. He's been wanting to get that thing out for weeks now.
Ulysses' numbers are really taking off. It looks like engraftment has occurred. He's not going to need any more platelets or blood. I'm hoping that this means that we can all come home some time next week.
So, the final test came back from Ulysses' bone marrow biopsy. They found some leukemia cells. They want to do another bone marrow biopsy now. We are devastated.
Tomorrow at 7am we have to be at the children's hospital for the boy's bone marrow biopsy. After all of the tests are complete we're hoping to find out that his leukemia is finally gone.
Yesterday was the boy's birthday. We played the card game Muffin Time and had cake. My wife made this wonderful cake inspired by the video game, Portal.
We finally got the call. They were able to harvest enough stem cells today from my wife. The needed to install a central line to get a good flow. She'll probably have to stay overnight at the main hospital if no one is around to take the line out.
100 days. That's how many days we have to be extra careful with our boy. Any little thing can have a huge impact on his health. We're looking at the end of February before we can start to relax just a little. We might have to isolate, but at least we're at home.
To all those people who replied to my last tweet, but don't know what's going on -- my son's leukemia returned. We're back in the hospital. We've been dealing with this for 3 years now, and we thought we were in the clear. We're now looking at months long hospital stays.
They just came by on rounds. Everything looks good for tonight. The stem cells should be ready for transplant around 19:00. They'll update us if there is any change.
The boy is well. Checkup was all good. I just can't do this anymore. That long ride into town, sitting in that little room, the traffic, the long ride back home -- I'm dying inside.
The boy is not doing well. There isn't really anything we can do for now. All we can do is hope that his immune system recovers and that he's able to keep his food down.
Came home to water the plants and let the kitty know that we haven't forgotten her. Feels weird to be home alone. It could be some weeks before the boy can come home. Some snow on the sidewalk, but not enough to clear. Going to have a few beers. Later.
Holding off on the likes and follow backs. Don't want to end up in twitter jail again. I'll do what I can. Just want you all to know how much I love what you've done for my boy. Thank you.
Tomorrow the boy has a bone marrow biopsy. They need to make sure the leukemia is gone. I don't know what else they test for. It should be all new bone marrow in there.
The boy doesn't feel well this morning. They gave him some extra anti nausea meds right before the next round of chemo. It's going to really hard from now on.
At the last minute the company decided to let us sign a lease. They want 8,000 up front. Thanks to all of the wonderful donations we can cover that. If it goes through, we can stay until March. Fingers crossed.
Good news! We were granted a stay by the bankruptcy court. The sheriff has been notified and just needs to receive the paper work tomorrow. So that's taken care of. We have some breathing room to figure out our next move. I want to thank you all for your help.
One moment it was the height of summer, and the next we were informed that our son's leukemia had come back. This time it's harder to treat. Whatever it takes might not be enough. We wait. And we wait. There's no room for hope here. He has a good chance.
They're home and safe. The boy needed IV fluids. We have our regular appointment this afternoon. I'll be going to that one. The roads are probably going to be bad.
Day 3 of radiation. The morning session has just started. He has one more this afternoon, and then tomorrow is transplant day. His mother is having her stem cells harvested right now. Hopefully they can get all that they need in just one session.
Getting ready to leave for the hospital. Bone marrow biopsy today, so it's going to be a long day. If everything goes well, we won't have to go back for a couple of weeks.
We managed to get the tree up on Christmas eve. I didn't know if we were going to this year, but the boy wanted it, so we made it happen. I'm glad. I even managed to dig out some of the Christmas mugs and plates. It'll be February at least before the tree comes down.
Bone marrow biopsy coming up in a few days. They want to see what's going on in there. The boy is feeling a little better today, but he still doesn't have much of an appetite.
40 minutes to the next radiation. The boy is nauseous and vomited. The nurse just gave him something for that, but he still needs to get in the shower to wash off the chemo.
We are doing everything we can to keep our boy alive. The long and the short of that is that it may not be enough. Why is this something that a parent has to face?
I can't sleep without an audiobook drowning out my thoughts. I wish I could sleep in silence, but I can't. Every damn thing I did wrong in life keeps me awake at night in endless replay. It didn't used to be like this. Stressed out I guess.
So, the boy is doing well enough that he can stop taking some of his medications. His weight is good now, so that's no longer a concern. No more weekly blood tests either. In fact they don't want to see him again until August. That's the good news.
Leaving soon for the hospital. We're going straight to the surgical floor, but it's still going to be a couple of hours before the boy gets his port removed. It's OK. Taking it out is going to make him feel so much better.
The doc wants to do another bone marrow biopsy on the boy, he's also concerned about the low t-cell count. It's going to be some time before we know more, and until then there isn't much to do but wait.
The boy's x-ray was clean, so his cough is just a winter cough. He's still losing weight, though, and that's the biggest concern. No suggestions please: we have a team of medical professionals for that.
Back at the hospital. The boy has a rash on both hands. They don't think it's graft versus host disease, but they're keeping an eye on it. Maybe on Tuesday we'll find out when we can go home.
I'm so tired. I've been close to tears the past few days. I'm trying, though. I wrote. I picked grapes. I'm making dinner. I wish I could just unplug for just a little while.
The boy has several appointments tomorrow. We still don't know if he's cured of his leukemia. He takes his meds, and we continue to isolate for now. It's been almost 4 years since he was first diagnosed.
We're home now from the hospital. There's no sign of leukemia in his blood. That's the good news. His immune system is still pretty week, so we're going to have to continue to isolate. Next month they're going to do a bone marrow biopsy.